Anybody on here not diagnosed with anything?
Posted 06 February 2021 - 05:07 PM
Posted 11 February 2021 - 03:08 PM
I started to self-diagnose myself by reading books and articles.
I've never been bigger than 180 lbs (6'0) and liked to go to the gym so no one ever suspected I had some issues with eating moderatly. I had to realize it on my own. Somehow i'm fine with it.
Posted 18 February 2021 - 10:12 AM
Posted 28 February 2021 - 08:49 AM
Posted 28 February 2021 - 10:59 AM
not diagnosed with anything and don't want to be. i'd rather no one knows and it helps me pretend sometimes that there's nothing actually wrong with me.
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Posted 04 March 2021 - 12:29 PM
never diagnosed but my eating habits are not normal
How I lost weight with a Japanese Diet and Intermittent Fasting:https://www.myproana...kg-my-ed-story/
My accountability :https://www.myproana...accountability/
Goal #1 = 39kg
Goal #2 = 35kg
Posted 06 March 2021 - 07:02 PM
21. Binge eater to bulimic to ednos pipeline.
5' 4" sw155 hw167 gw120 ugw98
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Posted 07 March 2021 - 08:18 AM
I was never diagnosed with an eating disorder but I used to be anorexic and then it turned into ednos and I'm fucking chubby again the first time since puberty.
CW:149.0 (was 150.4)
Sometimes I feel like the mirror is my only companion.
-Mirror, Mirror Off The Wall by Kjerstin Gruys, Ph.D.
Posted 07 March 2021 - 09:31 AM
never diagnosis but i was inpatient for an eating disorder and depression/ptsd
maybe 88 I have to see when I get there
Posted 10 March 2021 - 12:33 PM
GW 2: 95lb
Posted 20 March 2021 - 05:10 AM
never been diagnosed, but I suspect it would be EDNOS/OFSED because my disordered eating patterns change so much from one week to the next. some weeks I restrict or C/S or over-exercise or hyper-focus on eating only healthy clean foods, some weeks I b/p, some I fast, occasionally it kind of goes back to normal/high-restriction for a short while. it feels like i have some of the compulsions of every eating disorder, but the end goal is always to control my calorie-intake in one way or another.
i did speak to a therapist once and quickly realised that I am not ready to go back to normal eating patterns if it meant staying at my current weight. i think getting diagnosed just means that people will try and stop me, and i can't stop. not yet.
CW 94.2kg 08/03/21 BMI 31.6 (Obese)
LW 77.9kg 10/05/20 BMI 26 (Overweight)
UGW 55kg BMI 18.3 (Slightly Underweight)
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Posted 20 March 2021 - 05:57 AM
Diagnosed but with the wrong ED. When I received my diagnosis 15 years ago, EDNOS wasn't really considered so they lumped me into the Bulimia category. I dont B/P anymore, and I've always been more someone to restrict and obsessively exercise. I have a very similar feeling about my ED as you.
I am also a healthy BMI and feel like I don't deserve treatment because there are so many others that are in much worse shape. My damn body is too resilient to my abuse.
I hope you stay safe and mostly healthy.
Height: 5 foot 4
Current Weight: 115 pounds
Highest Weight: 140 pounds
Lowest Weight: 105 pounds
Goal Weight 1: 115 pounds
Goal Weight 2: 110 pounds
UGW: 104 pounds
Posted 22 March 2021 - 05:53 AM
So no, never been diagnosed, but I have had binging and restricting habits my whole life, even in elementary school. It has just gotten worse and worse as I have gotten older, with more time spent restricting, less time binging. I think it has gotten worse largely because I am just more disciplined, my life is objectively better than it was when I was teenager/young adult. Now I’m almost 30 and life is pretty good, and I absolutely torture myself. It’s nonsense I know it, but no diagnoses so I guess I’m fine!
Posted 22 March 2021 - 07:44 AM
No ED diagnosis but I do have: Bipolar Type 2 and ADHD Combined Type Dx
Posted 24 March 2021 - 02:16 AM
Posted 24 March 2021 - 05:36 AM
My GP diagnosed me, I'm not sure if that counts. He just said "you have anorexia". But that was about a year ago and my weight and behaviors have changed.
Posted 24 March 2021 - 08:03 AM
I'm on Levothyroxine, and therefore go to medical checkups monthly. I had a talk with my nurse, who told me that I show big signs of having an eating disorder and most likely do, but then said that she wasn't qualified to make a diagnosis like that. She referenced me to a professional. Went to the clinic 4 times, never had the courage to open the door. Still waiting.
Posted 30 April 2021 - 06:13 PM
Posted 17 May 2021 - 04:12 PM
went to my gp and i told him that i needed help for depression + social anxiety. he didn't really explicitly diagnose me with anything, just kinda agreed with my own statements? if that counts as a diagnosis?
he still got me therapy sessions, which was nice. i actually quite liked my therapist (her ideas were kinda useless...like meditation? really?) but just being able to talk freely about some of my issues and being acknowledged instead of dismissed helped me a lot. i never gave her any hints of an ed though, and since quite a significant part of my insecurities come from body image, i'm probably gonna be stuck being a sad anxious bitch forever.
i also went to a 'natural practitioner' cause my mom's a bit of a health-natural-essential-oils person. she made me fill in a weekly diet chart so she could adjust my diet to 'fix' my mental issues. long story short, she asked me to elaborate on my yoghurt bowls...and me being stupid, i told her that i always use 200g of yoghurt. which is sooo specific, she immediately got super sus at me and asked "do you weigh it out? do you always weigh your food?"
i just told her that i'm really bad at eyeballing things and i'm a bit ocd when it comes to 'perfecting the ratios' in certain meals. which is an excuse i use often lol. especially when it comes to small things like coffee, smoothies, yoghurt bowls....i just tell people "i found the perfect ratio of how much oat milk to use with how much coffee and etc" and they never question it (beyond thinking im a bit weird...but everyone has weird quirks like this, so it's not a big deal).
sorry... kinda went super off topic on this one, but insomnia is keeping me up and i really need a distraction right now.
[ hw 65.8 | cw 58.20 | lw 54.2 | gw 46 ]
[ bmi: 21.10 ]
[ last update: 20/05/2021 ]
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