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#7981 AimingForDainty

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Posted 05 December 2021 - 12:36 PM

Popcorn and chocolate


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Posted 05 December 2021 - 05:29 PM

Salad with tofu, tomato, and olives. Low cal high vol food is normally all I can keep down, but the “full” feeling got to me today..

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Posted 05 December 2021 - 10:35 PM

three different kinds of cake and two pies (slices of each)

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Posted 06 December 2021 - 08:07 AM

A Whole Herb Butter baguette

10 sandwiches with Butter, Mortadella, Cheese, Smoked ham and Sweet chili sauce

Homemade Curry style chicken bell pepper and leek stir fry (pound of chicken almost a pound of veggies)

Very spicy Sweet chili Ramen

Spicy shrimp ramen

125g Mini salamis

Müller Milch Protein milk and strawberry milkshake flavored milk

4 big chocolate chip muffins

Half a pound of Oat cookies

250g of Lemon cream cookies

2x salted caramel macadamia nut ice cream bars (nuii)

A little under 10k calories again



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Posted 06 December 2021 - 08:12 AM

salmon sushi (maki and nigiri), spring rolls, milk chocolate bar, and probably some red bull
27 / female / dx'd with bipolar, bpd + purging disorder
 
cw: 115 lbs | gw: 108 lbs
hw: 145 lbs ~ down 30 lbs

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Posted 06 December 2021 - 08:36 AM

Do you hide it? I smuggled food in my bag to my room (thanks to god I had an bath for myself) and b/p when they were sleeping or when I was alone, even for 30 mins... I planed everything. On Thursdays and Tuesdays my grandma had appointments with friends in the mall and then I moved to her apartment, just to b/p.

Now I am married and live with hubby and kids of course and I can only do it, when he is abroad - and the kids are in bed. I was so scared of b/p for years, I never did it again, but now, I am starving for so long and I cannot wait until he is gone (probably next Saturday and Sunday over night) - don´t know what to do. Keep on starving or just give in... If I give in, I will regret it, so I thought, I would only buy easy-to-purge-stuff like choc-coated mm-treats, some ice cream, maybe some cookies and milk.

Oh fuck, the bulimia forum really triggers me. Just want to eat e v e r y t h i n g.

Yes I definitely hide it. In the past I often said I stopped but she always found out I did it again because I had to go to the hospital often to get potassium drips. But for two months now she doesn't know I started again. I go shopping when she's at work and hide the food in my room until the next day I'll set my alarm for like 8:30am and would BP for 2-4 hours and then I still have enough time to clean the toilet and the dishes and take my electrolytes and make it seem like I ate a normal lunch before she comes back home. I've became such a good liar it's sad really I'm a shit person I would never be able to BP when she's home though the house is tiny and she just would KNOW. Also can't have a quick BP if I BP it's me eating puking eating puking for multiple hours

I'm sorry you're struggling so much. I really hope you don't end up BPing again it's such an accomplishment not doing it for so long! But even if you slip up it's not a failure you can still go back to being purge free. Maybe you could try and up your intake a bit if low restriction is the problem? Maybe just allow yourself some of the things you would like and include it in your daily intake so you don't have to go crazy and full on BP. I managed to cut down purging so much and still can have chocolate, cookies, Gummy candy whatever every day just not a lot of it at once.
Whatever happens I hope you stay safe hope you're doing well<3

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Posted 06 December 2021 - 01:00 PM

Veggie straws and mini oreos.



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Posted 06 December 2021 - 03:03 PM

Italian Wedding Soup, mini oreos, and a rice krispy treat.



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Posted 06 December 2021 - 03:18 PM

pizza

one day, you'll be thin enough, if you just keep starving.

 

 

 

 

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#7990 Victor(relapse era)

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Posted 06 December 2021 - 04:30 PM

chips, gingerbread, two portions of instant noodles and I'll probably go vomit toast again

 

I feel gross

It's one of the worst purging days I remember


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Posted 06 December 2021 - 06:36 PM

Half a pint of Ben and Jerry’s salted caramel. Didn’t even finish the pint, it was so gross.

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Posted 06 December 2021 - 09:53 PM

A whopper fries sprite and onion rings

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Posted 07 December 2021 - 09:03 PM

2 crunchy taco supremes :/ 


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Posted 08 December 2021 - 04:02 AM

4x jalapeño and cheese taquitos and 3 pints of ben and jerry’s
sounds hella expensive but Uber Eats is having huge promotions right now


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Posted 08 December 2021 - 04:14 AM

Strawberry Yogurt, I felt sick so I purged it

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Posted 08 December 2021 - 04:59 AM

a piece of white bread, a spoonful of cinnamon, maybe two pieces of ham and half of a cookie


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Posted 08 December 2021 - 05:48 AM

Lifesaver gummy‘s and gushers

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Posted 08 December 2021 - 09:18 AM

some overnight oats. a fudge bar, a bowl of cereal and a waffle w a egg



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Posted 08 December 2021 - 11:01 AM

5 huge bread rolls made into sandwiches with a pound of cheese and fresh mozzarella, Mortadella, 'Leberkäse', Pistachio Pesto

4 toasts with butter, Sweet chili sauce , cheese and'Leberkäse'

Fat free Cottage cheese with sweet chili sauce

Half a pound of Russian Spicy cabanossi

Polish cabanossi

Spanish mini salami

Sushi

Most of a pint of Breyers chocolate hazelnut ice cream

630g of oat cookies lol

Vanilla protein milk

5x Lu petite gourmet mini cakes

3x milka tender mini cake rolls

10000 calories right there lol


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Posted 08 December 2021 - 12:34 PM

almond milk
current bmi - 13.3


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