4681 diet - CW: 47Kg , GW: 46Kg -- weightless . ♡♡♡♡♡
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hey everyone! 
this topic is all about positive vibes mostly guys. I know it's not common for EDs to love your body but I feel like if i Have choice and if I have a voice then I might as well encourage others to see that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, and you don't have to fail your organs and life, EVEN if you have an eating disorder. You don't have to be slowly dying EVEN if you have an eating disorder. You can always find a way which leads to a better life, EVEN while being stucked in this disorder. I feel like some of us are so too negative here, and I don't know why, I still care about my health and my happiness enough. : ) Do everything with love because everything is possible.
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I am a bit of complusive exerciser and I really love to pace (walk). I can spend lots of hours of just pacing, it's my love. So I'm glad I have something I love to do : ) I am also thinking of doing some other exercise like squats, so my body would not only lose the fat, but also look more like a girl /woman 
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Being thin and not eating is true sign of willpower and success. You can never be too thin.
i wish to be severely underweight
i wish to
to take less space
to be small
to be pretty
skinny
tiny
delicate
dainty
fragile
perfect
Thin, thin, thin, thin. Be thin, very thin. Now stay thin. Be thinner, thinner. You're not thin enough. Thin, thin, thin, thin. Always thin.
I am wishing to have a
HUGE
thigh gap.
️ One day I’ll be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure clear shape of me, bones. That us what we all are, what we’re made of up, and everything else is just storage, deposit, waste. Strip it away, use it up ️
We'll have wings eventually. 
“Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“
Don't think about how hungry you are, think about how skinny you are getting. Hungry means getting skinny.
// The pain is necessary , especially the pain of hunger. It reassures you that you are strong, that you can withstand anything //️ In time you’ll understand that pain, only pain can take you to a greater success; it’s necessary; but only after pain, you’ll be able to achieve ecstasy
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i'll hopefully be so fuccking skinny you'll cry
❝ ѕσмєтιмєѕ уσυ gσттα вℓєє∂ тσ кησω / тнαт уσυ'яє αℓινє αη∂ нανє α ѕσυℓ ❞
so i'm currently doing
KETO eating PLAN and also, sometimes, high restriction and sometimes, i'll do just this intake:
as you can see I changed rules a little because 2468 wouldn't be enough for me:
some (time/to time weeks) it will be:
•600cals, 800cals, 1000cals, 1200cals
some (usually weeks) it will be:
•400cals, 600cals, 800cals, 1000cals
some (rarely weeks) it will be:
•200cals, 400cals, 600cals, 800cals
i will also do some maybe other diets from time to time for BREAKS & just so i wouldn't get stuck.
results so far:
height: 5'2 (157cm)
SW: 59Kg
CW: 48Kg
GW: 47Kg
GW2:: 45Kg
GW3: 44Kg
UGW: 37Kg
but even 44Kg-43Kg would be fine I think!!!
happy morning. 
I just woke up and I'm thinking what should I eat today? And how much I should? I'll have my coffee now and later I'm thinking about macdonalds lol or idk something else from a shop. I'll tell you what I eat 
And when? At once or throughout the day. Probably at once 
Hope you'll have an amazing day! Xd
Today allowable limit for me is 800 calories which is a bit risky but whatever it's still not that much and i want to make sure I'm not fucking my metabolism up. Also I already love this diet because everyday it's just getting better with calories: you struggle one day so you could feel better the next day knowing today you can eat a lil bit more! haha 
what would be the best for me??
this is what i had.
let's give it the worst -1600 calories , my tdee is 1500 calories so i'll workout for few hours to make it till 2000 to make sure i dont gain :/ 
, probably will depend on what i will eat i thought of eating:
yesterday was so rough honestly... but i don't know myself anymore because I didn't binge..like at all..i'm like another person now 
So, limit for today is probably 900 CALORIES (1000) What I'm planning to eat? I'm craving for: 
