Advanced Warrior
Posted 26 November 2014 - 07:03 PM
You've really given such good and brave insight into this condition. I did not understand bigorexia, but now I actually am starting to imagine how it must feel. It's the same sort of obsessions and body weight issues that other EDs consist of.
I really think you are strong and brave to battle this for so long.
thank you lovely
0. Megarexia "a mental condition in which one perceives one's body as too thin, and desires it to be ever larger," 1 is the opposite of anorexia. Recent statistics indicate that six percent of men who engage in bodybuilding programs suffer from this. Megarexics often feel humiliated, are defensive about their body image, uncomfortable with talk about body building, and socially ill at ease. Individuals diagnosed as megarexics are "chronically preoccupied with the concept of increasing their body mass. When they look in the mirror, they see themselves as too small and too weak."
FAQ
1. "you are a troll" - No I just have different struggles with a different eating disorder, stop following me around trying to make me out to be a bad person.
2. "Go to a bodybuilding website" or "you'd be better off on a bodybuilding website"- I'll go to a bodybuilding forum the moment you go to a diet forum. Same thing, right?
3. "you don't even have an ed"- Tired of explaining to close minded people, be a doll and scroll up to number 0.
4. "if you want better responses don't post in the anorexia forum board"- Once again, close minded, it's not the "anorexia board" It's called the "general eating disorder discussion board" where all eating disorders can be discussed, not just the "most common" one of this website.
5. Most people asking these are close minded people who think anorexia is the only eating disorder, don't be stupid, this world does not revolve around you, not even mental illness does, get out of your bubble and realize there are tons of other types of eating disorders out there, and this website accept all of them, so yeah other than that, don't be dumb and i'm sure we can be great friends.
CW- TOO SMALL.
Advanced Warrior
Posted 26 November 2014 - 08:56 PM
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CW: 63.5kg
HW: 80kg
GW: comfortable
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Posted 27 November 2014 - 07:58 AM
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Posted 28 November 2014 - 11:43 AM
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Omniscient
Posted 28 November 2014 - 01:36 PM
Advanced Warrior
Posted 28 November 2014 - 04:23 PM
Those muscles though
Those veins though
I'm kinda jealous of those
O my gosh! You look amazing! But I totally understand! I have the same thing. I went from 80 lbs to 96 lbs at 4'8 tops and I still feel too small!!!! My goal is 105 lbs!
thanks guys
0. Megarexia "a mental condition in which one perceives one's body as too thin, and desires it to be ever larger," 1 is the opposite of anorexia. Recent statistics indicate that six percent of men who engage in bodybuilding programs suffer from this. Megarexics often feel humiliated, are defensive about their body image, uncomfortable with talk about body building, and socially ill at ease. Individuals diagnosed as megarexics are "chronically preoccupied with the concept of increasing their body mass. When they look in the mirror, they see themselves as too small and too weak."
FAQ
1. "you are a troll" - No I just have different struggles with a different eating disorder, stop following me around trying to make me out to be a bad person.
2. "Go to a bodybuilding website" or "you'd be better off on a bodybuilding website"- I'll go to a bodybuilding forum the moment you go to a diet forum. Same thing, right?
3. "you don't even have an ed"- Tired of explaining to close minded people, be a doll and scroll up to number 0.
4. "if you want better responses don't post in the anorexia forum board"- Once again, close minded, it's not the "anorexia board" It's called the "general eating disorder discussion board" where all eating disorders can be discussed, not just the "most common" one of this website.
5. Most people asking these are close minded people who think anorexia is the only eating disorder, don't be stupid, this world does not revolve around you, not even mental illness does, get out of your bubble and realize there are tons of other types of eating disorders out there, and this website accept all of them, so yeah other than that, don't be dumb and i'm sure we can be great friends.
CW- TOO SMALL.
