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Weird Urges?

EDNOS impulse urge

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#1 notmywholestory

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Posted 12 July 2018 - 08:57 AM

Does anyone else get those weird impulses to cut off your fat? Like, not self harming expactly, but an urge to take a knife and just cut yourself down to a smaller size?

I feel like this is just me
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I'm scared but I don't want to stop.

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SW: 148(may 2018)
CW: 117
LW: 115
GW1: 125(REACHED)
GW2: 115
GW3: 105
GW4: 95
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Posted 27 March 2020 - 05:14 PM

I littraly almost did this. I came so close, I was holding sizzors up to my stomach and about to cut when I realized what I was doing.


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Posted 27 March 2020 - 05:15 PM

Oh, sorry, I saw this is from 2018



#4 starved-iris

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Posted 29 March 2020 - 11:35 AM

Oh, sorry, I saw this is from 2018


At least someone replied! Hehe
But also yes me too isn’t it fricking crazy!?
And also me too, I tried to reply to a post from years ago just to find I already had at the time like what

HW : 70kg/155lbs

CW : 62.8kgs/138.5lbs  (30th.3rd)

 

GW1 55kg/121lbs (LW) - also my Drop 19lbs for Covid-19 goal ;)

GW2 49kgs/108lbs (UW)

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dx ednos then bulimia plus other fun stuff that I thought I'd try out at the time. Lost my receipt though so here I am
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https://www.myproana...t-63kg-to-49kg/
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