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#1 al_ixirr

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Posted 10 July 2018 - 06:55 AM

The worst thing for me about b/p is the guilt of wasting food. I'm poor as shit and when im shoving my face full of food not only is the calories going in making me feel like a pile of shit but the fact that money that could have been spent on other, better things is being flushed right down the drain fucking eats at me. hah, ironic.

 

so...Ya'll got any cheap ideas for me to do instead of waste money on shit cause i ate myself but i cant stop  :D  :D  :D  :D


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Posted 29 July 2018 - 01:31 PM

Oddly enough, I feel more guilty if I don't eat it fast enough and it goes bad.  Somehow I justify that it's okay to overeat and purge?  I hate leaving anything on the plate or letting something get moldy in the cupboard.


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Posted 29 July 2018 - 05:22 PM

Yeah I'm $100 over budget this month for groceries. Had to siphon clothing & entertainment (binging is entertainment, right? Lol) & hygiene money into groceries to make up for it.

I'm so frugal I won't spend $4 on my favorite collectibles but I'll drop $20 on binge food that's gonna be purged 2 hours later.

It really sucks. I told my bf I wish I were anorexic so I could have some more money LOL. He just sighed.
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Posted 29 July 2018 - 05:24 PM

Oh and ideas: I only buy clearance items. Like bakery sale items at the end of the day at the back of the store. I'll also only get items on sale and generics. Dollar store is also good. And sometimes buying in bulk but only if you know you won't finish it in one go.
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Posted 29 July 2018 - 05:37 PM

Food bank, church food pantries. The food will expire and be thrown away anyway there so may as well put it to good use, even though bulimia isn't good but saving money is.

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Posted 14 December 2018 - 07:46 PM

Fellas; if you have a Wal-Mart nearby, this is what I get for 15-20 $

*EVERYTHING LISTED IS GREAT VALUE BRAND APART FROM THE RAMEN AND THE BAKERY DONUTS*

- 2/3 bags of family sized chips ($3ish dollars each) - $9

-Family size box of instant mashed potatoes (this shit lasts me like 5 binges, makes like 12-14 big bowls and you can use just water) -$3

-12 pack ramen ($2)

-big box of instant oatmeal packets (same cost as chips) - $3

- Almost expired donuts you can find in the discount section on some weird rack thing from the bakery (only availible during the night usually, set of 12) - $1.50

 

$9 + $3 + $2 +$3 + $1.50 = $18.50 (or 15.50 if you only get 2 bags of chips)

 

Easily lasts at least 4-5 purges, and I binge 10 lbs worth so that's saying something

just a warning though the donuts take a long ass time to purge because they become rather gooey in your stomach


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