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My Journey - 196lbs to 105lbs - (WITH PHOTOS)


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#121 onemoreat

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Posted 05 July 2020 - 06:45 PM

I was an extremely overweight child, ever since I can remember I used food for comfort and that stayed with me until I was around 18 years old. At 18 something snapped inside of me and I started skipping meals, of course I lost weight, I loved the buzz but it was never ever enough. I continued and started restricting heavily, everything I did eat would be purged. I dropped weight drastically but it’s fucked me up for life. Since being 18 I have had severely disordered eating habits which control my life. I sometimes wonder how life would be for me if I’d never lost the weight.

Anyway I’m creating this thread because I cannot believe how different I look. I’ve never really noticed it before but I was looking through old photos and HOLY SHIT. Even my face looks like a totally different person. Here goes ...


BEFORE

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MY HEAVIEST

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AFTER

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You totally reinvented yourself. I’m blown away. Amazing effort!!!!!!!!!


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#122 jaybeeno

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Posted 22 July 2020 - 05:17 PM

i love the first picture



#123 I'mSoDone

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Posted 27 July 2020 - 08:43 AM

You're drop dead gorgeous like a damn model.
My current weight is very similar to your starting weight, and I'm 5'1, so you're goals rn. I hope I can avoid loose skin like you did.
I wish you all the health in the world.
Also congratulations on the birth of your child!

"Why can't you just let me eat my weight in glee?" 

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"Some days I feel skinnier then all the other days, 

Sometimes I can't tell if my body belongs to me.."

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"Fire spreading all around my room, my world's so bright. It's hard to breathe, but that's alright."

 


#124 hippie_bones

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Posted 28 July 2020 - 05:14 PM

Amazing job!!! Your nose is perfect. Ugh

CW: 🐽

BMI: 21🤮

GW1:105

UGW:100 🔮

UBMI: 18.9💎

LW:95 🖤

 

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#125 GeorgiaF

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Posted 30 July 2020 - 06:04 AM

Holy fuck you are drop dead gorgeous! I know everyone else said this but had to chime in cause...wow girl! May I ask how long your working out for etc and what your diet looks like now? You’re amazing 



#126 AndyLeeCPC

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Posted 03 September 2020 - 06:38 PM

you look amazing!
Starting Weight: 194.7 lbs Goal Weight: 125 lbs.

#127 Cupsoftea123

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Posted 06 September 2020 - 01:34 AM

Wow you are so inspiring!! My SW was 210lbs and I'm currently at 161lbs....so far to go

#128 arcanemath

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Posted 08 September 2020 - 04:09 AM

You look so elegant! Congrats!

#129 offgrid

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Posted 11 September 2020 - 11:38 PM

You're beautiful! Amazing progress, this is so inspiring coming from someone who also has dealt with being overweight their whole life! Congrats!! 



#130 Cerina

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Posted 21 September 2020 - 12:46 PM

you're so gorgeous oh my gosh


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#131 Aequ

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Posted 28 September 2020 - 01:40 PM

damn that 5th picture  :wub:


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#132 pickles312

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Posted 03 October 2020 - 09:36 AM

I’m so happy to hear that your are eating once a day and not purging but manage to maintain! That’s progress! And you look great!

#133 young_wurdsmith

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Posted 15 October 2020 - 11:09 AM

Queeeeen!!!!!! This is amazing! You have obvi always been gorgeous but the angles in your face now are fucking STUNNING. Congrats and stay safe!
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#134 jenasmiles

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Posted 15 October 2020 - 02:31 PM

Wow you look great!

155, 154, 153, 152, 151, 150, 149, 148, 147, 146, 145, 144, 143, 142, 141, 140, 139, 138, 137, 136, 135, 134, 133, 132, 131, 130, 129, 128, 127, 126, 125, 124, 123, 122, 121, 120, 119, 118, 117, 116, 115, 114, 113, 112, 111, 110   :wub: 

 

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CW: 132.0lbs

LW: 102lbs


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Posted 16 October 2020 - 01:05 AM

You look amazing. Super inspirational.
 
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weight goals
 
55kg (21.8 bmi) 53kg (21.0 bmi) 52kg (20.6 bmi) 50kg (19.8 bmi) 48kg (19.0 bmi) 46kg (18.2 bmi) 44kg (17.4 bmi)

ugw: 42kg (16.6 bmi)




 

#136 ᴠᴇʀɪsɪᴍɪʟɪᴛᴜᴅᴇ

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Posted 23 October 2020 - 10:15 PM

My jaw is on the FLOOR. You’re such a smoke show what the helllll omg. Your sw and cw are my start and my goal (respectively), this is so inspiring. I hope you’re doing well these days and maintaining if that’s your goal!

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#137 SweetAFpeach

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Posted 10 November 2020 - 03:19 AM

Wooow!! I was at your SW literally a year ago and now I'm close to your CW due to dealing with similar issues!!
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Posted 29 November 2020 - 11:30 PM

Yeah, wow you look like a completely different person. I wouldn't have even recognized you. You're so tiny and cute!

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#139 Chelle.C-132

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Posted 22 December 2020 - 09:27 AM

I'm sorry it never ever feels like it's enough, or your head never let's it be enough.

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Posted 02 January 2021 - 11:41 PM

WOWWWW so inspiring you look so amazing good job!


--2021 WEIGHT LOG--

JAN: 220

FEB:

 

 

 

UGW: 105 pounds (haven't been in 10 years...)



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