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#581 Cosmiicao

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 09:20 AM

I like to smoke because alcohol = calories but it's just so expensive...


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Posted 29 June 2020 - 03:24 PM

in college when i was living on my own i was a reeeeally heavy smoker. now that i’m staying with family until i can find another job i’ve quit it but i miss it. i find that smoking makes eating easier (i overthink it less) but also makes me fine with not eating. tbh though psychosis runs in my family and there are some times when i feel like weed might be bringing it out. i feel like strains are kinda fake but i loved mr. purple and any related strains, purple kush/purple punch/purple cookies. one time i got a sample from my dispensary and it was actually purple i felt like a fairy. i don’t know if that was cuz of cold shocking it or what but it was dope (lol)

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Posted 29 June 2020 - 03:52 PM

meeee

Up until recenty, bc I started experiencing “physical anxiety” (physical symptoms in general bc Xanax didn’t make them go away) and want to be clear headed when I experience them. Smoking just makes me zone in on my body so I wait till the end of the day now. But hopefully it’ll be resolved soon.
I live in a weed legal state so it’s been insane the past year how much access to weed I’ve had. God if I had known in highschool omg. She wouldn’t believe it. But up until a few weeks ago I’d stay high.


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Posted 26 July 2020 - 07:15 PM

Weed is the EXACT reason I gained back everything I lost and then some lmao
I used to smoke like every other day with a friend and we'd get so baked we'd just binge on stupid shit. We've spent over $100 on pizza, wings, and other junk in one night. 

I still smoke on occasion but have stopped mostly due to my job. And when I do, I still get the munchies. My go to is cheese-its if we have any, and I WILL eat the whole box if there is one. 

Just wish I'd get cotton mouth instead like when I tried my first edible lmao



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Posted 26 July 2020 - 11:55 PM

I do not get the munchies at all when smoking. It reminds me to drink water. It’s awesome. I’d legit simply forget to eat the entire day because it gets rid of the nausea from being hungry lol. My car is totalled so I have had weed in a few weeks now... lord help me.
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Posted 06 August 2020 - 10:16 AM

So happy there's a thread for this. 

Been a smoker most of my adult life and fully believe that if I stopped blazing then I wouldn't eat ever again lol. I smoke too much these days to get the "munchies" the way I remember getting them when I was 17/18. When I get the "munchies" feeling that is just legit hunger setting in as I usually smoke one or two jays before my evening "meal/food/whatever". 

It gets hard occasionally if I'm blazing round a friends or SO's house as I don't always get the balance right energy level-wise, and start to panic about what I can/have to eat at their house. I always pull through though :'))))


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Posted 06 August 2020 - 10:34 AM

i’m high rn, lmao.
weed used to give me mad munchies, but i kinda trained myself to not eat while high, but some strains sometimes make it IMPOSSIBLE to not grab the chips, ahaaaa, so i just avoid those strains, or i just lock myself in my room and distract myself
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Posted 06 August 2020 - 10:40 AM

we all know the classic “well, you *LOOK* healthy.” 😓
another time when i was opening up about my eating issues to my friend, and he said, “well, that’s not too bad”
and i’m here thinking like, “really? it isn’t? then might as well keep going cause i’mma be losin’ 3lbs a week like this! 😀”

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Posted 08 August 2020 - 11:03 AM

omg just dropped $250 on an oz rip my bank account

 

the bright side is it's medical and will take me months to get through it bc i only smoke a little bit before dinner now  B)


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Posted 09 August 2020 - 09:52 AM

Similar story for me. £100 on a bag of idica hybrid (sweet tooth). It's lush! 

Does anyone else like to check/obsess over strains?! I need to know whether it'll make me hungry and it what way, and when lol. Then I can decide what my week's food intake may look like haha. So extra!


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Age: 31
Height: 5'4

HW: 70kg / 154lbs
LW: 46.5kg / 120.5lbs
SW: 50kg / 110lbs

CW: 47kg / 103lbs

GW1: 47.5kg / 104lbs

GW2: 47kg / 103lbs   -  by 1st Oct 
GW3: 46kg / 102lbs - by 1st Oct

GW4: 45.5kg / 100lbs  -  by 22nd Oct

GW5: 45kg / 99lbs


#591 Beakerr

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:21 AM

Similar story for me. £100 on a bag of idica hybrid (sweet tooth). It's lush! 

Does anyone else like to check/obsess over strains?! I need to know whether it'll make me hungry and it what way, and when lol. Then I can decide what my week's food intake may look like haha. So extra!

hell yeahhhhh! i definitely check strains but half the time i think it's all in my head. on the flipside, i totally lose my appetite when i'm not smoking. i don't get munchies when i do smoke, just a normal appetite which i hate, hence only smoking before dinner so my intake isn't ruined lmaoo



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Posted 09 August 2020 - 05:15 PM

hell yeahhhhh! i definitely check strains but half the time i think it's all in my head. on the flipside, i totally lose my appetite when i'm not smoking. i don't get munchies when i do smoke, just a normal appetite which i hate, hence only smoking before dinner so my intake isn't ruined lmaoo


