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#641 hippie_bones

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Posted 21 October 2020 - 09:02 PM

last time I smoked I ordered chinese food and pizza... I was with company but still, never again lmao


I tend to eat worse and more for sure—and I honestly do not even enjoy the taste of food when I am high...I am just too numb

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Posted 21 October 2020 - 09:32 PM

Ugh smoked again and binged the past two days. Prob had 2000 cal each day or close


I have thos days too, whew. Hang in there, good thing is when you do a lower calorie day you can lose a lot of the water weight quick.
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Posted 21 October 2020 - 09:34 PM

I'd consider myself a heeaaavy smoker. I chief through almost 3oz a month by myself at this point, and when I have it, you can bet that I'm high at any point in the day. It's relaxing and takes the edge off my anxiety that my meds don't. I feel like the best version of me while smoking! Too bad it's too expensive to fund while I'm not working, I can't afford $250+/mo with no damn job. Has anyone else conditioned themselves to only eat when they're high so when they're dry they can't eat?? I'm going through this right now.  

 

I already scraped the shit out of every piece I own and my grinders yesterday so the struggle is officially real. These are the unprecedented and difficult times. Someone smoke one for me. 


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Posted 21 October 2020 - 09:36 PM

Oh it’s a horrible sick feeling where you’ve either smoked too much weed or drank too much alcohol and it’s not sitting right lol. Basically it’s like that moment when you take one last gulp of beer after 8 pints and you need to run to the bathroom because a wave of sickness has hit you lol.

 

I've always heard this called "greening out". This only happens to me if I get crossfaded and smoke AFTER I drink. Fucks me every time. Thankfully I don't roll that way anymore lol


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Posted 21 October 2020 - 10:09 PM

I'd consider myself a heeaaavy smoker. I chief through almost 3oz a month by myself at this point, and when I have it, you can bet that I'm high at any point in the day. It's relaxing and takes the edge off my anxiety that my meds don't. I feel like the best version of me while smoking! Too bad it's too expensive to fund while I'm not working, I can't afford $250+/mo with no damn job. Has anyone else conditioned themselves to only eat when they're high so when they're dry they can't eat?? I'm going through this right now.  

 

I already scraped the shit out of every piece I own and my grinders yesterday so the struggle is officially real. These are the unprecedented and difficult times. Someone smoke one for me. 

 

 

-rolls a J in your honor-

 

I am a heavy smoker too. I have PTSD and also this nightmare period that wont end?

I really could not handle my mental instability and cramping pain without it. 14 wks (and counting) of cramps changes a person. 

I just started meds to help, but overall weed is my cure all. 

 

Eating wise I feel like I binge more when I'm sober rather than stoned. 

To each their own and I hope no one feels pressured to change their smoking habits. its a personal choice! :) 


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Posted 22 October 2020 - 11:34 AM

Ayyyy what are your go to strains for restricting/appetite suppressants? I like sour diesel or literally any dabs but if I smoke enough indica I can usually melt into my bed instead of going to the kitchen. I usually prefer sativas tho

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Posted 22 October 2020 - 02:59 PM

i love the act of smoking but fuck, i can’t not binge whenever i smoke which is why i don’t do it often. i don’t even have to be hungry but i always just crave food and it sucks. plus i start to overthink and just get even more anxious about life, gahhh

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#648 young_wurdsmith

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Posted 22 October 2020 - 03:24 PM

Ayyyy what are your go to strains for restricting/appetite suppressants? I like sour diesel or literally any dabs but if I smoke enough indica I can usually melt into my bed instead of going to the kitchen. I usually prefer sativas tho


I don’t really have one that doesn’t make me starving but U.K. Bleu Cheese is a p dank indica and I am in such a blissful place that my hunger doesn’t bother me. Plus I’m always thinking how smoking burns calories (especially for someone like me who will smoke like 6 blunts in a row) so why ruin it lol
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Posted 22 October 2020 - 04:34 PM

I don’t really have one that doesn’t make me starving but U.K. Bleu Cheese is a p dank indica and I am in such a blissful place that my hunger doesn’t bother me. Plus I’m always thinking how smoking burns calories (especially for someone like me who will smoke like 6 blunts in a row) so why ruin it lol


