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Posted 29 January 2015 - 10:15 AM

I've never told anyone this.

I eat my own scabs, any skin I can get off of my body (main around the hands or feet), I will chew on a fingernail for as long as possible and finally, my own mucas.

I have no idea why, I just have an irresistible urge.
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Posted 02 March 2015 - 04:10 AM

I know this is a disorder and all and I'm sorry but that's gross as fuck.


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Posted 02 March 2015 - 04:58 AM

I can relate, while I avoid picking/eating my acne, I often end up chewing on my dead skin, particularly around my fingernails (Gosh sorry if this freaks you out)


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Posted 02 March 2015 - 06:18 PM

you can have mine if you want :P


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Posted 02 March 2015 - 07:07 PM

this... is... very, very interesting. i just want to note that my husband has loads and loads of blackheads all on his back so i always get them for him, and to me, they smell bad. like eventually if you pop enough black heads it collectively has an odor. and not a pleasant one. but when i think of blackheads i think of the ones that are deep in your skin and there is mounds and mounds of endless puss that is almost liquidy.

 

sorry if that was tmi. just thought i'd share. maybe huge back blackheads are different.



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Posted 14 March 2015 - 12:15 AM

Why'd you delete what you said don't be afraid of what people think :( It's different, but I don't think it's disgusting :(

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Posted 10 April 2015 - 08:16 AM

I can't believe how many people are commenting negatively. I was thrilled to see this thread! I've been trying to find someone else who ate blackheads! I'm going to one up you, though. I eat my blackheads, but I also eat my puss from pimples, my scabs, my boogers, my eye boogers, my blood. . . I eat just about anything my body produces except for shit and piss. Disgusting and taboo for some, regular life for me.

 

Please don't let all the negative comments discourage you for being different.


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Posted 10 April 2015 - 08:20 AM

I love popping zits and removing black heads with needles. I don't eat them but you get absolutely no judgement from someone who bites and chews the skin off her fingers and in side of her mouth.

Anyway, It usually doesn't scar with a needle and is a lot more effective than just popping them with your fingers.

I don't get them much these days but there's nothing like holding on to a zit steadfast and releasing the pressure with a needle

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Posted 10 April 2015 - 01:16 PM

I love popping zits and removing black heads with needles.

 

I used to do this all the time! I would sit in my mirror for hours poking a needle at my face. Haha. You're right, it is a lot nicer than using your fingers.


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Posted 10 April 2015 - 01:16 PM

Also, I like that we have the same cat in our signatures. Haha


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Posted 10 April 2015 - 02:30 PM

I can't believe how many people are commenting negatively. I was thrilled to see this thread! I've been trying to find someone else who ate blackheads! I'm going to one up you, though. I eat my blackheads, but I also eat my puss from pimples, my scabs, my boogers, my eye boogers, my blood. . . I eat just about anything my body produces except for shit and piss. Disgusting and taboo for some, regular life for me.

 

Please don't let all the negative comments discourage you for being different.

Holy crap, yes. I found someone like meeeee ;-;

I thought this was all normal tbh...


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Posted 15 April 2015 - 11:09 AM

Wow, I didn't think I'd come across this on MPA. Hmm. 

I eat my blackheads, yes, after I take a shower I scout for them but not for the exclusive purpose of putting them in my mouth. (they're super small and sort of waxy/oily and don't taste like anything at all). I have no need to cut my fingernails because I maintain them with my biting of them. It's not constant and they're not annoyingly short but they get shorter and I don't even notice anymore. I eat my boogers, chew the inside of my cheeks, pick my scabs and eat them, basically any piece of skin that comes off my body that's not blatantly dirty with something of foreign origin I put in my mouth. It's habit-driven. I've done it ever since I was small. I don't see it as gross because these things were once part of your body and it's sort of like, I don't know, recycling them? 

I can see where it would be anxiety-driven. For me, what I think of then is scab picking which I do a lot whenever I'm alone and my hands are idle, stick one to my leg and feel and pick at my cuts.

 

BTW, for all of you wondering how to get black heads out, if they're big enough you squeeze around the little fuckers with tweezers and a little bit of stuff comes out. The ones on your nose are going to almost be impossible to get out, because they aren't on flat normal skin. For small, almost unnoticable ones a steam or warm soak before light scrubbing should help.


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Posted 15 April 2015 - 01:29 PM

This is common if it's an compulsion or impulse control problem. 



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Posted 05 May 2015 - 11:43 PM

I can't believe how many people are commenting negatively. I was thrilled to see this thread! I've been trying to find someone else who ate blackheads! I'm going to one up you, though. I eat my blackheads, but I also eat my puss from pimples, my scabs, my boogers, my eye boogers, my blood. . . I eat just about anything my body produces except for shit and piss. Disgusting and taboo for some, regular life for me.

 

Please don't let all the negative comments discourage you for being different.

 

I do this too :( I've always felt like such a huge, disgusting freak... I've never told anyone. When I was young I thought it'd go away, but it never did.


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Posted 10 July 2015 - 05:46 PM

I do this too :( I've always felt like such a huge, disgusting freak... I've never told anyone. When I was young I thought it'd go away, but it never did.

 

You are not a freak. <3


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Posted 10 July 2015 - 06:40 PM

I literally hate acne, really anything that comes out of my body. It just freaks me out so much. No judging at all though because I'm obsessed with trying to get blackheads out and stuff haha. 

 

I don't understand how people pop other people's pimples. That just doesn't make any sense to me.


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Posted 26 July 2015 - 04:37 PM

I shall read this post anytime I feel like binging... Very effective...


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Posted 01 August 2015 - 11:28 AM

they're just chewy. no taste. 

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