that i can wear anything i want
that i don't feel guilty whenever i eat
that i can have so much photos
that i wanna see those stupid faces of the boys who rejected me before.
that when i wear a boy's hoodie, i won't look like it's mine.
that i can get tattoos on my legs.
that i can look stunning on the scene when i play my guitar.
that i can beat the fat part of my anxiety.
that i don't have to make fun of my weight just to not let the others do.
and i have many more reasons...