I currently weigh about 125 lbs..I think? I'm scared to look at the scale. I wear a heavy uniform to work everyday so I when I weigh myself with it I'm at 129 lbs.
Last year I used to weigh 103.
I don't know how I got to be this way. I feel disgusting. My boobs are huge and all my clothes fit grossly over my body. I hate myself for getting this way. I have no motivation to work out. I just want to lose this weight fast and be thin and not have these disgusting boobs.
My husband says he loves me like this and doesn't care but I care. I care so much.