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#9041 Gracilis--

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Posted 08 April 2021 - 03:28 PM

I binged on a sandwich, soup, skyr and Apples. Feel like shit. I was doing so Well before this...

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#9042 branlew

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Posted 09 April 2021 - 12:11 AM

I watched a movie and, as always, binged. Why did I do that? No movie watching after dark is the rule but I broke it.

Anyway, I ate a blueberry mugcake, like 7 cups of popcorn, an entire canister of banana puff cereal in almond milk, an entire box of cheesy cauliflower crackers, 5 banana cookies, and 5 rice cakes dipped in chocolate sugar free syrup. Didn't purge because I am trying to stop and also really need to keep down my medicine.

High estimate I would say like 1,200 calories over Tdee. ughh.

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Posted 09 April 2021 - 05:27 AM

Only ate 100 cal muffin, two jolly ranchers (around 23 Cal each), and three tic tacs (around 2 Cal each) at work. It was 9 hour work day, and I didn't want to eat when I got home. Food arrives and I just couldn't help myself. Panera sandwich (640 Cals) and half a bowl of soup (100 Cal per bowl). 8 hours since then but I still feel sick, thought it would make me feel better if i threw it up but I didn't. 

819 Calories total. So upset with myself.



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#9045 aisaretai

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Posted 10 April 2021 - 08:35 AM

I weighed myself this morning and I have gained another kilo. 7kg total since my lw of late 2019.

I know it's not a crazy gain (yet), but it scares me how I just lost control completely and the weight keeps going up slowly but steadily... I cant go a single day without overeating.

 

Just now I binged on a whole bag of Kinder chocolate (200g/0,4 lbs) and then 2 cheese sandwiches afterwards to get some salt after the sugar...


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#9046 kiitan

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Posted 10 April 2021 - 11:42 AM

had a binge this morning on leftover easter snacks. in my mind i want to fast until tomorrow to counteract but i know that’s not going to happen :(


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#9047 Kowaitori

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Posted 10 April 2021 - 11:49 AM

I spent last three days binging like crazy on everything, when I was 30 days binge free. I feel like I will never stop because I am a failure. It wasn't worth it. 



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Posted 11 April 2021 - 03:38 PM

yep, i binged. i keep binging and i'm tired of this. every day i wake up and can't even think: a new day, a new chance. no. i'm stuck in this binge cycle where all i do is eat, think, dream about food. i've gained a lot of weight, i'm so close to my sw it's scary. my clothes don't fit anymore, i feel and i look like shit. 


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#9049 alakafcknzam

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Posted 11 April 2021 - 08:26 PM

I didn’t binge, but I overate, overeating really isn’t fun. My parents are cracking down on me for not eating and I had to eat dinner, even after having my cal intake for the day. I have zero clue in the calories in the meal, nor do I really want to. I had half a spinach empanada, cabbage and onion stir fry and veggie tots. This is the third time this month. All the other times I binged afterwards but I realize I cant let that be a habit if this is going to continue. It really sucks because I have to fast for 48 hours now, even though I fasted for 3 days and ended it yesterday morning. Whatever I guess


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#9050 TrinityWantsToBeSkinny

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Posted 12 April 2021 - 10:03 AM

More so Over-ate, I was keep track yesterday while I was doing it but at some point I just cleared my count. I feel sick now. Scale said "122" today as soon as I woke up. 

Could of stopped to reduce the damage but I didn't. So fuck past tense me.  


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#9051 Indecisive45

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Posted 12 April 2021 - 10:41 AM

well its apparent that i come to this thread everyday without fail. I hope this is my last time. Im in so much pain rn but food is still on my mind. Ugh.
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Posted 14 April 2021 - 12:42 AM

I ate a massive amount of shit before going to bed. I wasnt planning on eating so much but i accidentaly cooked more porridge than i was supposed to. I also managed to down all the banana pancakes i cooked. Tofu. A package of cookies/biscuits. A pan pizza. Maybe more that i cant remember. I went to sleep and could not fall asleep so i was tossing and turning for hours. I had a very emotional night and i was crying. I was wondering ”whats the point in all of this”. My depression and anxiety never gets better, and on top of that i dont have a single friend or person to talk to. I just wanted to fall alsleep so i could sleep away the sadness. Sometimes that works. Now i have been sleeping a little bit and the stomach pain has gotten so intense. I have gasses. Kind of feel like vomiting. Ive never had a binge so bad i actually vomit, but if i do, thats my sign that i need to STOP this. Seriously. Im abusing my body. My body deserves better.
Since the pain seems worse now than when i just ate im not sure how much is the volume of the food and how much might be an oversensitivity to the type of food. Sometimes i get a pain from eating certain foods without overeating. Though it changes so i cant neccesarily identify any specific food or food group.
Ouch. My stomach. When will this be over. Ive heard binges can be dangerous. I hope this is not and the pain will go away. This is unbearable.

#9053 Cinnamon Dolce

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Posted 14 April 2021 - 10:54 AM

It is what it is at this point..
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#9054 JuliVal

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Posted 14 April 2021 - 11:35 AM

Binge for several weeks straight and tell myself "tomorrow will it will be better" but I continue. What an idiot. A guy who was my best friend told me he cares for me and wants me in his life and is ignoring me since last year. I don't know how I deserve this it still hurts so much. At school I asked two people to be my teampartner and both preferred someone else over me. I constantly get treated like this I'm not exaggerating sadly. I'm so miserable because of this or i experience it because I'm so miserable. Who knows now

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#9055 dancingontheborderline

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Posted 14 April 2021 - 02:07 PM

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#9056 skinnynlovely

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Posted 14 April 2021 - 09:31 PM

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Posted 15 April 2021 - 12:14 AM

I just cooked four potatoes and 2 sausages and was only planning to eat a small plate and have the rest for breakfast and dinner tomorrow... but I just needed up eating the entire batch. It was stupid and I feel so sick now and I don’t even know why I did it. I was full pretty quick but I just couldn’t stop.

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Posted 15 April 2021 - 04:40 PM

Between my birthday, leaving my flat and moving back in with my parents, this week has been an absolute mess of binges... But, despite the fact i ate way more other days of the week, tonight was the time i felt less in control. I just paced around the kitchen, shoving whatever i could find in my mouth... thankfully, i didn't have any of my usual binge foods, or a way to buy any, so i ended up just eating lots of... very old salted almonds, boneless dates and a kind of thin, crunchy fiber and seeds "bread" (think rice cake but made with fiber flour instead) they sell at a local supermarket chain. So... At least it wasn't another 2 pound m'n'm binge... but i still feel quite unhappy with myself.
ah, well. what's done is done... All i can do is try my best tomorrow!

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#9059 SadicalButRadical

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Posted 15 April 2021 - 05:03 PM

I've been binging all weekend and overeating all week after two weeks of excellent progress. Everything in me right now is screaming to pick up my phone and order a large pizza all to myself while I'm home alone. Struggling.


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#9060 Daisywildflowers

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Posted 15 April 2021 - 08:49 PM

I was having an okay day until about mid afternoon. I always get this compulsions to grocery shop, and than I will buy junk food “for later” but that end snacking on a few things, realize I went over my planned calories, and than have 2000 calorie binge that ends with my throwing out most of the food I have. I need to just stop buying sugar and chips completely. Those are my downfalls.
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