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what anorexic thought is going through your head RIGHT NOW?


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#11501 ifiwasthin

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Posted 14 September 2020 - 11:17 PM

I NEED TO BUY A FUCKING SCALE. I shouldn't have eaten the 180 calories I ate today. I need to be exercising much, much more. I feel like shit but hopefully I'm losing some of this disgusting treatment weight. I don't know how to convincingly hide my tube feed from my parents. I need to run NOW.

 

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HW: 120 (20.6)

LW: 73 (12.5)

CW: 102.6 (17.6) thx treatment

UGW: my bones in a casket


#11502 Vodkashrine

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Posted 16 September 2020 - 09:24 PM

Can't wait to get out of treatment and lose the treatment weight. I'll just lose the extra weight this time

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#11503 mechalumi

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Posted 16 September 2020 - 10:11 PM

yay new medication means i can have an "unexplained" ""side effect"" of loss of appetite and weight loss to explain away to my friends and family


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#11504 princesskyslani

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Posted 16 September 2020 - 10:29 PM

That I need to starve for a long time to make up for the 2 big binges I had in the past 2 days..


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#11505 johnny joestar

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Posted 16 September 2020 - 10:41 PM

i dont understand how im underweight and still look like a propane tank even my decaying corpse is going to have a gut omg omg


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#11506 TinyCherub

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Posted 16 September 2020 - 10:50 PM

Crying because I will probably be higher for this weigh in than last week
I want to give up and just binge for the night but I know I can’t
Hating every moment of this
 
little by little...
 
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#11507 _everyoneintheroom_

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Posted 19 September 2020 - 10:30 PM

Lack of nutrition has caused me to zone out and not be present in my own life *yet again*.

It's like it's all happening around me. But as long as I wake up .1 lb lighter tomorrow it will all be worth it.


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#11508 Pumpkin-King

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Posted Yesterday, 09:31 PM

I've been 120 for 3 or 4 months now believing there would be some change. I need to stop giving in and saying I need all the food I eat bc I dont. I've lived off of energy drinks and gum before so I can again.

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SW: 118(20.3)

CW: 106(18.2)

GW: 90(15.4)

UGW: 85(14.6)

Pro-recovery just not recovering

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#11509 XGratefully.DeadX

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Posted Today, 12:00 AM

Maybe if I starve myself enough to be skinny my boyfriend won't be dissapointed in me for starving myself. He'll see some worth out of it like I do.
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#11510 XGratefully.DeadX

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Posted Today, 12:00 AM

Maybe if I starve myself enough to be skinny my boyfriend won't be dissapointed in me for starving myself. He'll see some worth out of it like I do.
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#11511 Nainsi

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Posted Today, 12:04 AM

Just thinking about food in general I think


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#11512 wasting

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Posted Today, 12:19 AM

I am disgustingly fat and I want to die
Been tryna die since 09
24.F. 5’7.Cw:117lbs, UGW: 100lbs

#11513 ParanoidYogurt

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Posted Today, 02:02 AM

Hate that my weight is harder to shift lately

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#11514 milliondolla

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Posted Today, 04:00 AM

Do not recover do not recover do not recover i dont need recovery i am fine as is

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hw:52kg bmi: 17.6

 

lw:43kg bmi: 14.5

 

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#11515 MoraMoraBoresYa

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Posted Today, 05:37 AM

i can't have top surgery until i'm skinny

i can't be skinny if i keep stuffing my face

i need to start my new job so i'm not trapped in my apartment with all my food


SW: 178 

CW: 170

GW: 122

UGW: 111

 

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