Come here if you just binged
Posted 04 July 2020 - 03:00 PM
Posted 06 July 2020 - 08:37 AM
I’m tired of myself
Posted 07 July 2020 - 05:36 PM
Posted 11 July 2020 - 02:40 PM
Still reeling from last night's binge,,,,, I'd fasted for 3 days,,,,,,,,
I shovelled in salad, cereal, smoothie, hot chocolate, cheese, a BIG dinner, pancakes, chocolate, biscuits and cake and my stomach hurt so much I had to sit up for hours massaging it, it looked like a beach ball
Today my head is all over the place, I've got that "what did I do last night?" feel about me as if I got really drunk and can't remember what happened
Just another functioning anorexic, anorexically dysfunctioning.....
Posted 11 July 2020 - 07:27 PM
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Posted 11 July 2020 - 07:50 PM
Any time that fkn granola is on offer it feels like I /have/ to binge on it
Other staples this evening were vegan jellies, expensive ice cream, 9 mini sugar doughnuts, galaxy bar, snickers bar, and a toffee+banana slice
The ice cream is still in the freezer, its taunting me but it never purges well so
Posted Yesterday, 12:34 AM
b/p and then ate two grilled cheeses :/
i took a laxative earlier so hopefully i maintain
Posted Yesterday, 02:35 AM
as of today, i’ve officially gained back to my original weight all that hard work for nothing... 😭
Posted Yesterday, 08:17 AM
hw: 63.9 kg
lw: 49.8 kg
cw: 60.0 kg
gw1: 58.9 kg
gw2: 56.6 kg
gw3: 54.4 kg
gw4: 52.1 kg
ugw: 49.8 kg
Posted Yesterday, 03:21 PM
I've been binging every day for over a week now and I feel so so awful I don't even know why I can't stop like I feel completely disconnected from what I'm doing but also at the same time so full and sick like I can't think or do anything and then I just eat more, and I've started drinking by myself in my room which is always just such a bad sign for me. On friday I had my first drink at 10:30 am wtf is wrong with me I'm living with my parents and I can't tell them any of this so Im also eating full normal meals with them
Ive gained so much weight and Im just fed up but I can't stop bingeing and its costing me loads of money and basically EVERYTHING IS SHIT
“The trouble was, I had been inadequate all along, I simply hadn't thought about it.”
“I didn't know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of the throat and I'd cry for a week.”
Sylvia Plath,;The Bell Jar
Posted Yesterday, 08:03 PM
Ate a snickers.
Had 4 cadbury chocolate biscuits after that.
Then I followed it up with a dairy milk bar.
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Posted Today, 05:48 AM
i was binge free for 10 days and ruined it last night. rip my existence.
First goal: 399
Please just don't be an ass
Posted Today, 05:50 AM
Today I said I was fasting but I ended up eating a slice of bread and a protein bar.
What. Am. I. Doing?
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Weights, Goals etc:
HW: 82.5kg (BMI 26.04)
LW: 44.9kg (BMI 14.17)
CW: 45.4kg (BMI 14.33)
GW1: 45kg (BMI 14.20)
UGW: 40kg (BMI 12.62)
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