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This is all new to me

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#1 angstyana



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Posted 18 May 2018 - 07:53 PM

Hi everyone.

I currently weigh about 125 lbs..I think? I'm scared to look at the scale. I wear a heavy uniform to work everyday so I when I weigh myself with it I'm at 129 lbs.


Last year I used to weigh 103.


I don't know how I got to be this way. I feel disgusting. My boobs are huge and all my clothes fit grossly over my body. I hate myself for getting this way. I have no motivation to work out. I just want to lose this weight fast and be thin and not have these disgusting boobs.

My husband says he loves me like this and doesn't care but I care. I care so much.

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Posted 18 May 2018 - 08:37 PM

If you care so much then why do you have no motivation to work out?



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#3 ByeBeyBello


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Posted 18 May 2018 - 11:22 PM

Try MyFitnessPal
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Posted 18 May 2018 - 11:56 PM

I know how you feel. You could also try downloading the 30 Day Fitness Challenge app on the app store. It's great for when you can only work out at home. I just started again, and it does help me a lot. Good luck! Don't worry, you'll get there. Don't be too hard on yourself. There are plenty of reasons why you might have gained weight. 

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Posted 19 May 2018 - 06:38 AM

Welcome! Always here if you want to chat!



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#6 madhebe


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Posted 20 May 2018 - 08:47 AM







that’s so sad, Alexa play the national anthem of Croatia





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