Hello. My name is Sana and I'm 18 years old.
I have always struggled with eating. I used to eat too much, then not enough, then I fell in the Ana community after looking at some thinspo. I lost even more weight and was heading to be dangerously underweight, and I tought that was good. However, something hit me ... quite suddenly, and slowly but surely I managed to get back at eating normally. Sometimes, I don't eat very much but that's unconscious. I'm doing fine at the moment, and I don't feel the need to relapse. I hope it will go on like that !
But I'm not here just for that. Sure, I'm happy to recover, but since I'm doing better, I'm hoping to help people. I know it's not by telling someone here "but just eat normally BRUH" that everything will be solved. However, if someone here is in recovery and need some support to not relapse, I'm here to listen and to help you.
And it isn't just about ED ! I used to deal with depression, and I'm slowly getting out of that mental struggle. If you ever feel lonely, depressed, sad, suicidal and you need to speak to somebody : message me. Really. Message me. If you are looking for a sign to not commit suicide, to speak up about something, I'll listen and I won't judge you. I can't promise to solve all your problem, I'm not a therapist, but I can be your friend. I can listen to you, I want to listen to you. Even if you just want to speak about something random because you feel lonely, I would love to talk to you.
You can message me at : [email protected]
I won't be here that much, just checking some answer here. The forum is triggering for me and I rather stay outside it as much as I can. Also, please forgive my bad english, but I'm french.
I love you all, take care, and I wish you the best !