Haha I feel you. I have some durban cake wax I'm about to light that up and hopefully that'll take me to a similarly blissful place
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Posted 22 October 2020 - 04:40 PM

UK Blue Cheese I'll have to look out for. I like to stick to the tried and tested. Nothing worse than I miserable high. I grabbed some CBD dominant sativa called Harlequin and it's solid actually I'm hard to impress when it comes to weed 


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Posted 22 October 2020 - 04:56 PM

UK Blue Cheese I'll have to look out for. I like to stick to the tried and tested. Nothing worse than I miserable high. I grabbed some CBD dominant sativa called Harlequin and it's solid actually I'm hard to impress when it comes to weed


Same by bf and I are snobs lol but we live in KS so we got a ton from Colorado. Which was fine but that was p much the only bomb strain. I’m super psyched cos this weekend we are gonna call for appt to get medical cards in Missouri, which is only a 10min drive maybe

Side note- last night we were hanging out with our good friends who are married and they got out this Rick and Morty bong and I pointed and said ‘body goals’ before I could stop myself lmao
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Posted 22 October 2020 - 11:39 PM

I smoked almost every day this last summer while I was staying with my mom and sister. Most of the strains I was using either made me insanely hungry or triggered panic attacks. I tried Diamond Dust and that one was alright, so I guess hybrids work better for me. Good high but I also cant afford 20$ a gram if I'm smoking like 3 grams a day cause I'm broke as fuck lmao. When I go back up there maybe I'll try some different strains to see if I can find something better. I'm living with my aunt and uncle rn so I cant get any at the moment. Sucks lol.



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Posted 22 October 2020 - 11:47 PM

BROO I got soo high last night I ALMOST broke the diet and binged on good ass food that my friends were eating in front of me. Like just being high makes me not give a fuck anymore and just eat because the munchies can be very powerful. I kept reminding myself how guilty I would feel when I was sober and how badly I just want to be thin (which helped a lot and I didn't end up eating anything) I eventually went home and ate a couple pickles and some celery and had a powerade with 0 calories and felt better. 


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Posted 23 October 2020 - 05:47 AM

Yes, same for me. Sativa actually reduces how much I eat because I get more food anxiety so I just avoid food altogether. Durban poison completely suppresses my appetite. One weekend I dropped 5 pounds without really ever experiencing any hunger. Also keeps me from drinking alcohol (cuts out lots of extra cals)

Yo, I am dying to try durban poison. I have durban cake wax and it's fuckin amazing, I gotta check out some local menus and gety hands on some durban poison flower tho
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Posted 27 October 2020 - 10:42 PM

BROO I got soo high last night I ALMOST broke the diet and binged on good ass food that my friends were eating in front of me. Like just being high makes me not give a fuck anymore and just eat because the munchies can be very powerful. I kept reminding myself how guilty I would feel when I was sober and how badly I just want to be thin (which helped a lot and I didn't end up eating anything) I eventually went home and ate a couple pickles and some celery and had a powerade with 0 calories and felt better.


Yes, love those times when you get tempted but you still hold out!! I feel like I lose more weight when I smoke and stick to my calorie restrictions. So satisfying

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Posted 29 October 2020 - 06:27 PM

I’m so high, dude... i have a wax-pen and i took a massive hit on an empty stomach (66h fasting) and i’m freaking baked lol


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Posted 04 November 2020 - 07:14 PM

currently in a smoke-binge cycle, its the worst lmao the high isnt worth it anymore for me to be binging this much. 



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Posted 05 November 2020 - 12:17 AM

I actually don't get the munchies, believe it or not. I get too lazy to do anything about it
You are what you eat.....so what's eating you?

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Posted 05 November 2020 - 07:40 AM

it makes more more tired and calm than hungry. i love it <3

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Posted 05 November 2020 - 08:58 AM

I actually don't get the munchies, believe it or not. I get too lazy to do anything about it

same. i actually become less hungry for some reason.


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