Hello everyone here at myproana!
I was looking for a place that was similar to Blue Dragonfly and honestly, this is probably the closest I've found! I was a member at Blue Dragonfly for probably 10 yrs or so and then it went to that Evolution thing and I never followed.
I am hoping that I can find support and friendships here.
I have suffered with anorexia and bulimia since I was 14 yrs old. I am THIRTY FOUR now...holy freaking COW I'm oldasdirt(but don't feel it). I started on pro ana sites at age 17 and stopped frequenting the sites around 2010.
I am actually a pretty happy person now days and I feel like since I became HAPPY, I've gained an ass load of weight and I am so embarrassed and I feel like a rolling whale of a cow most days. Since I have been so happy and confident, I didn't want to ruin it by delving back into the world of my controlling ED, but, I've tried every low carb, low sugar, military diet, whole 30, zero calorie, diet pill, diet out there and none of them are working like good old ED used to work for me. SO with that I say...ONWARD! Let's get this party started, lets shake a leg, break a leg or lose some fat off my leg....whatever. I need people to talk to about this stuff and I need to get to losing.
Thanks for reading. See you all around!!!
Peace, dirt, and buddhas