Posted 03 November 2021 - 09:14 PM
So I've been on this forum for years now. I've been away a long time, but I've relapsed this week after feeling recovered for 2-3 years... I'm 31, female, and I struggle with bulimia. I'm a mom of 2, married to the love of my life, and I love art, music, and books. I'm here for friendship and to lend an ear to those struggling with like issues. I hope to be able to find a few that can also lend an ear to me as well. I'm not looking for tips or tricks, but I'm not actively looking to recover right now. I am 229 lbs (I've been pregnant 2x in 3 years-miscarried) and I have found myself eating my feelings. Recently I've lost 17 lbs without trying, and I think that's part of what's triggering my relapse... I just want to be out of the 200s... so... I'm back... I know this disorder is hell... I haven't purged (vomiting)in 2 years, and I've purged 2x this week. So hi. This is me!