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#8501 siut

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 03:00 PM

i binged today:( after being depressed about gaining for a few days bc i tried to up my caloric intake for maintaining. idk why i binged exactly, probably because i ordered a bunch of my trigger foods (biscuits). i ate three packs in total which was 735 cals in total. kind of bummed because it's so hard and slow to lose weight yet here i am ruining my progress by adding more calories more than i shouldve eaten. i probably made a mistake because i should have eaten more protein instead of eating mochi with had sugar in them (which in turn caused cravings and i wasnt satiated bc lack of protein). i also shouldve only ordered 1 serving of my trigger food (like literally 1 pack of biscuits). im just going to do omad tomorrow to fix this. im gonna drink coffee throughout the day to keep me energized and hot tea to help soothe the bloating.

#8502 rcow

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Posted 04 July 2020 - 05:07 PM

I ate so many cupcakes. I just shouldn't bake.

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Posted 06 July 2020 - 08:37 AM

Day 1 back to work & I’m already fcking up everything
I’m tired of myself

#8504 CamelliaMarie

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Posted 07 July 2020 - 05:36 PM

I was doing so good. So so good. But I fucked up today. I'm probably not over my calories but I ate so much so fast I feel disgusting. My stomach feels greasy and I want to throw up. I ran out of nicotine today and I'm so irritated that I just started eating.
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#8505 NLP

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Posted 11 July 2020 - 02:40 PM

Still reeling from last night's binge,,,,, I'd fasted for 3 days,,,,,,,,

 

I shovelled in salad, cereal, smoothie, hot chocolate, cheese, a BIG dinner, pancakes, chocolate, biscuits and cake and my stomach hurt so much I had to sit up for hours massaging it, it looked like a beach ball

 

Today my head is all over the place, I've got that "what did I do last night?" feel about me as if I got really drunk and can't remember what happened


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#8506 Hungryghostbabe

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Posted 11 July 2020 - 07:27 PM

I just binged on almost 4000 calories and am dreading tomorrow so much that I don't want to sleep.

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Posted 11 July 2020 - 07:31 PM

binged on 1000 cals rip, still under my TDEE


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#8508 BlueShelves

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Posted 11 July 2020 - 07:50 PM

Any time that fkn granola is on offer it feels like I /have/ to binge on it

Other staples this evening were vegan jellies, expensive ice cream, 9 mini sugar doughnuts, galaxy bar, snickers bar, and a toffee+banana slice

The ice cream is still in the freezer, its taunting me but it never purges well so


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#8509 gonestill

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Posted Yesterday, 12:34 AM

b/p and then ate two grilled cheeses :/ 

i took a laxative earlier so hopefully i maintain


 
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#8510 爱吃甜🍰

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Posted Yesterday, 02:35 AM

i have this weird habit of trying to convince myself i’m not bingeing by opening another package of something before i’m even done eating the first package. like, i would eat all the outside parts of a pack of belvita crackers, then open another pack and eat half of that, and then another, and by the time i know it, i’ve eaten a bunch of halves of everything and equate to WAY too much food.

as of today, i’ve officially gained back to my original weight :( all that hard work for nothing... 😭

#8511 Redlipbandit

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Posted Yesterday, 08:17 AM

Ate nothing all day! And was around like 2 hours from my fast goal and then let loose on a bag of pizza flavored goldfish and then meatballs, pigs in a blanket and a salad (I guess to make myself feel better) -_- I exercised that morning and did quite some running around of errands so I’m hoping that helps balance things out

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#8512 Rosie222

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Posted Yesterday, 03:21 PM

I've been binging every day for over a week now and I feel so so awful I don't even know why I can't stop like I feel completely disconnected from what I'm doing but also at the same time so full and sick like I can't think or do anything and then I just eat more, and I've started drinking by myself in my room which is always just such a bad sign for me. On friday I had my first drink at 10:30 am wtf is wrong with me I'm living with my parents and I can't tell them any of this so Im also eating full normal meals with them

Ive gained so much weight and Im just fed up but I can't stop bingeing and its costing me loads of money and basically EVERYTHING IS SHIT


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#8513 c:/f_society

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Posted Yesterday, 08:03 PM

Ate a snickers.

Had 4 cadbury chocolate biscuits after that. 

Then I followed it up with a dairy milk bar.

 

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Just.

 

Why.


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#8514 rat-in-a-cage

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Posted Today, 05:48 AM

i was binge free for 10 days and ruined it last night. rip my existence. 


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#8515 Parayeet

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Posted Today, 05:50 AM

The last 3 days have been binge central.
Today I said I was fasting but I ended up eating a slice of bread and a protein bar.

What. Am. I. Doing?

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