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#21 Gnome Chompsky

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Posted 31 January 2019 - 01:23 AM

Does anyone else purge just because they feel full? Despite how much you ate and whether you consider it a binge or not? Like, even if it's just a bowl of oatmeal I feel full and have the intense need to purge just to make my stomach feel empty again, but then somedays it takes me eating around 1000 calories before I feel full and get that urge.

 

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Posted 31 January 2019 - 08:19 AM

Sometimes I eat healthy and binge just because I'm full and so i can purge to feel empty again.
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Posted 31 January 2019 - 11:29 PM

Yeah, especially since I go trough cycles of binging thousands of calories. Then restrict/fast more often and binge way less or purge normal sized meals. Suddenly I’m like, wtf I just started binging though??

Earlier today I ate 1 pancake, 2 weetabix with almond milk, 3 small cookies and drank a glass of water. I couldn’t eat all the pancakes I made and had to toss them to go purge asap because I was so full. It was pretty unsatisfying tbh, I could’ve skipped the pancakes altogether.

In a bad cycle, it can take a few thousand calories though.

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Posted 14 February 2019 - 08:43 AM

I do this. even if im full from drinking water i still have the urge to purge 



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Posted 14 February 2019 - 09:04 AM

I purge everything except my safe food.

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Posted 14 February 2019 - 09:18 AM

i had shirataki noodles with tomato sauce. so about 50 calories.
i still purged it because the weight in my stomach felt like too much
i'm sick of this : /

I've sat in a puddle of tears after eating shirataki on a restricting day because of how full it made me feel

The weight in my stomach makes me feel like I'm gaining no matter how calorically sparse the food is :(

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Posted 14 February 2019 - 02:16 PM

yep thats really the only food i purge! i may ACTUALLY binge like once every 2 weeks but other than that it’s just regular sized meals really

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Posted 27 March 2019 - 12:14 PM

I try to avoid situations where I would have to eat until I'm full and not purge, but in cases such as having to go out to eat with friends/family I can usually sit with it until I can purge it in the comfort of my own bedroom. But When I'm out to eat with my s/o, I can't stand the feeling of being full around them because I feel so unattractive. Especially when I'm visiting for the weekend at their college and can't avoid going to the dining hall or to a special restaurant. I go full on face in the fucking toilet (which i absolutely hate doing). It's really situational for me.


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Posted 27 March 2019 - 01:13 PM

Yes. Eating at all makes me feel uncomfortable in general, it's very difficult to distract myself from the feeling of having food in my stomach. Sometimes I can eat a small meal and feel no need to purge (not happening lately...) and sometimes I eat half a plum and feel uncomfortably full (this happened Monday evening).

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Posted 27 March 2019 - 01:38 PM

Alllll the time lol. Sometimes I purge just water bc I feel too full. I have an issue with feeling full & food weight, both of which are scary, so I purge a lot if low cals and smaller meals

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Posted 27 March 2019 - 01:42 PM

I just had a normal salad within my normal calorie allowance and everything is okay but i feel satisfied and I HAVE STRONG URGES TO PURGE. Literally I can't help it. 


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Posted 27 March 2019 - 02:40 PM

Yes!! I feel full rn and I feel disgusting. I think it's a gross feeling, I hate it. 


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Posted 27 March 2019 - 05:50 PM

Oh yassss. Every time. Even if I stick to a meal plan. As soon as I’m full gotta get up. Even if it’s a salad
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Posted 29 June 2019 - 06:23 AM

Oh yeah. It doesn't matter if the meal was like 100 cal and made me full...i will purge



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Posted 29 June 2019 - 07:16 AM

Yes, if I feel full the food almost just comes out. I don’t like feeling full even though it’s probably healthy to feel that way occasionally.
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Posted 29 June 2019 - 03:01 PM

Sometimes when I'm in a phase of normal eating/attempted recovery I still like to just... take the top layer out? Like I didn't "binge" and I'm not looking to really "purge" I just want to un-eat the last few bites. Classy.


This is exactly what I do when I plan to keep a meal down but I end up feeling full! Get rid of a quarter or half and I feel fine! Thought it was just me..


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Posted 17 July 2019 - 02:12 PM

Yup. Generally speaking, I cannot purge a small meal, it has to be a large meal or a binge. that being said, I've felt the 'need' to purge after large ish meals, even if they're not a binge, or are otherwise low calorie, because somehow, full/unconfortable feeling in the stomach has become inextricably linked with purging.


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Posted 17 July 2019 - 02:19 PM

yeah i have to stop eating rice bc it ruins my life. I could eat two spoons of rice and it makes me feel so full i'd purge it. ridiculous. oatmeal is the same way.



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Posted 23 July 2019 - 04:01 PM

When i used to purge almost every meal,

  I would get a sick feeling and i'd need to get it up, it became a habit and i ended up leaving lessons if i was feeling full


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Posted 23 July 2019 - 11:36 PM

Most of the time I purge no matter what I eat because I can't stand the feeling of anything in my stomach. Even if it's just a mouthful of water.
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