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what anorexic thought is going through your head RIGHT NOW?


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#41 Fatfigure

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:06 PM

I'm not sure going to an all you can eat buffet haha
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:06 PM

Should have gone to the gym.



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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:11 PM

recovering and having to start over is the worst feeling in the world.


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:29 PM

Let's play how long can I go without eating today.

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#45 BatDuck

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:30 PM

That i just ate too much and i'm a fucking failure
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:33 PM

numbers.... 

 

at least it's good for my adding skills


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:38 PM

I swear I look fatter, I really do.

 

The rational side of me knows I must've lost weight but ED brain literally thinks I've put on about 20lb

 

I can't even enjoy having lost weight -_-


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#48 Heatherx

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:38 PM

"Eww you ate so much for lunch. Disgusting. You're going to gain weight. You better not eat for the rest of the day and go exercise later."
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 02:59 PM

I'm thinking about how I'm going to talk my mom into getting a scale without sounding suspicious.
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:00 PM

how fucking fat I am and I just need to fucking hide my body so disgusting


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#51 TilliLily

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:05 PM

just ate dinner now i feel so overfull (ate a tinsy bit) 

gonna gain 10 pounds

feeling full is horrible


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#52 Freezer78

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:08 PM

You can eat after all the closets are organized.
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:15 PM

if i haven't lost this weight at the end of July, i'm going to kill myself


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:17 PM

"I'm having a friend over for dinner and don't want to eat any of the food that I fixed for her, so how do I get out of that?"

 

Good grief... Why do I invite people over to eat?  You'd think I'd have learned by now!


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#55 Dieter

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:17 PM

why the fuck have you eaten 972 calories today...your going to just gain weight you idiot :( despite only eating after dizzy spells and doing an exercise class!


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:26 PM

Been fasting for 19 hours, there's a kale, cucumber, and bell pepper salad in the fridge, it's not a planned fast so it's okay to eat...... buuuuut 0 is so much better that 100 when it comes to calories.
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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:26 PM

Don't eat don't eat don't eat


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:47 PM

do i really need to eat any more today?


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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:49 PM

for every bite of food you take, you hate yourself just a little bit more, if that's even possible
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#60 thin.bones._.fake.smiles

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Posted 28 June 2017 - 03:52 PM

Why the f*** did I eat 430 calories for lunch!!!
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