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What triggered/ motivated you extra today?


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#41 treenymph8

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Posted 23 September 2019 - 09:46 AM

I'm down to a new low weight! I'm only 1.4 pounds away from underweight. I also can't eat on campus which I am at all day today so that's wonderful motivation


Awesome! I have the same mindset - I just want to be underweight!


I haven’t weighed myself in a few days and I’ve been sick so I haven’t eaten much the last few days. It almost feels motivating? I haven’t seen the numbers yet though. Fingers crossed! Going to weight myself in 2 hours. (Weird I know)
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#42 iWillBeHappyOnceThin

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Posted 23 September 2019 - 10:23 AM

I gained  :angry:


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Posted 23 September 2019 - 12:03 PM

Being in a dance class today and seeing all those skinny girls next to me
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Posted 23 September 2019 - 12:32 PM

Gained back all the weight I recently lost
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Posted 23 September 2019 - 03:06 PM

I went to the grocery store to get lacroix and a man walking out of the store said “they’re outta food”....
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Posted 23 September 2019 - 06:57 PM

i saw some of my classmates at the gym today and i was really motivated to run harder with them "watching" me they definitely weren't focused on me LOL.


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she/her

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Posted 23 September 2019 - 07:28 PM

Noticing that my hunger is going away = triggered af
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Posted 23 September 2019 - 07:52 PM

Not 'triggered'(I associate negative feelings with it), but motivated!

I just bought a scale and I weighed myself today and I'm super close to my GW1(=108, CW is 108.7)! Seeing results is super motivating.

Also I managed to stay well under my calorie goal for today.
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Posted 23 September 2019 - 07:56 PM

mom telling me im gonna gain all my weight back from eating a granola bar


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#50 the_grungequeen_of_ana

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Posted 23 September 2019 - 08:37 PM

That 1 cup of pasta has 300 cals and that i used to eat pasta all the fuckin time. So gross! 😝 No wonder I'm fat.
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Posted 23 September 2019 - 09:40 PM

Seeing the person I was in love with post about their thin partner. I was literally on the edge of ordering Mexican food and it completely killed my appetite.
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#52 greentea170

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Posted 23 September 2019 - 09:41 PM

Finding out the work I fucking worked so hard on is shit and that I may fail my PhD.

Don’t deserve to eat

I suppose if I end up failing atleast I’ll be thin


Oh no, so sorry to hear about your research. That’s so stressful. I hope you can find a way to use some of the data at least!
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#53 Agb1997

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Posted 23 September 2019 - 10:55 PM

I haven’t bought the new school uniform, and today i asked a friend that I’ve always considered skinny if i could try on hers to get an idea of what size to order and her size was huge on me but she is skinny and im not idk if it’s my body dismorphia or I’m really huge aa
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#54 dizzyseeingstars

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Posted 24 September 2019 - 09:44 AM

The scale 😭
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#55 honeylbs

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Posted 24 September 2019 - 12:13 PM

this girl was eating a sandwich and the guy was like, “you’re gonna eat the whole thing? she (me) eats like a TENTH of that!” and idk i just felt validated
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Posted 24 September 2019 - 12:15 PM

“well you’re in an OK condition, that’s true” - my nurse


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Finally back from the hospital and idk just trying never to have to go in there again

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Posted 24 September 2019 - 04:19 PM

I lost weight this morning and I have one more pound until I can say that I lost all of the refeeding weight from treatment.
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Posted 24 September 2019 - 04:23 PM

Just thinking about having to see people constantly when uni starts...

 

*Existential dread intensifies*


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Height: 169 cm - 5'7


Lowest weight: 49.0 kg - 108 lbs - BMI: 17.2

 

Highest weight: 70 kg - 154 lbs - BMI: 24.5

 

Current weight: 54.4 kg - 120 lbs - BMI: 19

 

Goal weight: 52.0 kg - 115 lbs - BMI 18.2

 

Goal weight: 50.0 kg - 110 lbs - BMI: 17.5

 

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#59 borderlinee

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Posted 24 September 2019 - 04:26 PM

i stepped on the scale and it said i had maintained then stepped on it again after 3 hours and it said i had gained 3 lbs which lead to me freaking out and stress eating 2 veggie burgers


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Posted 24 September 2019 - 04:26 PM

seeing my bat wings in photos of me


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