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#141 taeyong’s bestie

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Posted 22 August 2020 - 07:25 AM

800 cal day: (complete)
- sausage patties: 150
- yoplait vanilla mini: 100
- evos: 400
total: 650

8:25 am: made my morning tea, havent eaten yet

3:23 pm: okay im eating at evos, this is probably gonna be my dinner just to be safe bye

9:36 pm: im making a friend at work and ive never met someone that i could get along with so well and be myself almost instantly like this, im elated LMFAO. also im dying to go down to 100 cals per day but i dont want to pass out from low blood sugar at work so im like mapping out my work days and trying to plan a diet... im gonna make one of those edits with the daily cal intake for the week
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Posted 23 August 2020 - 01:25 PM

400 cal day:
- vanilla yoplait: 100 cals
- chicken: 110
- rice: 185
total: 395

going to work, short shift so im not eating anything else yet


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Posted 24 August 2020 - 08:33 PM

600 cal day:
- chicken, rice, broccoli: 542
total:
542


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Posted 25 August 2020 - 08:21 AM

400 cal day:
- strawberries: 50
- blueberries: 84
- yogurt: 100
- salad: 145
total:
379


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Posted 26 August 2020 - 07:20 PM

800 cal:
- grapes: 62 cal
- chicken: 150
- asparagus: 45
- quinoa: 222
- cookies: 300
total: 779

i woke up and my phone was on the ground, picked it up and BAM the screen was broken. got it repaired and OMFG now my fucking screen isnt working, it takes 5 years to type a sentence because the keyboard lags i paid 111 dollars 4 this shit... i hate companies


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Posted 27 August 2020 - 11:50 AM

400 cal day:
- chicken and rice: 368

i have today off thank god so ima try and fast most of the day!


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Posted 28 August 2020 - 11:08 AM

600 cal day:
- piece of grapefruit: 15
- chicken and salad: 530
total:
545

I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TODAY AND I HAVE SO MUCH SCHOOLWORK TO DONWICOWKDWOJFOWDKWOKFWI ITS FINE THO LOL CAUSE IM HAPPYHAOGPRBAHWP IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY CAUSE IDEK LMFAO BYE


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Posted 29 August 2020 - 11:11 AM

400 cal day:
nothing yet
fasting

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Posted 30 August 2020 - 12:09 PM

800 cal day:
- yogurt and granola: 200
- chicken and fries: 500
- tea: 70
total:
770

bro i havent taken a shit all day and i really want to so i can weigh myself, ima go drink some green tea brb


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Posted 31 August 2020 - 04:29 AM

I love your accountability, it is so simple but still your personality shows through! You'll slay this "second round" for sure after being away for a while. I'll definitely lurk lol ( ՞ਊ ՞)
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Posted 31 August 2020 - 05:58 PM

I love your accountability, it is so simple but still your personality shows through! You'll slay this "second round" for sure after being away for a while. I'll definitely lurk lol ( ՞ਊ ՞)


OMG thank you it means a lot to me LOL! if you have/ever start a thread let me know i’d love to follow along. youre so sweet, thank you again!


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Posted 31 August 2020 - 06:01 PM

400 cal day:
- yogurt and granola AGAIN : 200


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Posted 31 August 2020 - 10:12 PM

Aaaa, you are so sweet I definitely plan making accountability. I think if I force myself to show my terrible eating habits for public I will be very motivated to change things......

Plus yoghurt and granola is so goooood
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Posted 03 September 2020 - 12:27 PM

400 cal day:

IM BACK, i fasted for 3 days, today im gonna check my weight after work


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Posted 03 September 2020 - 09:02 PM

400 cal day:
IM BACK, i fasted for 3 days, today im gonna check my weight after work
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Woah, good job on your fast! :)
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Posted 16 September 2020 - 02:41 PM

im back wow i literally almost swung into full on binge mode because the past few days have been slowly leading up to that, my mom bought those pizza roll thingys and i was about to eat like 3 million of them but i stopped myself after 12 () and quickly downed some diet coke so i wouldnt lose control... luckily i just have some water weight so im restricting now, the past week has been a blur of a huge appetite and almost constant eating, i hate when this happens but im GOOD IM GOOD NOW i just gotta stay strong


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Posted 17 September 2020 - 02:39 PM

400 cal day:
- yogurt: 100
- chicken sandwich: 400
total: 500

omfg im at work and my crush was bagging for me and hes kinda like quiet and sarcastic so im like super intimidated and i look ugly as shit and im on break hiding in the bathroom about to fucking cry because of how awkward i was acting while talking to him??? like omfg im so fucking stupid i looked so dumb he has this cool, calm collected personality and i was like tripping over my words and i would say a joke to the customer and NO ONE said anything and wow this is a long ass run on sentence but omfg im just dying like i cant believe it im gonna protect myself and shut off completely so i dont risk looking even more foolish im just gonna pretend hes some random guy i hate my life i havent been in a situation like this since middle school LMFAO when i got in the bathroom i looked in the mirror to see how i looked in front of him and my hair was SOOOO frizzy like oh my god hes probably so repulsed bye im done


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Posted 18 September 2020 - 11:57 AM

600 cal day:
- yogurt and granola: 200

im so sad and angry i just want to eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat in a private space outside where no one can see me but luckily theres people all around me so i cant


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Posted 25 September 2020 - 05:26 PM

okay fuck this i went back to binging and purging okay what can i do but try again, i aint losing hope yet


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Posted 26 September 2020 - 12:38 PM

400 cal day:
-yogurt and granola: 200
total: 200

i aint fuckin around today LOL
update: yk how they say those who know about ur ed say the most triggering stuff LOL my mom was like “i havent eaten ANYTHING today ” and then saw me eating the yogurt and said “is that your dinner...? ” and idk just something about the way parents say that kind of shit ugh

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