Sage
Posted 28 November 2014 - 05:53 PM
Advanced Sage
Posted 01 December 2014 - 08:27 PM
Thank you for explaining and sharing your story! It cleared up a lot of things, and I'm glad MPA added this forum for bigorexic's such as yourself to come for support<3
Oh, and I know you won't believe me when I say this, but you have one of the most muscular bodies I've ever seen:)
Cheers love xx
Goals:
Get bellow 140
Get bellow 135
Get bellow 130
Get bellow 125
Mum notices weight loss
Dad notices weight loss
My brother notices my weight loss
My friends notice my weight loss
Get below 120
My collarbones are visible
My hipbones are visible
My ribs are visible
Thigh gap
Get below 115
My friends say they're jealous of my body
Get below 110
People start to worry about how thin I've gotten
Get below 105
Get below 100
Get below 95
Formerly needtobethin666
Advanced Guru
Posted 01 December 2014 - 08:41 PM
Dude you have got a GREAT body! I'm so sorry you suffer from this eating disorder. But take it from a pretty picky girl your hot. I don't even know anyone as jacked.
Hope you can get through your ED struggles though thanks for sharing your story <3
Height: 5'11"
Ultimate goal weight:120 lbs Lowest Weight: 108 Current BMI: FUCKING FAT RN
Ok for real now I'm actually going to maintain this time once I lose it lololol
the day my ribs produce a melody,
and the sweet tune rings out
I'll know my obsession is more a fidelity,
to my hopeless soul, no doubt.
Advanced Warrior
Posted 04 December 2014 - 11:00 PM
Stats.
23
5'6
HW: 166
CW: 148.6
CW:144
CW: 139.8
CW: 135.3CW: 130.2
CW: 125.3
UGW: 120 REACHED
CW: 113.3
GW: Nothing matters but UGW.
Omniscient
Posted 05 December 2014 - 12:20 AM
Ok... is everyone looking at BOTH arms in that second to last photo with the blue shirt? Fishy. Thinking this isn't legit, especially since I've seen it elsewhere.
DUDE!!!
I saw that too, but I didn't want to say "why is your other arm so small" because it's like calling a person with ED fat.
But since he's banned and gone now:
That has been driving me NUTS!
Omniscient
Posted 05 December 2014 - 12:21 AM
Ok... is everyone looking at BOTH arms in that second to last photo with the blue shirt? Fishy. Thinking this isn't legit, especially since I've seen it elsewhere.
height: 5'6.5"
highest: 215 lbs.
goal : 135 lbs.
Biggest Bitch of MPA
Posted 05 December 2014 - 12:38 AM
Yeah how the posed arm is all defined and the one holding the camera is regular looking. Either he photo shopped it or he jacks off with that arm solely and because he's a loser troll, he created muscles in that arm only.
But don't worry about it too much, he's been a troll on here with multiple accounts and even though the disease he claims is real, it doesn't mean he has it.
He just doesn't have a life..
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Omniscient
Posted 05 December 2014 - 02:58 AM
Lmfao its called flexing. and its the angle of the camera. Duh.
height: 5'6.5"
highest: 215 lbs.
goal : 135 lbs.
Biggest Bitch of MPA
Posted 05 December 2014 - 09:38 AM
There is no way there can be that much of a difference...
Member of the Starving Sisters<3
“When you play a game of thrones you win or you die.” --- George RR Martin, A Game of Thrones
The only number that would ever be enough is 0. Zero pounds, zero life, size zero, double-zero, zero point. Zero in tennis is love. I finally get it.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson
Trust your hunches, They're usually based on facts filed away just below the conscious level. - Joyce Brothers
MPA Poll Dancer
Posted 05 December 2014 - 11:29 AM
IDK... I still feel bad for him....
What if yall tried to get support for you ED and everyone was like "you don't have a real eating disorder"....
I know some of his posts seem trollish... I am just saying that if it was reverse and people were judging and calling an anorexic a liar on MPA yall would be jumping all over those people
MPA Poll Dancer
Posted 05 December 2014 - 11:30 AM
Again, the angle, half his arm isn't even showing. So yes there definitely can.
This too...
Camera angels on phones do weird things to people....
Biggest Bitch of MPA
Posted 05 December 2014 - 11:31 AM
This too...
Camera angels on phones do weird things to people....
<3
Member of the Starving Sisters<3
“When you play a game of thrones you win or you die.” --- George RR Martin, A Game of Thrones
The only number that would ever be enough is 0. Zero pounds, zero life, size zero, double-zero, zero point. Zero in tennis is love. I finally get it.”
― Laurie Halse Anderson
Trust your hunches, They're usually based on facts filed away just below the conscious level. - Joyce Brothers
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