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#2241 pacingqueen

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Posted 18 January 2021 - 04:40 AM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have a Wonderful day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]







HUGE
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Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;

40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC

8-F486-DC6-587-C-48-E7-A64-A-BF45-A74-A2


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#2242 pacingqueen

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Posted 18 January 2021 - 04:41 AM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have a Wonderful day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]












HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;

40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC

8-F486-DC6-587-C-48-E7-A64-A-BF45-A74-A2


D725-BBB0-D43-D-469-B-841-D-8-B4358-F177
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40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC


Total ~1000-1200

Tdee 1700

Deficit -600-700

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#2243 pacingqueen

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Posted 19 January 2021 - 06:59 AM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have a Wonderful day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]
















HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;

40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC

8-F486-DC6-587-C-48-E7-A64-A-BF45-A74-A2


87-A149-D0-C546-43-BF-99-E2-C6-D20-E613-

706-C5401-FFFE-4332-999-E-FCF36-DC59-EB1

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#2244 pacingqueen

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Posted 19 January 2021 - 11:09 AM

I’ve been high restricting for way too long so i will try to eat max 750 At least for a few days or i’ll do mono. I got too relaxed lol

Thoo i pace a lot so i feel like it is the same anyway haha
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#2245 pacingqueen

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Posted 19 January 2021 - 04:45 PM

Well i feel like i did 1110 -1200 again today.. at least it wasn’t a binge. Im just gonna pace more, i feel tired tho bc feel like period coming


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#2246 pacingqueen

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Posted 20 January 2021 - 09:04 AM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have a Wonderful day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]



















HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;

40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC

8-F486-DC6-587-C-48-E7-A64-A-BF45-A74-A2

E563-D9-DF-172-C-4906-9-DB8-557-B9-A726-


706-C5401-FFFE-4332-999-E-FCF36-DC59-EB1

40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC

Total ~650 calories

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#2247 pacingqueen

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Posted 20 January 2021 - 07:23 PM

Ill change my icon tomorrow


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#2248 pacingqueen

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Posted 21 January 2021 - 06:40 AM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have an amazing day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]












HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;

20-D1-F32-E-EDA9-4-C6-D-B4-B1-A65-C97-BF
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40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC

400 calories :)

5669-A3-DD-22-CE-4693-8934-6-E47513-ABEB



40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC


320 calories

Total ~650-700 calories

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#2249 pacingqueen

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Posted 22 January 2021 - 06:16 AM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have an amazing day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]






HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;



40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC

4-D954-A5-D-EBEF-4-C4-F-BE0-F-8-E8-D0-FF
cla 250 sport 0 60

400 calories !

57-A5-D930-9-D51-4994-AE15-D00-D59-B3331

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#2250 pacingqueen

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Posted 22 January 2021 - 05:33 PM

Ok then..... eating disorders are no fun and no game :/

My bones became hurting. Not like hurting, more like aching. You know, i just feel them aching? Not all the bones! Only collarbones. Only them.

But i don’t remember if they’re supposed to be this way. To feel this way. The last time i lost weight i don’t remember them aching like this?

It doesn’t hurt, but it’s not comfotable. I don’t know, guys.

One of the scenarios could be developing osteporosys as it is common with eating disorders. But i don’t know. It might not be.

Probably the best thing i could do is doctors and contiune eating as healthier as possible


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#2251 pacingqueen

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Posted 23 January 2021 - 11:10 AM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have an amazing day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]










HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;


DB24-FCEE-00-C9-4-BDD-86-A2-5920-EC98-B3

300 calories

40-ADEB3-B-353-B-4-FA7-8-D77-16-A3-C6-BC

130 calories

9-ADF798-A-DC1-E-4696-ACDB-7-DCD5-F30744

250-270 calories

92716-A8-F-490-B-4-D9-B-8-C61-D2-B67-CB0

200 calories

Total : 900 calories

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#2252 pacingqueen

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Posted 24 January 2021 - 02:09 PM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have an amazing day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]

















HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;

1367447-A-B972-44-A7-B220-C797-D013561-C

80 calories

85782123-17-C1-4-F57-B933-C5792424-E44-C

130 calories


7-F4-F738-C-721-A-4803-9-C40-3787861-D21

200-250 calories


096-D1-A41-6-F64-45-D8-AF9-D-0-D5-DA729-

80-100 calories


65-A21-B14-338-A-4-BC5-A81-C-CADD7-ABBC2

200-250 calories


BDFEEFD4-1-FE1-46-E2-9177-DD4-DCFF6510-D

150 calories

85782123-17-C1-4-F57-B933-C5792424-E44-C

130 calories

Total ~1000-1100 calories

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#2253 pacingqueen

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Posted 25 January 2021 - 08:21 AM

Hello everyone!

