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#1 Bulimicbby

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Posted 10 July 2018 - 08:24 PM

Hey everyone.
I just officially became an actual memeber but I have been browsing through the site for quite a while now. I haven’t had an eating disorder for very long but the voices have been slowly manifesting for a few months now. I have always hadn’t body image issues and as a younger kid I would eat a lot and My family members would point it out. My ED didn’t start developing until I became best friends with someone who had an ED she was te first person I had ever met with one. At first I couldn’t understand and I didn’t want her to feel the way she did. But slowly it started to work it’s way into my brain even though I wasn’t in denial for a while.
I know my username is Bulimicbby but I don’t purge anymore. I did for a short time but it was always really hard for me and one day I made my throat bleed and became too scared to purge after binging and I was stuck with all that Food inside of me and it wasn’t the worst feeling ever so now I just realize restrcict.
I was very vegetarian before I even had an ED but I recently became vegan just so I could say no to more food without anyone getting suspicious.
I really want a buddy to talk to when I am about to betray myself by eating sometimes my willpower is so low and it makes me feel like shit about myself but other times I actually enjoy the feelings of hunger pains.

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Goal: 104
Ultimate Goal: 100

#2 craphappens

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Posted 10 July 2018 - 08:30 PM

hello and welcome to MPA.  I'm glad to hear you are not purging anymore.


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#3 Moon&Night

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Posted 10 July 2018 - 08:32 PM

Welcome!

I hope you find what you're looking for. :)



#4 a i e

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Posted 10 July 2018 - 11:32 PM

hey you replied to me on find a friend, it would be nice to have a mutual with similar stats :')

my @ on kik is tianh.tia if you wanna add me



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