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What triggered your recent restriction phase?


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#41 Skinny140

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Posted 06 January 2019 - 05:27 PM

long distance relationship, i need to lose weight before he sees me again
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#42 LighterButterfly

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Posted 06 January 2019 - 05:28 PM

People, tv, websites......, internet, society, family.... like everything


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Posted 06 January 2019 - 05:30 PM

My friend who lives in a different country , came home for Christmas . He knows about my not eating and hasn’t seen me in 6 months . He said “I thought you’d look bad from what you said , but you look good , you look healthy !”
:/ fucking GRREEEEAT!


Ugh i know how it must felt. Same here happening. So triggering. Dont worry its just what they think they know. Soon they will talk differently lol


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Posted 06 January 2019 - 05:46 PM

My girlfriend is a huge trigger for me. She's in recovery for anorexia and she's really thin so compared to her I look huge (she's a BMI of 16.4). She says some pretty triggering stuff without realising it and she even posts thinspo of herself on tumblr which I obsess over, and I know it's messed up because shes my gf. 



#45 Die-to-live.or.live-to-die

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Posted 06 January 2019 - 06:58 PM

Binged right after the holidays. Also seeing pictures of myself at my low weight.

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Posted 06 January 2019 - 07:17 PM

Same here.

 

 

long distance relationship, i need to lose weight before he sees me again


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We should form a club. I won't even send selfies right now because I'm so fat, kill me. 


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Posted 06 January 2019 - 07:22 PM

Lol honestly the holidays and new year. Also getting ready to go back to college, I get like... a high off of living off of coffee while doing homework and juggling a job as well. 


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Posted 06 January 2019 - 07:39 PM

New year and I weigh almost the same since the beginning of 2018

 

Seeing my whole family who range from overweight to obese getting fatter scared the shit out of me. No. Nu uh I'm not gonna join them with this. I'll be the skinny bitch of my family. 

 

Also I plan on travelling more this year so I'm pushing myself to hit my GWs in a limited amount of time.


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#49 Deathromancer

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Posted 07 January 2019 - 09:44 AM

Ugh i know how it must felt. Same here happening. So triggering. Dont worry its just what they think they know. Soon they will talk differently lol
❤️🙏🏻 YES! 😊

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Posted 07 January 2019 - 10:32 AM

Seeing how fat I really am.
Weighing myself.
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Posted 07 January 2019 - 12:01 PM

Depression hit me and there I am, coming back to this coping mechanism. I do it because I want to feel something. This ED seems like the only thing in life that brings me joy and motivation.

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#52 Sk1nnydr3ams

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Posted 07 January 2019 - 12:16 PM

Giving birth and finally being able to control what goes in and out of my body without freaking out that I’m harming my baby.

The amount of control I lost when being pregnant was triggering and almost unbearable for me to the point I’m not sure if I could ever go through pregnancy again.

Now I’ve got it back the urge to restrict is unfathomable. I feel like I’m unstoppable.
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Posted 07 January 2019 - 01:09 PM

I promised myself to stop purging end of Nov. 2018 and did it (small achievement, yay) and I gained weight even though I thought I was eating kinda normal so I started restricting. Been high restricting since then and back to my comfortable weight. Some days I feel like I would be obese if I ate like a normal person. 


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Posted 07 January 2019 - 01:29 PM

Christmas. Food was great and everything, but I kept overeating :( I gained a couple pounds from a few days then. It made me so upset and I had to stop myself.

This year, I will reach either my GW or my UGW. I’m not going to give up like I have before.
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At least I say that until I binge again and wallow in my misery lol
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#55 Bucketfullofeds

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Posted 07 January 2019 - 07:44 PM

The holidays and stress go to me.
I'm finding myself missing someone alot and this distracts me.
I reached my hw ever for the second time in a few months.

It took long enough. I was like triggered but not relapsing for a few months and I'm glad it's finally happened
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#56 blobofshame

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Posted 07 January 2019 - 08:57 PM

Completely binged during the holidays, so weighed myself on new year and saw I much I gained and then to really seal the deal of triggering the heck out of myself I went through my boyfriends old phone to see the pictures of girls he had saved before we got together 🙃
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Posted 07 January 2019 - 10:04 PM

a lot of these are the same for me as well:

-seeing family over the holidays and being reminded of why i started in the first place

-school

-remembering how much i love being hungry and the control

-depression lol 


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restricting and restricting and restricting

 

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#58 eatliketheabnegation

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Posted 08 January 2019 - 03:46 AM

"New Year" Culture and coming back from break. Nationally recognized and structural fresh starts are a huge trigger


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#59 heyimhopeless

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Posted 08 January 2019 - 06:05 AM

Simply looking at the mirror
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Posted 08 January 2019 - 09:44 AM

being in love
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