So today maybe will see

Hope u have an amazing day everyone!!!





d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]








HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“








Food today;

4-C8-C2-EDF-5367-42-AC-9589-6-E44-E19636

130 calories

C28-D812-B-AE81-4-D70-88-B6-4-A720-B0851

200 calories

AF80-E241-0-AD4-4055-B5-B6-530-ACDBEFFEE

200 calories

51-E66-B16-82-EF-4338-A7-B3-01-A4-B2-B64

130 calories

5-ECD8-F22-3-DC8-4812-AF51-915-FCB74-A5-
vietnamese characters

240 calories
Total~900 - 850 calories

I am pissed at myself for eating this much :(

Just gonna drink cola and eat something very small like a fruit or a cookie for dinner

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#2254 pacingqueen

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Posted 25 January 2021 - 12:48 PM

I am so pissed at myself.. ate maybe 1200 calories which i hate myself for so much i will have to pace all evening right now to make sure i not gain anything.

I am waiting for my period to come so i can weigh myself later. I deserve to know the truth already. I will do 4689 and then 45 diet before my weigh in and then, have a weigh in. I guess it will be about around next week. Or 7-14 Febuary.

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#2255 pacingqueen

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Posted 25 January 2021 - 02:43 PM

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#2256 pacingqueen

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Posted 26 January 2021 - 11:28 AM

Hello everyone!

So today high restriction again and today def max 800 callries or maybe even 700.

Hope u all doing good!!!




d a i n t y as a doll

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HUGE
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Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“




Food today;

99-E6-D324-681-E-4-A9-F-9-FD0-51-CCE4-AE
75-A24-FDA-4-F39-44-E2-8-EE7-A0-BDB2-BD4
FFBC805-C-2-C1-C-48-C2-A110-FF2-E52-CD83
D6932804-49-EB-4-AF5-A74-E-D3-D7308604-F
0-BD866-DF-89-ED-40-A4-BC03-BB13-B0-B0-B
DB752-E23-FBB2-443-B-B555-7-D25-D6-EE5-D


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#2257 pacingqueen

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Posted 26 January 2021 - 05:32 PM

Today i couldnt pace much but i might do 700 tomorrow or mono so i will balance it off. Today a rest day and tomorrow kinda too probably to balance it. I don’t feel like pacing i feel so tired and just unmotivated lol so id rather listen to my body. I haven’t done a rest day yet this week so today and tomorrow it will be :) so i could come back stronger.

Tho i feel guilty for not pacing but it is just ONE day... and tomorrow too, so it is okay to change things a bit from time to time to not get stuck or whatever, and also rest days are important even if i dont lose much that day i should maintain at least. Plus tomorrow i am balancing it off


So i will pace a lot for 5 days are week but 2 days i can choose break if i feel up to it but i need to make sure i don’t eat much that day :)

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#2258 pacingqueen

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Posted 27 January 2021 - 08:26 AM

Hello everyone!!!⭐️⭐️⭐️

So today max 800-850 calories for me. Already had 700 so what’s left is dinner- maybe some cookie with banana pancake or something :)

I decided to take it stricter ones my period ends and it should start soon this week!

Have. A wonderful day everyone!




d a i n t y as a doll

f l a w l e s s as a feather

I am wishing to have a[/center]





HUGE
[center]thigh gap.

Know that the pain will pass. When it passes you will be stronger, happier, and more aware“




Food today;

F118-A433-69-AF-4-B1-A-8-F8-E-55-F6-C047
4-EDF831-E-F3-B5-4337-BAAA-F3-BB5-A5-F2-
ED2-D7-EB1-BD64-49-F7-AAB0-F026459-FE002

F118-A433-69-AF-4-B1-A-8-F8-E-55-F6-C047

Total ~750 calories


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#2259 pacingqueen

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Posted 27 January 2021 - 11:31 AM

Ate probably 1100-1200 again <.< i will pace all night now


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#2260 pacingqueen

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Posted 27 January 2021 - 05:23 PM

Okay so my period is coming and i don’t feel like pacing much today, my tdee is 1700 which should be enough for today because my hormones are all down and it’s hard to pace when all you need is rest bc of that stupid thing all the hormones are literally down for me the need of pacing


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