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#3081 Orio

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Posted 12 January 2022 - 05:10 AM

"Mrs Orio, you really lost some weight..." - concerning look


HW: 69 kgs - 152 lbs

after I tried recovery with the help of medication, and I really, really tried

 

LW 1: 38 kgs - 84 lbs

as a minor

 

LW 2: 42 kgs - 92 lbs

as an adult

 

Height: 166 cm - 5.4 feet

 

 

 

 

 


#3082 iwasneverhere01

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Posted 12 January 2022 - 04:39 PM

many things today

 

my strangely passionate motivation to fast after a small binge 3 days ago is making me more motivated

 

realizing that when i check my weight again im gonna be updating it on mpa, in the signature, the number i'll never be able to avoid while im on here.

 

seeing my best friend. i am close to her bmi 18.9, if the info adds up. i wanna get there and lower

 

and finally, seeing a lot of fat legs today lol


"i don't have to eat this right now, i can eat it later"

 

height: 5'1 (155), age:18                               

 

hw: 130 (59)         bmi   24.6

lw: 102.6 (46.5)    bmi   19.2

 

cw: 105               bmi    19.8 

 

gw: 103 (46.7)     bmi    19.5

 

ugw: 90 (40.8)      bmi    17

 

 

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#3083 Oneofthefish12

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Posted 12 January 2022 - 04:46 PM

Went to the doctor and they said I was thin, even though I'm not uw. Definitely motivates me to be thinner because it just doesn't sound right to me. I dont feel thin. Why does it not feel enough until it's real low.

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Posted 12 January 2022 - 05:59 PM

my boyfriend was scouted to be a model (where he'll be around models whose bmis are wayyyy lower than mine obv)

to add to that ive been scouted to model twice already and both times as a plus size model at a bmi of 20-21

mega motivated to be underweight now 


| 19 | 165 cm

HW - 140 lbs  |SW - 130 lbs

CW - 122 lbs 

GW 1 - 120 lbs

GW 2 - 110 lbs

UGW - 100

 

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#3085 skinnybbygirl

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Posted 14 January 2022 - 09:37 PM

my bf told me he's not physically attracted to me anymore bc I gained weight, and that he's willing to wait til I'm skinny again.
I'm gonna get even skinnier than before. I have to

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#3086 iwasneverhere01

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Posted 14 January 2022 - 09:56 PM

seeing the 16 bmi pics thread, thats what i want, and it can happen now


"i don't have to eat this right now, i can eat it later"

 

height: 5'1 (155), age:18                               

 

hw: 130 (59)         bmi   24.6

lw: 102.6 (46.5)    bmi   19.2

 

cw: 105               bmi    19.8 

 

gw: 103 (46.7)     bmi    19.5

 

ugw: 90 (40.8)      bmi    17

 

 

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#3087 Caffeinated Penguin

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Posted 14 January 2022 - 10:42 PM

My thighs touching as I walk. Most of my weight seems to be in my thighs. Even at my LW when I was underweight my thighs still kissed. I hate it though. I wanna get rid of that feeling entirely
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#3088 beAbody

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Posted 14 January 2022 - 10:44 PM

just heard that when my great aunt was going through a bad phase with her diabetes she was 83lbs at 5"0 when she was hospitalized, now she's better and gaining weight, shes  100lbs now, but still triggering I hate to say it bc I feel bad shes struggling with her health 



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Posted 14 January 2022 - 11:07 PM

My dad thinks I'm in recovery and keeps encouraging me to go for walks with him. He has only ever done this when he thinks I'm too big. He's inadvertently helping me lose weight.
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Posted 15 January 2022 - 12:22 AM

Boyfriend smiles at girls on TV and wants nothing to do with me...

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Posted 15 January 2022 - 01:31 AM

Weighed myself for the first time in months after a binge and ristrict period. 132 pounds 😬 I’ve been ristricting for 7 days 400-500 cal now with one binge in between but I’m fully sticking to restricting until I go down to at least 125-120. For context I’m 5’6, 18 and a guy (despite the name I just thought it sounded cool). I regret checking the scale but I’m also glad for the extra motivation; I needed it. Almost gave into binging today too but distracted myself
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#3092 Orio

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Posted 15 January 2022 - 03:15 AM

Getting undressed in front of the mirror in the bathroom upstairs - visible bones, and I am still BMI 20, I hate to be large framed. (and cannot wait to get to my comfortable BMI 17/weight with 47 kgs)


HW: 69 kgs - 152 lbs

after I tried recovery with the help of medication, and I really, really tried

 

LW 1: 38 kgs - 84 lbs

as a minor

 

LW 2: 42 kgs - 92 lbs

as an adult

 

Height: 166 cm - 5.4 feet

 

 

 

 

 


#3093 tiredandempty

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Posted 15 January 2022 - 02:46 PM

lost weight despite eating A LOT of chocolate, was going to eat more again but since I actually dropped I'm not sure anymore


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Posted 15 January 2022 - 04:56 PM

My sister's fiance said I looked sooo much better and he's glad I'm doing well and eating again. I ate 1 cookie. ONE. He then gave me 10 lbs worth of home made Christmas cookies and lots of chocolate and gummy candy and other sweets because I'm doing so well in"recovery" despite still being BMI under 13 but okay I guess I look healthy now lmao?!?! I'm definitely gonna BP that shit like nothing else lmao feeling a bit bad about it tbh but whatever I'm broke and starving soooo

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Posted 15 January 2022 - 08:16 PM

bf saw that myfitnesspal said 632 cals and congratulated me and told me to keep it up
he also had me weigh myself in front of him and congratulated me for losing weight

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#3096 wewillbethinsoon

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Posted 15 January 2022 - 09:27 PM

i lost 2.2kg overnight from a massive walk i did last night while on acid. my ankles and knees ache but i’m so newly determined to lose again after so long.

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Posted 16 January 2022 - 03:54 AM

Brother asked me this :')

What does it MEAN. does he think I'm fat or is he just relieved he doesn't need to spend money on me or WHAT.. it triggered me a lot

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#3098 Elaine ❤️

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Posted 16 January 2022 - 04:52 AM

My bf told me I've lost weight and was grabbing my waist saying it was tiny after we had s*x this morning




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