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#61 FerociousLady

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Posted 14 March 2020 - 03:59 PM

I wanted to reveal my pregnancy at my dance class I was supposed to teach today. Had my "baby loading" shirt underneath. Wanted to reveal it to a special sound effect. Studio closed reharding Corona 5 mins before my class started. I'm soooo angry. I understand safety. But why let all the ppl come to the studio and not announce straight in the morning.

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Would you be able to email the class? Maybe do like a “Sorry class is cancel due to COVD-19 but I have some Good News...”
Or is it something you would rather tell the class face-to-face (I can understand that)
Hopefully everything will calm down soon and you can have your class again


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#62 Sunnygirl86

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Posted 15 March 2020 - 11:37 AM

Would you be able to email the class? Maybe do like a “Sorry class is cancel due to COVD-19 but I have some Good News...”
Or is it something you would rather tell the class face-to-face (I can understand that)
Hopefully everything will calm down soon and you can have your class again


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Actually I plan it for the re-opening class. Face to face would be so important for me. Hopefully they open earlier than planned. Currently 25 April is planned

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HW: 78 kg

75kg / 72 kg70 / kg

68 kg /  67 kg / 66 kg / 65 kg / 64 kg / 63 kg / 62kg / 61 / 60 / 57,5

Pre-Preggo : 56kg (Jan 2020)

BMI: 18.4

LW: 52

Weigh-in paused due to pregnancy till 18th Sep 2020

 

GW (After pregnancy): 55

 

 

 

 


#63 Sunnygirl86

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Posted 22 March 2020 - 04:01 AM

Haven't written for a long time. These days aren't going well.

This Homeoffice Corona thing ruined all my piecfulness at home.

Hubby is watching me like an eagle and forcefeeding me nonstop. Meanwhile we argue 24x7.

Everything was so pieceful and lovely before, when we only saw us after work. My pregnancy was happy and relaxed and easy before. I ate my healthy fruits, yogurt, chicken soup, shirataki dishes, cloudbread, vegan carrot cake bars.... Hey... I ate OK? I didn't fast.

But for him healthy food = 0 cal. For im an apple has 0 cal and a banana too. He has nooooo clue.

So he force feeds me the worst meals like pastas and burgers.

I binged big time yesterday on everything I could find after hubby forced me a huge gnocchi meal. Unhealthy meals like this trigger something in me. It's like giving a junky Heroin. I just can't have pasta. I binged all evening on chocolate, nuts, cloudbread with pesto and honey, Non-alc beer. And hubby couldn't stop commenting instead of just letting me eat. I was clearly upset about losing control and he kept on mentioning that.

It's OK. The binge happened. I don't even beat myself up too much. But why the fuck does he need to sit and moderate the whole binge?

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HW: 78 kg

75kg / 72 kg70 / kg

68 kg /  67 kg / 66 kg / 65 kg / 64 kg / 63 kg / 62kg / 61 / 60 / 57,5

Pre-Preggo : 56kg (Jan 2020)

BMI: 18.4

LW: 52

Weigh-in paused due to pregnancy till 18th Sep 2020

 

GW (After pregnancy): 55

 

 

 

 


#64 Icewatersoup

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Posted 31 March 2020 - 10:13 PM

I'm 6 and half weeks right now.
Ive been trying really hard to give up my Ed behaviours and eat whatever without counting as someone with an-r that is so hard but the only way. I have been trying to get help for a year now but there's no options. So the other way is to eat the amount I need to and try to get whatever nutrional vaule I can. I'm not used to being bloated and I'm so bloated I can't even handle it I cry probably once a day. But I've wanted to be a mom forever. After just suffering a miscarrage which everyone blamed on my weight and me not eating enough but it was non viable from the start, and I was very sick the whole time. I really want to get this baby to the world and worry about my body later I'm terrifed I'll end up my highest forever after...

It is comforting to see someone else going through some of this I'm proud of you and will keep checking in. I don't use MPa anymore I stopped years ago. But support is limited right now. And I feel alone af.


You got this girl.


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#65 back_to_skinny

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Posted 01 April 2020 - 12:33 AM

How are things going? Have you already made up with your husband and has some peace returned?


