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I won't binge [today] because [reason].


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#41 helloobones

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Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:46 AM

I won't binge today, march 21st, because i can't afford to gain anymore weight, it's costing me my happiness and just about every pair of pants i own. it's amazing how much more i hate myself when i'm eating like this.


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#42 Windchimes

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Posted 21 March 2017 - 11:09 AM

I really like this thread idea :)
Today I won't binge because
I want to reach my weight goals
It makes me feel bad about myself
It takes time I could be using more productively
It takes time away from my pets and loved ones
It hurts my insides and I do not deserve to hurt even though sometimes I believe I do
It does not help or make me feel better to eat food I think I want
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#43 Milanesa

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Posted 21 March 2017 - 11:24 AM

Today I wont binge because my last binge made it clear that I wont achieve my goals for March :( 


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Posted 21 March 2017 - 12:05 PM

I won't binge march 21th because I already ate a lot of treats and that was enough for the day, I'll have a regular dinner a lots of water!


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Posted 21 March 2017 - 06:07 PM

i wont binge march 21 because my dad is home and i literally cannot

                                                  i just ordered a hella cute bikini and i wanna look semi-decent when it arrives


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Posted 21 March 2017 - 09:21 PM

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I won't binge March 22nd because I need to grow a pair and talk to a College Adviser without using food for comfort.



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Posted 21 March 2017 - 09:30 PM

i wont binge march 21 cuz im going shopping with my friend friday and seeing skinnier ppl on the street will kill me


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Posted 21 March 2017 - 10:08 PM

I won't binge on March 21st because I found out my scale is very off and I am almost 6 pounds heavier than I thought I was.


hw: 230

cw: 219

gw1: 190

gw2: 170

gw3: 140

ugw: 120

 

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Posted 22 March 2017 - 08:04 AM

I won't binge on March 21st because I found out my scale is very off and I am almost 6 pounds heavier than I thought I was.

This is like my nightmare. Oh my goodness I'm so sorry.



#50 isamanthax

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Posted 22 March 2017 - 08:18 AM

i won't binge today, march 22, 2017β€” because i am going to fucking stop this crap

BED | Bipolar 1 | ADHD | Social Anxiety 

 

 

5'8" GW: 118

Pounds lost: 30

Last Binge: May 9th, 2017

Last Purge: March 5 2018

Self Harm Free: years

 

 

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Salmon: Met calorie limit

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#51 LMNJ

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Posted 22 March 2017 - 05:40 PM

I won't binge today because I will prevent me from achieving my goal of weight loss.

Don't get stuck in the paralysis of perfection. 

Seeking the ultimate freedom from binge-eating.

 

 

CW = 138 (5/24)  //  138.5 (5/23)  //  140 (5/13)   //   141 (5/12)  //   SW=143 (5/7)    //   UGW = 115

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#52 Tiny.Soul

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Posted 22 March 2017 - 05:44 PM

I won't binge March 22 because I need get my last binged weight off me

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June SW: 130.2lb β€’ 59.0kg β€’ 22.3bmi

Current: 128.6lb β€’ 58.4kg β€’ 22.1bmi

Next GW: 120.0lb β€’ 54.4kg β€’ 20.6bmi

 

HW: 156 LW: 92

 

[last update - june.9.2021]

 
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β˜† ACCOUNTABILITY β˜† 
 
β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†
 
 

 

 

 

#53 notverydior

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Posted 22 March 2017 - 06:52 PM

i won't binge on march 23st because my body deserves respect
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Posted 22 March 2017 - 07:24 PM

I'm an ednos kind of dude but this might actually work

I won't binge on march 22ncd because I be more fat and you already know mom thinks your fat so why should you eat more exactly bitch stay away from the food or mom will make more comments

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Classified: normal                        

Height: 5'6                                                                                                                          

SW: I never knew

CW: 125 lbs (updated: 6/16/2017)

HW: 135

GW1: 115 lbs

GW2: 110 lbs

GW3: 105 lbs

GW4: 102 lbs

 

 

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#55 Tiny.Soul

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Posted 23 March 2017 - 11:58 AM

