Most disordered moment of the day?
Posted 20 May 2018 - 02:45 AM
I call this “The Edge Diet,” because it gives you the ‘cutting edge’ over your competitors—oh wait no, it’s actually called that because you literally just eat the edges of certain things.
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Posted 22 May 2018 - 01:48 PM
Well I guess it was using laxatives cause I just can't take the feeling of being full anymore
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Posted 22 May 2018 - 03:23 PM
My work randomly ordering take away food for us all to 'boost moral'. That sort of thing never usually happens, and it ruined my fucking day. I was the only one to not have any so I had a day of people asking why I wasn't having any. And just seeing the joy free food brought everyone; made me feel a weird mix of jealously and disgust.
Only slightly disordered that that ruined my entire day...
I wish I could've known about the view from half way down
Posted 22 May 2018 - 03:49 PM
almost flipped in gym class when the treadmill i was using randomly stopped before i got to 150 calories burned
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Posted 23 May 2018 - 12:24 AM
i was doing a face mask and while waiting, i decided to c/s. it didn't go well.
Posted 23 May 2018 - 03:43 AM
Posted 23 May 2018 - 07:42 AM
I made eggs for breakfast not knowing whether they were still good then was happy when they caused my stomach to turn and I had to run to the toilet. Happy to feel super empty now. Ridiculous.
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• 203.6 (feb 26 2018)
• 190 (june 12 2018)
initial gw 164 (healthy bmi for my height)
Posted 23 May 2018 - 11:23 AM
Making up some pasta for lunch....realising some idiot in my house had only left a spoonful of shell shaped pasta so put spaghetti with it to make it up to the "correct" amount.....
Cue spending over an hour on lunch when I decided I didn't like mixed pasta shapes on my plate so threw it out and started over.
Now to avoid the sugar cravings from getting annoyed at myself.
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Posted 23 May 2018 - 12:51 PM
Trying to take someone's advice and eat cashews during the early parts of the day and settling for coffee and a slim fast instead. I just cannot do solid food in the mornings; it makes me nauseated.
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Posted 23 May 2018 - 04:16 PM
Asking my debating coaches if there would be close private bathrooms at all the places will we will be eating at or provided food at. didn't get a straight answer, so might have to try quietly purge in the bathrooms if they end up being more public...
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Posted 23 May 2018 - 04:46 PM
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Posted 23 May 2018 - 05:11 PM
I had a tums today and actually went "MMMMM" out loud because it's been that long without food
(i hate tums)
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Posted 23 May 2018 - 05:40 PM
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Posted 25 May 2018 - 10:04 PM
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Posted 25 May 2018 - 10:09 PM
I made both lunches at the Chaplaincy and we both ate our salmon bagels after Mass. I didn’t purge either I’m actually pleased that I’m recovering even though I still have thoughts about restricting and purging and fasting but I’ve stopped purging completely now
This might be a weird and invasive question but are you a nun?
Posted 25 May 2018 - 11:34 PM
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Posted 26 May 2018 - 01:58 PM
knowing that there was a single stall bathroom on the second floor of the restaurant my family goes to a lot and only using that one despite eating on the first floor so that i could purge in peace....
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Days without purging: 0
Posted 26 May 2018 - 02:07 PM
Today, my most ed'd moment.
Breakfast. Sitting there, trying to decide whether I want 150 cals worth of tea or 150 cals worth of bread and peanut butter. I ate both, out of stress.
Walked 4 miles to make up for it.
And then proceeded to have more tea, milk, sugar, and bread upon getting home.
I'm not going on a four mile walk again.
I've had 808 cals. I know I'm trying to maintain. But, at the same time, I don't want to and I hate myself.
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