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#2441 Pills.and.Porcelain

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Posted 27 July 2020 - 06:47 PM

Stomach and head hurt from not eating, and backache from housework just to burn cals...
So I had a zantac, 2 advil, a baclofen and a percocet for dinner.
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CW: 112.2lbs (17.6)

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#2442 OneFatCow

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Posted 28 July 2020 - 01:27 PM

My mom asked what I wanted for dinner, I said soup since my family literally has soup once a year and I felt it was a safe card to get out of eating with them. She actually made soup. And I got so mad I had to go to my room and take a nap (and therefore skipped dinner lol). My poor mom hahah

#2443 yoichi

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Posted 28 July 2020 - 08:28 PM

Eating a packet of reduced calorie hot chocolate powder from the little bag bc I really wanted dessert lol

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#2444 justanotherzombie

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Posted 29 July 2020 - 02:28 PM

Feeling faint and instead of eating or having calories I went and had a shower because I just dont want to have anything.

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Height 5'2

SW 212 lbs

LW 127

GW 1 190 Reached Sept 20th

GW 2 175

GW 160

GW  150 lbs *new clothes* 

GW 140 Lbs

GW 135 lbs *new clothes*

GW  120 lbs *new bikini*

GW 101 lbs *freedom from fat"

UGW 99 lbs

 

212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190

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 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130 129 128 127 126 125 124 

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#2445 justanotherzombie

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Posted 29 July 2020 - 02:31 PM

Eating a packet of reduced calorie hot chocolate powder from the little bag bc I really wanted dessert lol

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Oh man. I once sat there with a popsicle stick and a low cal hot chocolate pack and ate that like fun dip xD

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EDNOS/OSFED

Height 5'2

SW 212 lbs

LW 127

GW 1 190 Reached Sept 20th

GW 2 175

GW 160

GW  150 lbs *new clothes* 

GW 140 Lbs

GW 135 lbs *new clothes*

GW  120 lbs *new bikini*

GW 101 lbs *freedom from fat"

UGW 99 lbs

 

212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190

189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180 179178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170 169 168 

 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150 149 148 147 146 

 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130 129 128 127 126 125 124 

  123 122 121 120 119 118 117 116 115 114 113 112 111 110 109 108 107 106 105 104 103 102

101 100 99 

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#2446 d0ze

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Posted 29 July 2020 - 07:18 PM

I just bought a scale and a food scale (not a digital one tho so I need to upgrade soon) and I found out I had been overestimating my current weight. Feels like Christmas. Then immediate bad feelings because now I am dissatisfied with how I look despite thinking I was heavier than I am.
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#2447 branlew

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Posted 29 July 2020 - 10:26 PM

I binged so many chocolate chips I made myself ill and I was literally vomiting up chocolate while still trying to stuff more in my face WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME OMFG. EDNOS IS A PUNISHMENT FROM GOD.


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#2448 faux real

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Posted 30 July 2020 - 12:08 AM

i looked up how many calories in advil lol

#2449 Phoenixxl

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Posted 30 July 2020 - 11:40 AM

Just started a fasting time for 36 hours.

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#2450 Mistyseafoam

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Posted 30 July 2020 - 03:05 PM

taking so much lax at once, resulting in really bad heart palpitations and almost passing out



#2451 Sofiia

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Posted 30 July 2020 - 03:51 PM

I fixed myself a nice dinner salad and then, feeling bad about the feta cheese in it, I purged it. 

 

i looked up how many calories in advil lol

Lol, so how many? 


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CW    135 134 133 132 131

GW1   120
GW2   110

UGW  100

LW     96

 

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#2452 seza

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Posted 31 July 2020 - 11:31 PM

Er.. I ate a lettuce pickle and hot sauce salad.
Not every proud of it.
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cw: 125
gw: 90

#2453 Peachx

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Posted 01 August 2020 - 04:11 PM

Not eating anything all day so I can have a normal meal with my SO tonight

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#2454 cold-babe

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Posted 01 August 2020 - 11:07 PM

ripping up a muffin and throwing it into the trash right in front of my mom as she was busy sweeping the floor.

 

ending up binging 'cause i ate some 300 calorie chips and mac & cheese and thinking "fuck it! we're already eating too much!"


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| hw: 130 pounds [20.8] |

 

| lw: 100 pounds [18.9] |

 

| cw: 121 |

 

| gw one: 105 pounds [19.8] |

| gw two: 100 pounds [18.9] |

 

| ugw: 97 pounds [18.3] |

 

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#2455 spocksoup

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Posted 03 August 2020 - 10:57 PM

Almost crying because my cream of wheat spilled over when I was cooking it so the calories wouldn’t be right

height: 5 ft 7.5 in (171 cm) sw: 136 (bmi 21) cw: probably fluctuating wildly lw: 88.6 (bmi 13.7) gw: 80 (bmi 12.3) ugw: not having an eating disorder



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