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I need to be so thin that _____


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#1 RobinsRibs

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 07:24 AM

Fill in the blank. 

 

I want to be so thin that........


<p>5’8” cw:120.6 gw1:115 ugw:98

#2 Dying2b3Th!n

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 08:16 AM

People worry about me...... I sound like an awful person dont i?
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#3 BellsAndButterflies

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 08:20 AM

that I no longer disgust the casual observer


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Posted 10 April 2019 - 08:21 AM

so that people will think i'm beautiful for once.


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#5 28LaLa

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 08:41 AM

My boyfriend can literally pick me up with ease


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HW: 192

LW:144

CW:150

GW1:140

GW2:130


#6 hypomargoteros

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 08:50 AM

My spine sticks out
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Posted 10 April 2019 - 08:50 AM

My spine sticks out
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#8 hypomargoteros

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 08:50 AM

My spine sticks out

 


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Posted 10 April 2019 - 09:02 AM

I need to be so thin that people are unsure about whether to envy me or worry about me.


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#10 Avene

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 09:05 AM

I‘m satisfied with myself. Or at least until I get compliments for my body again.
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#11 Emilyxo

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 09:15 AM

That I waste away to nothing ..
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#12 Cake321

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 09:58 AM

I’m noticeably underweight and don’t feel bad about myself.
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#13 Bones & anxiety

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 10:04 AM

That my bones are clearly noticeable


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CW: 85 lb
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#14 Adenosine Triphosphate

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 10:11 AM

___my thighs don’t touch when I sleep on my side

___I need custom pants

___I don’t care if I’m (un)/attractive anymore

___no one could ever deny it...including myself

___no one I see reguarly is thinner than me
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#15 ~midnightrose~

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 11:10 AM

You can see every bone in my body
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#16 skinnyandgay

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 11:35 AM

that normies will look at me and call me disgusting for being too skinny
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you are all that I've got.


#17 Cry Me A River

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 12:07 PM

People notice how sick I am (do I sound horrible?)
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#18 Detective L

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 12:13 PM

I’m sick enough for treatment. (I know logically I am but my brain is f*cked up).
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#19 justneedtobethin

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 12:29 PM

So I can stand and and be beautiful

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Posted 10 April 2019 - 12:30 PM

my coworker that i have a crush on will want to have sex with me.

 

i don't want to have sex with him since im in a relationship, but it will bring me some kind of sick satisfaction


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i always seem to come back to this hellsite



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