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what anorexic thought is going through your head RIGHT NOW?


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#11741 aluminé

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 12:57 PM

i weight the same as yesterday but i still feel more fat i hate my body today what the fuck i want to cry

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 12:57 PM

i weight the same as yesterday but i still feel more fat i hate my body today what the fuck i want to cry

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 01:00 PM

i weight the same as yesterday but i still feel more fat i hate my body today what the fuck i want to cry

It's okay, don't be so sad ! At least you didn't gain some weight. Have a rest, take care of yourself, it's gonna be alright.


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Height : 149 cm / 4.89ft
Current weight : 36kg / 79.36lbs
Highest weight : 38kg / 83.78lbs
Lowest weight : 30kg / 66.14lbs
Goal weight : between 36kg / 79.36lbs and 42kg / 92.6lbs, I just want to mentally recover.
BMI : 16.2

 

“I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.”
Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear

 

 


#11744 sad_diner

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 01:06 PM

Go for a walk you fat, lazy, depressed lump of cheese.

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 01:20 PM

It's okay, don't be so sad ! At least you didn't gain some weight. Have a rest, take care of yourself, it's gonna be alright.


thank u so much🤍 have a good day!

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 01:20 PM

It's okay, don't be so sad ! At least you didn't gain some weight. Have a rest, take care of yourself, it's gonna be alright.


thank u so much🤍 have a good day!

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 01:23 PM

thank u so much have a good day!

You're welcome ! You too ! 


Height : 149 cm / 4.89ft
Current weight : 36kg / 79.36lbs
Highest weight : 38kg / 83.78lbs
Lowest weight : 30kg / 66.14lbs
Goal weight : between 36kg / 79.36lbs and 42kg / 92.6lbs, I just want to mentally recover.
BMI : 16.2

 

“I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.”
Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear

 

 


#11748 Vodkashrine

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 01:39 PM

How can I lose weight faster. It's not coming off fast enough and I'm losing my damn mind.

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Posted 17 October 2020 - 09:48 PM

I want to eat morrreeeee! Lol
I think it was because I burned too many calories. I'm usually never really hungry. Oh well, it will pass. I'll have some water
((((: down 30 lbs. Here comes 30 more

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 12:49 AM

How long does it take for lax bloating to go down?
Height: 5’2 Female CW: 85.6lbs HW: 104lbs LW: 85.6lbs GW: 85lbs GW: 83lbs/82??/80???

#11751 cherry3366

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 01:30 AM

thinking I need to go sabotage the the food I'm craving that's in the fridge by pouring something inedible like lotion on it so Im not tempted to eat it
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#11752 loanesay

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 01:39 AM

I can’t wait until Tuesday when I can fast.

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 03:02 AM

if i bike two hours daily i deduct 1000 calories allowing me room for slip up in case i do, and extra loss if i can stay on track. three hours daily, and I'm a winner! I don't know how sustianable it is I will build up to it.

I will need to buy snow tires for the winter



#11754 thinly-veiled-lies

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 01:09 PM

Did the math and alcohol will be 45% of my restricted intake today


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Posted 18 October 2020 - 01:54 PM

If I exercise more, I can be warm, burn calories AND save on my energy bill!


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#11756 shixxxy

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 02:20 PM

If I stop eating again at least I will have control over SOMETHING in my life.


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#11757 Need.to.be.skinny

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 02:23 PM

Im unlovable and neeeed to die / get a nose job

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#11758 aluminé

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 02:38 PM

i need to walk more, i don't know if i'm actually fat or is it the feeling of after eating? i don't know anymore

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 03:58 PM

"Yay I'm going to walk a lot tomorrow ! How great after all of the food I had on this weekend !"


Height : 149 cm / 4.89ft
Current weight : 36kg / 79.36lbs
Highest weight : 38kg / 83.78lbs
Lowest weight : 30kg / 66.14lbs
Goal weight : between 36kg / 79.36lbs and 42kg / 92.6lbs, I just want to mentally recover.
BMI : 16.2

 

“I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.”
Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear

 

 


#11760 thinningwinterboy

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Posted 18 October 2020 - 04:00 PM

fast for a week instead of for 24 hours

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:*・° ☆.。 sw : 170lb。 .☆ °・* :

 

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|100 |  99  |  98  |  97  |  96  |  95  |  94  |  93  |  92  |  91 |

 

:*・°☆.。 ugw : 90lb。 .☆ °・* :

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current bmi: 18.2



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