OMG literally exactly the same for me! I lost 3kg at the weekend from not smoking whilst visiting my family and having no appetite. Makes me wish I wasn’t a stoner sometimes 😂 I’m due on in 3 days though so I allow myself a bit more leeway for munchies if I’m craving

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Age: 31
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HW: 70kg / 154lbs
LW: 46.5kg / 120.5lbs
SW: 50kg / 110lbs

CW: 47kg / 103lbs

GW1: 47.5kg / 104lbs

GW2: 47kg / 103lbs   -  by 1st Oct 
GW3: 46kg / 102lbs - by 1st Oct

GW4: 45.5kg / 100lbs  -  by 22nd Oct

GW5: 45kg / 99lbs


#593 Beakerr

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 05:23 PM

OMG literally exactly the same for me! I lost 3kg at the weekend from not smoking whilst visiting my family and having no appetite. Makes me wish I wasn’t a stoner sometimes I’m due on in 3 days though so I allow myself a bit more leeway for munchies if I’m craving

lmao i had like 3 servings of pb for the same reason last night totally worth it XD



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Posted 17 August 2020 - 01:37 PM

hell yeahhhhh! i definitely check strains but half the time i think it's all in my head. on the flipside, i totally lose my appetite when i'm not smoking. i don't get munchies when i do smoke, just a normal appetite which i hate, hence only smoking before dinner so my intake isn't ruined lmaoo

man you guys have me thinking rn that my fight against the munchies may have more to do with the strain than my self control. what strains do you usually go toward? i literally only ever get one strain (sour diesel) because it's just what i'm familiar with. also because being at a dispensary feels like how i felt when i turned 21 and i could consume alcohol legally, i would just go for the same bottle of vodka every time because i felt like i was breaking the law LOL.


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#595 Beakerr

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Posted 17 August 2020 - 04:13 PM

man you guys have me thinking rn that my fight against the munchies may have more to do with the strain than my self control. what strains do you usually go toward? i literally only ever get one strain (sour diesel) because it's just what i'm familiar with. also because being at a dispensary feels like how i felt when i turned 21 and i could consume alcohol legally, i would just go for the same bottle of vodka every time because i felt like i was breaking the law LOL.

gosh i really have no idea. sometimes indicas give me munchies and other times it's sativas that'll do me in. really depends on the day which makes me think it's in my head. i've really enjoyed the strains acid dough (sativa), double cream (hybrid), and night terror (indica). my roommate is medical and sometimes picks up for me god bless. 



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Posted 17 August 2020 - 04:39 PM

gosh i really have no idea. sometimes indicas give me munchies and other times it's sativas that'll do me in. really depends on the day which makes me think it's in my head. i've really enjoyed the strains acid dough (sativa), double cream (hybrid), and night terror (indica). my roommate is medical and sometimes picks up for me god bless. 

BLESS roommate.

and yeah i rlly think about 50% of the time my bad munchies are just because i know munchies are a thing that happens when you smoke, not because i actually have an urge to snack lol.


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#597 Beakerr

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Posted 17 August 2020 - 04:58 PM

BLESS roommate.

and yeah i rlly think about 50% of the time my bad munchies are just because i know munchies are a thing that happens when you smoke, not because i actually have an urge to snack lol.

it's just so wild tryna figure it out because i'm too stoned to even know in any case i blame eating on weed all the time lol. like, i've been wanting to eat more lately after dinner, and i've been smoking more weed than usual. coincidence? i think NOT. i'm going to try and not smoke so much today and see what happens. but also omfg the evenings are Boring.



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Posted 17 August 2020 - 05:14 PM

it's just so wild tryna figure it out because i'm too stoned to even know in any case i blame eating on weed all the time lol. like, i've been wanting to eat more lately after dinner, and i've been smoking more weed than usual. coincidence? i think NOT. i'm going to try and not smoke so much today and see what happens. but also omfg the evenings are Boring.

i'm coming at you live rn high af in the bathtub and i highly recommend it LOL getting food would require too much work, so instead imma just sit here and vibe. cheers friend.


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Posted 17 August 2020 - 05:38 PM

i'm coming at you live rn high af in the bathtub and i highly recommend it LOL getting food would require too much work, so instead imma just sit here and vibe. cheers friend.

omg that sounds amazing I’m vibin in the park :~}

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Posted 18 August 2020 - 03:20 AM

Guys just wanna tell you what happened to me last night as I know ya'll understand lol.

 

I started fasting yesterday morning (which tecnically started from the night before) so all day I was on empty-ish except for tea and lattes. I had my usual 2 spliffs in the evening but as I got in to bed, I had a massive wave of the feelings of a whitey and had to run to the bathroom and was sick for about 10 minutes lol. I've never been physically sick ED related but have deffo whitied before off weed (and booze) usually. But has this ever happened to you? Whilt fasting? Or as a one off?


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Age: 31
Height: 5'4

HW: 70kg / 154lbs
LW: 46.5kg / 120.5lbs
SW: 50kg / 110lbs

CW: 47kg / 103lbs

GW1: 47.5kg / 104lbs

GW2: 47kg / 103lbs   -  by 1st Oct 
GW3: 46kg / 102lbs - by 1st Oct

GW4: 45.5kg / 100lbs  -  by 22nd Oct

GW5: 45kg / 99lbs




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