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New Ana buddies? I feel alone and sad and useless.

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#1 starvingforyout

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Posted 15 June 2018 - 03:01 AM

I am so very sad right now. It's 2 am and I'm missing the girl I have 0 chance with. She's the reason my Ed continues because it's in hopes she'll notice me. I hope that didn't make me sound too crazy. If you want the full story my Tumblr is kyesprincess and my Instagram is paigeysprincess . Just DM me on those! I'm really needing someone to talk to. I just don't think what I'm feeling is okay. 15 year olds don't starve for their crushes attention. But this one does. I've had Ana in my head since 6th grade (4 years) and my therapist doesn't even believe I have an Ed but if you read my diary entries and watch me lose the weight only to put it back on because I binge then you would notice. Please someone help me. I'm tired of feeling this way and I really miss her but she hates me. I need help.
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#2 Brooklyn2005

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Posted 15 June 2018 - 03:20 AM

Don't keep trying for someone who doesn't appreciate you xx
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#3 Skinnybeanlegend

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Posted 15 June 2018 - 03:21 AM

I'm sorry about what you are going through! I don't want to intrude, but you might have to take steps to get over her. I've never really liked anyone so I have no experience, but I think it will be for the best. If you ever need someone to talk to or rant to I'm here. Just pm me! I may not be able to help you get over her or get back with her, but I can help you with your feelings. I hope it all works out well! 


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#4 anorexicduty

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Posted 15 June 2018 - 07:03 AM

HUGS

I'm so sorry you feel lonely.  I get it.

I used to die for my crushes.

I did everything to get their attention.

 

It's not all that weird to starve yourself for her attention. 

We all have different motives.

HUGS again I hope you feel better.


 
 
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#5 trauma_shaman

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Posted 15 June 2018 - 11:36 PM

I'm so sorry for your heartache. I gave up on love almost two years ago. My loves in life are art and ana <3 channel your pain into something that will never leave you. 





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