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what anorexic thought is going through your head RIGHT NOW?


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:24 PM

"Hmm. Propel water tastes pretty good and has the electrolytes, but smart water tastes a little better and also has the electrolytes. Should I have the propel for lunch and the smart water for dinner? I mean, dinner sounds like it SHOULD be tastier than lunch.. Oh! But I also have that Absopure+ water with electrolytes. Hmm. Would that taste better? I don't know. I sure as hell don't want tap water. That shit is disgusting tasting." 

 

Not sure if this counts as an "Anorexic Thought" but I was having it. 


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:25 PM

I'm not eating is yelling in my head right now.
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:28 PM

it's a beautiful day out, i have two days off, i should have a friend i love dearly over

 

but that would mean eating so no lol 


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:29 PM

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I wonder how much I'll weigh a month from now...


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:39 PM

"Hmm. Propel water tastes pretty good and has the electrolytes, but smart water tastes a little better and also has the electrolytes. Should I have the propel for lunch and the smart water for dinner? I mean, dinner sounds like it SHOULD be tastier than lunch.. Oh! But I also have that Absopure+ water with electrolytes. Hmm. Would that taste better? I don't know. I sure as hell don't want tap water. That shit is disgusting tasting." 

 

Not sure if this counts as an "Anorexic Thought" but I was having it. 

water for meals absolutely counts lol


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:39 PM

I wanna go to the kitchen and eat a bowl of `muesli. 

 

 

But......calories. 


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:46 PM

"you can eat at 5.30pm tomorrow"

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:52 PM

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:53 PM

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:53 PM

why are you eating so much hospital food if you don't even know when you'll be discharged. im eating my maintenance calories i think. sigh.

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:54 PM

Lol I'm laying on my bedroom floor exercising & browsing MPA to avoid food. Not exactly an ED thought but idk how much more disordered it can get

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:54 PM

I haven't eaten yet today, but I woke up late, so not only can I not nap hunger away but it feels cheating to count the sleeping hours as a fast. My not eating wasn't my own discipline, how will I make it the rest of the day? Then when the boyfriend comes home, he needs to eat and I need to cook for him. So I get to smell his food. Fuck.


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:54 PM

Just the fact that I'm at 172 calories so far today over and over. Also that the apple I'm eating has 82 calories.


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:56 PM

this should only make sense to people with an ED so here

"that peanut butter you ate is going to go right to ur legs"

"those almonds probably fucked up your breakfast"

"that tasted like 250 calories even though the package only said 125...."


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 01:59 PM

1 piece of cake = two day fast

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:01 PM

I'm hoping that my parents come home late tonight so I don't have to eat with them or eat at all really.


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:03 PM

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I have found a new calorie counting paranoia... Do you know how fruit and veggies shrivel up and get all wrinkly over time because some of their water evaporates? And bread gets slightly dry? So they lose some mass, right? 100g of carrots probably turn into, like, 80-95g if you leave them in the fridge long enough.

Well HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO COUNT THE CALORIES FOR THAT SHIT?! 100g of old, wrinkly, slightly dried apples will obviously have more calories than 100g of fresh, crisp, juicy ones! Because only the zero cal water evaporates and none of the sugar and shit! But how big is the difference? Should I weight everything when I buy it and weight it again like a month later and calculate the average deviation percentage so I can figure out the calories of every old carrot I eat? :(

And then I remember how calorie counts can NEVER be 100% accurate because maybe that apple is a little bit riper than the average apple and has more fruit sugar or less fiber and then I lose my shit even more

 

I'm so envious of all the normies who don't have to waste their time panicking about that shit


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:03 PM

I'm currently debating going to the bathroom at work to do some exercise because we're pretty slow.

Update: this is hilarious to me because I posted this a couple months back and now I exercise everytime I go to the bathroom to "clean" which has to be done every hour 🙃
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:04 PM

I'm such a fatass. I wouldn't have had to eat so much if it weren't for my boyfriend, I had fucking 978 calories all because he won't listen to me when I tell him that my tooth is really sensitive and I don't want him to get mad.
Now I have to reduce the intake alot tomorrow

Anyone here know how to get away with restricting in a relationship?
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:04 PM

I'm so hungry but i can't eat. I hope i'll fall asleep soon or somethin'


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