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What made you feel fat today?


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#5861 Duplo

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Posted 07 October 2021 - 06:54 AM

This fucking outfit:

 

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#5862 SacredFaeriesrevengequest

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Posted 17 October 2021 - 02:17 PM

My boyfriend did not order me a bagel at the coffee shop today but got him and one of our bff's one. He knows that I am on the ABC diet and it is all in my best interests, but I am actually legit overweight and it still kinda stung just because it reaffirms just how fat I am...
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#5863 ThePotatoGirl

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Posted 24 October 2021 - 02:23 PM

I snacked too much, all the day. I felt so fat.


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CW- 133,4bs / 60,5kg

GW1- 154,1lbs / 69,9kg

GW2- 143,3lbs / 65kg

GW3- 132,3lbs / 60kg

UGW- 121,2lbs / 55kg

SGW- 110lbs / 50kg

 

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#5864 attentionstarved

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Posted 25 October 2021 - 10:51 PM

ate 103 calories over my personal daily limit ...............................................................................


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#5865 Nessuno

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Posted 25 October 2021 - 10:55 PM

Eating. That's all it takes.


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#5866 Miaismyrealname

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Posted 30 October 2021 - 04:10 AM

My husband seriously hurt my feelings. Ive been recovering and in turn gained about 30kg. He went on to say you looked better skinny and just so much hurtful things considering he knows about my ED. He got me an exercise bike and resistance bands and it simply just hurts
I told him he hurt me and he goes oh you haven't seen what men I know say to their wives. Long story short. I'm gonna get sick again and he'll regret it. It was the best meanspo I've ever had

#5867 wowlovely3

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Posted 30 October 2021 - 06:18 PM

being on my period, b/p junk food, jeans digging into my stomach, every tiktok I watch, imagining seeing my thin cousins on thanksgiving, my bloated body in the mirror


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#5868 Carrie788

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Posted 31 October 2021 - 01:21 AM

Existing, trying to squeeze into my clothes that are all too small but I haven’t the money to buy any more.


SW - 219 - 11th November 2021
CW - 201.2  current loss - 18lb
GW1- 199
GW2 - 189
GW3 - 179
GW4 - 169
GW5 - 160
 
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#5869 psykotiskt

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Posted 31 October 2021 - 04:53 AM

I took progress photos today and....... I'm still so fucking fat

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#5870 thinwaistnthigh

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Posted 31 October 2021 - 04:55 AM

not exercising, also when i look at my stomach & thigh


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#5871 Maranou

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Posted 31 October 2021 - 02:09 PM

Honey mustard calories 😓
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#5872 Razor_thin_beauty

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Posted 31 October 2021 - 03:13 PM

I ate too much for breakfast
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31 y/o
CW: FAT (I have no idea what I currently weigh)
HW: 185 lbs
LW: 94 lbs

SW: Will update soon

1st set of goal weights
105,104,103,102,101,100

2nd set of goal weights
99, 98, 97, 96, 95, 94

3rd set of goal weights
93, 92, 91, 89, 88, 87, 86

UGW: 85 lbs (100 pounds less then my HW)

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#5873 little_bumblebee

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Posted 01 November 2021 - 08:28 AM

Seeing my stomach change from the first thing in the morning to bloated up with food by the end of the day… I swear, I wear every meal I eat immediately. My torso is super short for my height, so any food in my stomach pushes out.

I know it’s temporary and food digesting rather than actual fat, but arg… That combined with my actual stomach fat is demoralising.


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CW: 164

SW: 175 | GW1: 170 | GW2: 160 | GW3: 150 | GW4: 140 | GW5: 130

 

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#5874 girl anachronism

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Posted 01 November 2021 - 08:30 AM

seeing my back in the mirror in a bikini while in the swimming pool toilet

 

really not here for this level of backrollery


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#5875 skellyjelly

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Posted 01 November 2021 - 12:59 PM

Laying on my side and seeing the fat of my thigh drape onto the other.

Basically every sight of my lard legs, even clothed
5'6"/168
SW: 144/66 | CW:~130/59 | UGW: 99/45

I am a skeleton trapped in gelatin please free me

#5876 Adimosity

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Posted 01 November 2021 - 04:57 PM

The scales
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#5877 auttie

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Posted 02 November 2021 - 12:38 AM

a few days ago a guy at a party called me Thicc and i haven’t stopped thinking about it since

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Posted 02 November 2021 - 01:34 PM

Having pizza last night. And two nights before that. And Halloween candy bc we bought too much and I can't have it in the house since I apparently misplaced my self-control sometime when we moved house.

 

I want to wear my jeans again and not these stupid stretchy yoga pants. Maybe that should be my first real goal.


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#5879 bonesandamethysts

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Posted 02 November 2021 - 01:37 PM

Not being at LW
My ribs not sticking out enough

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#5880 WhenYouSeeMe

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Posted 02 November 2021 - 07:02 PM

I keep seeing these teeny tiny girls at work, I feel like an absolute giant in comparison. Feels bad man. 


The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out

 

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CW: 180.0

GW1: 160
GW2: 140

UGW: 125

 



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