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#21 Methe

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Posted 01 May 2017 - 04:06 PM

Well, every few months I do cut myself and drink some drops of blood. Developed out of my cutting habit, always sort of liked the metallic taste when in that rare mood. I had thought of syringes, but couldn't bring myself over it, plus I have already a slight anemia, would rather need donors than drain myself further ;-)


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I had been morbidly obese my whole teenage and adult life. I had developed a BED by the age of 18.
 
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From July 2015 to July 2016 I ate 1200 kcal every day and exercised regularly. I got to a normal 
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After a month of maintenance my BED took control over me again, helped by me not experiencing
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Posted 14 May 2017 - 02:58 PM

This thread reminds me of this:

 

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Posted 14 May 2017 - 09:13 PM

This thread reminds me of this:

 

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at least they didn't glitter as much, kinda shocked that those parents were cool about it.

my parents would flip and drown me in holy water with lemons so it'll sting even if i wasn't a vampire! xD



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Posted 14 May 2017 - 09:17 PM

LOL!  some of these "recipes" are brutal and specific.  who the hell really needs a red man's corpse at exactly 24 years old??

 

... but if blood healing potions came back i would try at least once... but i want free-range-dairy-free-vegan blood.  no garlic please. :P

 

Video Title : Real life vampires at the Vatican!

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Posted 14 May 2017 - 09:43 PM

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Posted 17 May 2017 - 12:45 PM

Batman  =  Vampire

 

well at least in this official Gods and Monsters video. :)

creepy Harley Quinn in this version...

 

Justice League: Gods and Monsters Chronicles - "Twisted"

 

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Posted 17 May 2017 - 12:51 PM

Humor time!  It's a popular video apparently. 

 

Dating a Latino Vampire | Lele Pons

 

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Posted 17 May 2017 - 12:56 PM

now for something educational.  it looks kinda cool <3

 

Vampire Squid Turns Itself "Inside Out" | National Geographic

 

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Posted 18 May 2017 - 01:33 PM

Yknow this thread makes me feel at home... I have actually consumed other people's blood.


He broke my heart. You merely broke my life.

 

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Shadows fall over my heart
I blackout the moon
I wait for you to come around
You got me dancing in the dark
(Dancing in the dark)
I've closed my eyes

But I won't sleep tonight

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Black bird, black moon

Black sky, black light
Black, everything black
Black heart
Black Keys, black diamonds
Black out, everything black
Black, black, everything, everything

 

 

 

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Posted 18 May 2017 - 03:31 PM

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reasons I can relate to a possum:

-tired & unkempt, smells weird

-emotions ranging from “displeased” to “existential scream”

-no work ethic

-lies around looking dead when overwhelmed

-will eat trash & live amongst trash if left to own devices

-sometimes you feel bad and feed it a sandwich

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Posted 18 May 2017 - 03:38 PM

 

i wonder if the Matrix movie worlds have vampires...

like a hacker or a glitch to turn people into bats and stuff.

 

 

I might actually know the answer to this one! Basically before the machines created the matrix that we see in the films, they had 2 others which both failed. The first was a paradise with no pain or suffering which the human mind rejected completely. Then the second kinda went the opposite way and is known as 'the nightmare matrix.' It had a bunch of monsters programmed in to it. That version ended up failing too. The third and final version of the matrix wasn't supposed to have any of these monsters in it but they exist and are called exiles. They're programs that have malfunctioned or are from old versions of the matrix and were meant to be destroyed but managed to escape being deleted. One of the characters, the Merovingian, has a number of exile henchman who are similar to werewolves, ghosts and vampires. (I believe the vampire-like one is called Cain.) These are potentially the monsters from the nightmare matrix that he took with him into the newer matrix. (It's not officially confirmed but the Merovingian is super old and may have been around at the time of, or even been involved in the creation of the nightmare matrix.)

 

So yes there are vampire like creatures as well as werewolves, 'ghosts', witches, succubi and one creature which human's believe to be aliens. There's a lot more stuff about them in the video games.


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brinepools

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reasons I can relate to a possum:

-tired & unkempt, smells weird

-emotions ranging from “displeased” to “existential scream”

-no work ethic

-lies around looking dead when overwhelmed

-will eat trash & live amongst trash if left to own devices

-sometimes you feel bad and feed it a sandwich

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Posted 18 May 2017 - 04:37 PM

Glad to see a thread that acknowledges the consumption of menstrual blood more than just to say that it's "gross".


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Posted 19 May 2017 - 03:14 AM

Yknow this thread makes me feel at home... I have actually consumed other people's blood.

 

:D welcome!  welcome!  how did it taste?  i've only know my blood and my brother's, we taste the same LOL! 

 

I might actually know the answer to this one! Basically before the machines created the matrix that we see in the films, they had 2 others which both failed. The first was a paradise with no pain or suffering which the human mind rejected completely. Then the second kinda went the opposite way and is known as 'the nightmare matrix.' It had a bunch of monsters programmed in to it. That version ended up failing too. The third and final version of the matrix wasn't supposed to have any of these monsters in it but they exist and are called exiles. They're programs that have malfunctioned or are from old versions of the matrix and were meant to be destroyed but managed to escape being deleted. One of the characters, the Merovingian, has a number of exile henchman who are similar to werewolves, ghosts and vampires. (I believe the vampire-like one is called Cain.) These are potentially the monsters from the nightmare matrix that he took with him into the newer matrix. (It's not officially confirmed but the Merovingian is super old and may have been around at the time of, or even been involved in the creation of the nightmare matrix.)

 

So yes there are vampire like creatures as well as werewolves, 'ghosts', witches, succubi and one creature which human's believe to be aliens. There's a lot more stuff about them in the video games.