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Height 168 cm - 5'6 / CW (trying to maintain at the moment): 50,4 kg = 111 lbs = BMI 17.9 (12th August 2020)


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#66 Sunnygirl86

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Posted 03 April 2020 - 07:25 AM

How are things going? Have you already made up with your husband and has some peace returned?

Thx I'm good. Yes indeed some piece returned back. Took a while but hubby calmed down. Thank good. He takes things easier meanwhile. We had some rough weeks.

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HW: 78 kg

75kg / 72 kg70 / kg

68 kg /  67 kg / 66 kg / 65 kg / 64 kg / 63 kg / 62kg / 61 / 60 / 57,5

Pre-Preggo : 56kg (Jan 2020)

BMI: 18.4

LW: 52

Weigh-in paused due to pregnancy till 18th Sep 2020

 

GW (After pregnancy): 55

 

 

 

 


#67 Sunnygirl86

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Posted 03 April 2020 - 07:26 AM

It's gonna be a boy. I need to let this sit for a while I guess.

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 Germany, 174cm

 

HW: 78 kg

75kg / 72 kg70 / kg

68 kg /  67 kg / 66 kg / 65 kg / 64 kg / 63 kg / 62kg / 61 / 60 / 57,5

Pre-Preggo : 56kg (Jan 2020)

BMI: 18.4

LW: 52

Weigh-in paused due to pregnancy till 18th Sep 2020

 

GW (After pregnancy): 55

 

 

 

 


#68 Lydia.rad

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Posted 03 April 2020 - 12:24 PM

It's gonna be a boy. I need to let this sit for a while I guess.

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Congratulations


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Posted 04 April 2020 - 04:33 AM

It's gonna be a boy. I need to let this sit for a while I guess.

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Congratulations! You’re doing great. Don’t let the haters get you down. I believe in you <3


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Stats:

CW: 80

HW: 84 kg

LW: 62 kg

GW1: 75 kg

GW2: 70 kg

GW3: 68 kg

GW4: 65 kg

GW5: 62 kg

GW6: 60 kg

UGW: 57 kg

 

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#70 Sunnygirl86

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Posted 04 April 2020 - 06:44 AM

Congratulations


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Thx hun

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HW: 78 kg

75kg / 72 kg70 / kg

68 kg /  67 kg / 66 kg / 65 kg / 64 kg / 63 kg / 62kg / 61 / 60 / 57,5

Pre-Preggo : 56kg (Jan 2020)

BMI: 18.4

LW: 52

Weigh-in paused due to pregnancy till 18th Sep 2020

 

GW (After pregnancy): 55

 

 

 

 


#71 Sunnygirl86

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Posted 04 April 2020 - 06:44 AM

Congratulations! You’re doing great. Don’t let the haters get you down. I believe in you <3


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Thx hun. That's very kind and true

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 Germany, 174cm

 

HW: 78 kg

75kg / 72 kg70 / kg

68 kg /  67 kg / 66 kg / 65 kg / 64 kg / 63 kg / 62kg / 61 / 60 / 57,5

Pre-Preggo : 56kg (Jan 2020)

BMI: 18.4

LW: 52

Weigh-in paused due to pregnancy till 18th Sep 2020

 

GW (After pregnancy): 55

 

 

 

 


#72 ChicchiDancer92

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 08:30 AM

You’re very inspirational. I am 11 week pregnant and find it really hard to cope with weight gain, eating in order to keep baby safe, then resisting to cravings and baby bump growing. I was relapsing from my ed in the last year but my weight was over what I wanted it to be. With pregnancy and corona lock down i went back to restriction but I have not had many results right now. Had some problems with my husband too due to lock down. I really need to be strong and eat what needed to feed the baby.


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#73 caramelancholy

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Posted 14 June 2020 - 08:59 AM

Bump!


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 Ain't no new news

'bout who's been abused
For the blues is as old
As my stolen soul
I sang the blues when the missionaries came
Passing out Bibles in Jesus' name
I sang the blue in hull of the ship
Beneath the sting of the slavemaster's whip
I sang the blues when the ship anchored
The dock


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