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What made you feel fat today?


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#21 prescription

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 10:52 AM

I ate a gazillion animal crackers... and it's only ten in the morning. I also skipped working out... now I feel sluggish. 


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What if.. I am already thin, and I am the only one who doesn't know it



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CW: - somewhere under 110
LW 95.5
Height - 5'5

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#22 stevenslady

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 11:26 AM

being too scared to weigh


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#23 berrries

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 11:57 AM

The number on the scale
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#24 fromashell

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 11:58 AM

The fact that I'm fat
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SW 230/BMI 33.0 CW 175/BMI 25 HEIGHT 5'10" AGE 26

189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120 119 118 117 116 115 114 113 112 111 110

GW1: 175 GW2: 150 GW3: 135 UGW: 110 


#25 blitzen

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 12:05 PM

The fact that I'm fat

^ this


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Age: 25+8

Height: 5'4 

HW: 220.0

CW: 169.8

LW:   90.0


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Posted 21 August 2014 - 12:09 PM

I looked in the mirror at myself.......pretty much does it everything for me
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Posted 21 August 2014 - 12:09 PM

I decided to buy jeans yesterday because there was a sale going on.  Without trying them on in the dressing room, I bought 3 pairs.  I tried on the largest today, they fit, the medium fit and so did the small, so I got ballsy and tried on a pair of jeans that I could fit months ago, before I gained 20lbs....

That did the trick. Ugh!


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Making my way down the scale again...

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CW: 145 lbs (7/18/19)

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#28 Humanoid

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 12:11 PM

Drank some of my Aunt's "Judy tea". It's delicious and I could seriously live only on it lol. I never know the calorie content though. 


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#29 celticcatfairy

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 12:31 PM

The photo of my lowest weight.  :(


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and European Heavy Metal.

 

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 12:47 PM

Had a piece of toast....
With peanut butter.....
And jelly...
It was sugar free jelly and pb2 but still. Ugh carbs.
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Posted 21 August 2014 - 09:00 PM

Everything. Literally everything I do, can't get it off my mind. Today when I was cleaning my desk, I realized that I had forgotten and left a bowl in there from a day or so ago when I was working on homework. Right now as I type this, I don't like how my fingers look. I've lost weight, but I cannot see a difference. I constantly feel like I have this tire around my waist, I just want it gone. Looking at pictures of other people. My arms, legs. Literally everything.


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~80 Pounds Need to be Gone

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~10 Pounds Need to be Gone.

Goal: November 27, 2014.

 

 

CW: 245

Height: 5 foot and a half.

GW1: 235 October 15, 2014

GW2: 200 November 27, 2014

GW3: 180 December 31, 2014

GW4: 150 April 24, 2015

GW5: 120 June 31, 2015.

GW6: 100 August 31, 2015. 


#32 Shiro200

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 10:39 PM

That my thighs jiggle when I walk I feel like I could cause an Earthquake!
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#33 fromashell

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Posted 21 August 2014 - 11:39 PM

my thighs touching has always driven me nuts
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SW 230/BMI 33.0 CW 175/BMI 25 HEIGHT 5'10" AGE 26

189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120 119 118 117 116 115 114 113 112 111 110

GW1: 175 GW2: 150 GW3: 135 UGW: 110 


#34 elleofgold

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Posted 22 August 2014 - 01:42 AM

Not feeling empty anymore, emptiness usually makes me feel 90lbs lighter


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Posted 22 August 2014 - 01:45 AM

I ate like two medium pizzas all by myself.

 

So there was that...


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#36 berrries

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Posted 22 August 2014 - 03:21 AM

Purging food
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Posted 22 August 2014 - 04:02 AM

my period.


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Posted 22 August 2014 - 04:07 AM

I saw my reflection on my way to school. Wanted to go home again.


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Posted 22 August 2014 - 04:34 AM

The mirror.

The scale.

Looking down at my naked body before showering.

Ugh.


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Posted 22 August 2014 - 09:59 AM

The scale.


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Age: 25+8

Height: 5'4 

HW: 220.0

CW: 169.8

LW:   90.0



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