 

welcome!!  @[email protected]  whoa!  okay now i need to rewatch the movies and play the game!  i love extra lure in series <3  thank you!

 

Glad to see a thread that acknowledges the consumption of menstrual blood more than just to say that it's "gross".

 

welcome!!  you're very much to add to the menstruation topic!  i find it interesting that it's soooo taboo nowadays. 

i mean it's not poop, it's blood that was suppose to be for life!  life nurturing blood <3 


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Posted 19 May 2017 - 03:18 AM

i like to say again, you all are welcome to post or even take over LOL! 

 

please don't mind me if i disappear from time to time, my life is like that. 

 

if there's something important or interesting to add to the first two informal posts, just let me know! 

 

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Posted 19 May 2017 - 05:33 AM

:D welcome! welcome! how did it taste? i've only know my blood and my brother's, we taste the same LOL!

It honestly varies from person one of my friends actually tasted slightly sweet like fruit

He broke my heart. You merely broke my life.

 

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Shadows fall over my heart
I blackout the moon
I wait for you to come around
You got me dancing in the dark
(Dancing in the dark)
I've closed my eyes

But I won't sleep tonight

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Black bird, black moon

Black sky, black light
Black, everything black
Black heart
Black Keys, black diamonds
Black out, everything black
Black, black, everything, everything

 

 

 

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Posted 19 May 2017 - 06:04 AM

It honestly varies from person one of my friends actually tasted slightly sweet like fruit

 

hehe! sweet blood smoothie!

 

do you feel a high or some spiritual difference while drinking?  or a bond? 

 

i feel like drinking my brother's blood helped us be so close.  do you taste blood from only close friends?  or more "open" to try newer people?

 

sorry for my questions!  it's just so interesting <3



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Posted 19 May 2017 - 06:09 AM

hehe! sweet blood smoothie!

do you feel a high or some spiritual difference while drinking? or a bond?

i feel like drinking my brother's blood helped us be so close. do you taste blood from only close friends? or more "open" to try newer people?

sorry for my questions! it's just so interesting <3

I feel some kind of euphoria that puts me at ease. It is odd to explain. To me though for a bond to purely formed is to drink eachothers blood.

I would rather stick with friends and people I get to know well. Strangers can be weird

Nono it is okay! Ask away!

He broke my heart. You merely broke my life.

 

f205b455-53a7-44d4-9880-58dd8684a0f3.jpg

Shadows fall over my heart
I blackout the moon
I wait for you to come around
You got me dancing in the dark
(Dancing in the dark)
I've closed my eyes

But I won't sleep tonight

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Black bird, black moon

Black sky, black light
Black, everything black
Black heart
Black Keys, black diamonds
Black out, everything black
Black, black, everything, everything

 

 

 

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Posted 19 May 2017 - 06:20 AM

I feel some kind of euphoria that puts me at ease. It is odd to explain. To me though for a bond to purely formed is to drink eachothers blood.

I would rather stick with friends and people I get to know well. Strangers can be weird

Nono it is okay! Ask away!

 

does the food they eat really make a difference? 

 

i keep laughing at that joke of cartoon vampires hating garlic, i wonder if it really effects the taste???

 

does become a little awkward some times?  ah lol, with my brother it's a family thing, but since the media often makes blood drinking a more lust/romantic thing, it's kinda awkward when i think back on it.  we're both adults and married to other people, but i wouldn't bring this up to his wife lol.

 

can you smell the blood under the skin?  like... just "know" when someone would taste good?

 

silly/joke question : would you turn into a bat if you could?  haha!  i'd be scared because my cats would hunt me!



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Posted 19 May 2017 - 06:47 AM

does the food they eat really make a difference?

i keep laughing at that joke of cartoon vampires hating garlic, i wonder if it really effects the taste???

does become a little awkward some times? ah lol, with my brother it's a family thing, but since the media often makes blood drinking a more lust/romantic thing, it's kinda awkward when i think back on it. we're both adults and married to other people, but i wouldn't bring this up to his wife lol.

can you smell the blood under the skin? like... just "know" when someone would taste good?

silly/joke question : would you turn into a bat if you could? haha! i'd be scared because my cats would hunt me!

I haven't noticed that personally! I would have to make friends where I am and test.

It is not awkward to me at all. As long as they are consenting and willing it is far from awkward. It can be romantic however it doesn't have to be. It is all on perception.

Their natural scent gives it away. It is fascinating really.

He broke my heart. You merely broke my life.

 

f205b455-53a7-44d4-9880-58dd8684a0f3.jpg

Shadows fall over my heart
I blackout the moon
I wait for you to come around
You got me dancing in the dark
(Dancing in the dark)
I've closed my eyes

But I won't sleep tonight

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Black bird, black moon

Black sky, black light
Black, everything black
Black heart
Black Keys, black diamonds
Black out, everything black
Black, black, everything, everything

 

 

 

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Posted 19 May 2017 - 06:50 AM

i like to say again, you all are welcome to post or even take over LOL!

please don't mind me if i disappear from time to time, my life is like that.

if there's something important or interesting to add to the first two informal posts, just let me know!

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http://www.sanguinarius.org
A website for those who drink blood with a ton of in

He broke my heart. You merely broke my life.

 

f205b455-53a7-44d4-9880-58dd8684a0f3.jpg

Shadows fall over my heart
I blackout the moon
I wait for you to come around
You got me dancing in the dark
(Dancing in the dark)
I've closed my eyes

But I won't sleep tonight

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Black bird, black moon

Black sky, black light
Black, everything black
Black heart
Black Keys, black diamonds
Black out, everything black
Black, black, everything, everything

 

 

 

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Ascending - Capricorn sign10.png

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