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[alwaysautumn]

My BMI is currently 16.9 according to an online calculator. I’m torn between wanting to lose more weight and wanting to still be able to function properly. I’m a runner and don’t want to struggle during my long runs, so I would like to gain to 115 lbs, but that number scares me. I’m currently fluctuating between 106 and 108 lbs.

same omg 

i'm currently 107 so my bmi is 16.3 but i feel like shit all the time and realistically i know i need to get to 115 for running, but part of me also wants to be below 90. it really sucks bc i don't want to ruin my running but i hate how i look at a higher weight.

[Hungerisanillusion]

same omg 
i'm currently 107 so my bmi is 16.3 but i feel like shit all the time and realistically i know i need to get to 115 for running, but part of me also wants to be below 90. it really sucks bc i don't want to ruin my running but i hate how i look at a higher weight.

I totally understand. I’m ok with how I look at 115, but I’m afraid to gain because what if the numbers keep going up? I want them to keep going down. I’d love to see 95 on the scale. My starting weight was 130 and at my current weight I run better, so I guess I’m trying to maintain. Although I binged yesterday on Christmas cookies and am kinda freaking out today.