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i dont want to become female leatherface

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#1 funnyb0ne



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Posted 26 May 2019 - 10:15 PM

I keep eating the skin off my fingers, and and dried blood skin.

and i radomly see ppl while i'm out and i wonder the taste of their skin


I get thoughts like ''would black peples skin taste saltier than white people?''

and if indian people tasted like herbs and garlic

and caucasians skin taste like carbonated water with mushrooms


my brother got a sunburn the other day and i waited for him to fall asleep to peel and eat his white skin




then i started crying

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#2 emaciated.darling



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Posted 26 May 2019 - 11:31 PM

wait what is this real? If so, you may want to talk to a therapist to get help if you feel like you’re going to act on those thoughts. Eating your own skin is one thing on its own, but eating your brothers skin while he’s asleep is kinda messed up lol.
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#3 fragilewrist


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Posted 27 May 2019 - 08:41 AM

if this is real you should definitely see someone about this, it's very worrying. hope you are okay.

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Posted 03 June 2019 - 12:20 AM

You need help. Please seek it. 

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Posted 03 June 2019 - 05:51 AM

my brother always talks like this and my only answer to him is silence. i hate this. even though i can be considered rasist by some people who can't think this is like no logic whatsoever.

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Posted 03 June 2019 - 06:52 AM


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#7 Marion2018


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Posted 03 June 2019 - 09:25 AM

Eating your own skin, one thing...but another person's? Yeah, I'm being fucking judgmental. But.....EWW. Creepy.

Seek professional help. Now.

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Posted 03 June 2019 - 12:15 PM

I really don't know what to say 

not gonna lie, the brother thing was pretty fucked up 

you should seek help, srsly 

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Posted 08 June 2019 - 09:37 PM

You should seek help ASAP.

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Posted 09 June 2019 - 12:30 AM

This is a bit unique, not going to lie. Though, you should definitely see a therapist or another type of mental health provider.



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Posted 09 June 2019 - 02:02 AM

you really need to see someone about this ASAP its fucked up.

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Posted 09 January 2020 - 03:08 AM

guys please stop judging and being rude to her like the "ew gross" comments are completely unnecessary, its not like she wants to do this and she's seeked help on here for support and advice, not to get pushed down. 

But yeah sweety, please talk to a therapist or someone about this as others have said, i wish you good luck!

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Posted 09 January 2020 - 03:32 AM

I am so sorry you are going through this, and I can see how much it is affecting you; how scared you are. You did the right thing asking for advice, and I am sorry that not everyone here has been kind to you here. I would recommend talking to a professional, as others have already done. Many people suffer from PICA, but it seems like this habit has been making your hurt yourself and for that I worry. I also worry that doing something like eating your brother's sunburn might make you sick, physically. I don't know what your situation is like, or if you have mental health care available, but feel free to let me know if you would like some online low/no cost resources. <3 Stay safe hun, I believe in you.

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Posted 28 September 2020 - 04:17 PM

I appreciate the openness and honesty you displayed in your post. Opening your heart and sharing such secretive thoughts needs a lot of of courage.

You had weird thoughts, but your action did more hurt you than anybody else. I hope all the hate did not scare you away from opening up.
seriously, peeling up a flake of sunburnt skin is not that big a deal. He did not even notice, right?
More concerned about your self abuse.
Wish you all the best.
Stay open and honest
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Posted 15 October 2020 - 12:14 AM

first of all, i'm so sorry that people who struggle from pica could be so judgmental of you. when did we start judging people on which disordered thoughts and behaviors were acceptable? i know that this is an old post, but i hope you've found help and been able to work through this.


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