I won't binge on the 23rd because I need to see a lower weight on the scale after all the binge weight

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June SW: 130.2lb β€’ 59.0kg β€’ 22.3bmi

Current: 128.6lb β€’ 58.4kg β€’ 22.1bmi

Next GW: 120.0lb β€’ 54.4kg β€’ 20.6bmi

 

HW: 156 LW: 92

 

[last update - june.9.2021]

 
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β˜† ACCOUNTABILITY β˜† 
 
β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†β˜†
 
 

 

 

 

#56 Uglyfrominsideout

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Posted 23 March 2017 - 12:35 PM

I won't binge March 23 because I can't gain weight before I meet my favorite artist in April.

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#57 AlacrityElixir

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Posted 23 March 2017 - 12:43 PM

I won't binge cause I am broke af.


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#58 the-fat-dietitian

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Posted 23 March 2017 - 01:05 PM

I won't binge (any more) on March 23rd, because I binged this morning and still have an awful stomachache.


back on my [restriction] bullshit.

currently competing in 2 transformation challenges. let's do this.

36. female. RD + future MD.

EDNOS (mostly bouncing between BED + restriction/exercise bulimia with a touch of ortho)

current goals: NO BINGES, no binge food in the house, max 1200 kcal/day. strict 35/30/35 macros. build up to exercising 6 days/wk.

what, you didn't think dietitians had ED's? spoiler alert: all of us do.

 

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Height: 5'8

HW: 227 (10.22.19) - 34.5 BMI

CW: 187.0

LW: 133 (in 2010)

HBF: 41.6% (4.20.19)

CBF: 34.5%

Goal BF: 18% (a girl can dream)

 

GW1: 196.8 - no longer obese DONE 3.13.21

GW2: 164 - most of my old clothes will fit again, no longer overweight!

UGW: 127 - 100 POUNDS LOST (19.3 BMI)

 

227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196

195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170 169 168 167 166 165 164

163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130 129 128 127

 

*binge free since 5.27.21*

(last streak = 78 days!)

 

mini goal: drop 2 BMI points between 5.24 - 6.30 (28.4/188 --> 26.4/175)

 

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Posted 23 March 2017 - 01:10 PM

i won't binge today, march 22, 2017β€” because i am going to fucking stop this crap

 

same. i just threw out my leftover binge food (which i NEVER do) in the outside trashcan. i kept one thing of unopened candy and i'm going to donate it to the food pantry when i go to volunteer tomorrow. i know i won't be tempted to eat it, because i still have a horrible stomachache (and i usually have an iron stomach) so it prob won't feel right for a few days. tonight i'm going shopping for stuff i won't binge on. i'm living with my mom right now and she eats - well, not that healthy - and it's a huge trigger for me. if i have "my" food to eat, i do a lot better.


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back on my [restriction] bullshit.

currently competing in 2 transformation challenges. let's do this.

36. female. RD + future MD.

EDNOS (mostly bouncing between BED + restriction/exercise bulimia with a touch of ortho)

current goals: NO BINGES, no binge food in the house, max 1200 kcal/day. strict 35/30/35 macros. build up to exercising 6 days/wk.

what, you didn't think dietitians had ED's? spoiler alert: all of us do.

 

Accountability

 

s.t.a.t.s.

Height: 5'8

HW: 227 (10.22.19) - 34.5 BMI

CW: 187.0

LW: 133 (in 2010)

HBF: 41.6% (4.20.19)

CBF: 34.5%

Goal BF: 18% (a girl can dream)

 

GW1: 196.8 - no longer obese DONE 3.13.21

GW2: 164 - most of my old clothes will fit again, no longer overweight!

UGW: 127 - 100 POUNDS LOST (19.3 BMI)

 

227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196

195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170 169 168 167 166 165 164

163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130 129 128 127

 

*binge free since 5.27.21*

(last streak = 78 days!)

 

mini goal: drop 2 BMI points between 5.24 - 6.30 (28.4/188 --> 26.4/175)

 

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#60 losingbeth

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Posted 23 March 2017 - 01:26 PM

I won't binge today because I spent to much time at the gym to let it go to waste.


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