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#41 boolimeeyer

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Posted 03 February 2020 - 10:00 PM

Yayy Salamander you’re here too! hope you’ve been doing ok xx
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Posted 03 February 2020 - 10:53 PM

Oooh part 4. I've just been dumping pics and running lately, I need to actually catch up. I'm unreasonably excited to post in the new thread haha.

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Posted 03 February 2020 - 11:04 PM

Hello 👋 Just thought I would share today’s binge 😃 I purge by exercising, so I hope it’s ok to post here.

Started the day off with A triple decker sandwich 🥪 (unpictured mayo for dipping)
Homemade potato bacon soup, garnished with sour cream & bacon 🥓 🥔
The bacon wasn’t the greatest, so I took it out- just don’t like bacon, but love potato soup from this place!
Krispy Kreme donuts and a mocha freeze 🍩 these are worth the hour drive 😍

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Posted 04 February 2020 - 06:48 AM

Those ramen and mini muffins were fucking bomb and super easy to purge I fucking love it

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Posted 04 February 2020 - 09:14 AM

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Posted 04 February 2020 - 02:47 PM

Afternoon binge! I swear I’m just camping on this site lmao d9d5fb8b295d8ecd8b552d61452cbcb9.jpge9bad91f5de899097f23d79a33cc442e.jpg09e7ef5bce92b18ae6e7459ad30e42fc.jpgd69064795f52f8c2545da5edb8c48de3.jpg entire strawberry trifle aka 880kcal I don’t know if I should be horrified or.. af26264de9b0fa75290b95b030d712ee.jpga8b5327a09763d98b9bd911a4f61f45c.jpg entire box of crunchy nut oops so good e1ce38df33a4460efbbe7d671e6725b8.jpg
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Posted 04 February 2020 - 04:49 PM

so yeah here is the thing

 

i'm gonna start taking wellbutrin (bupropion) in a few weeks while i'm visiting my fam in sweden, so i won't be able to do the whole b/p thing because it could potentially kill me and my fear of death is greater than my love for food... sooo might as well binge while i can, right?

 

rösti (kinda like hash browns) with gravy

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rosemary crisps, very tasty

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zuckerkuche aka a sugary, buttery cake made from a yeasted dough. came from this bakery chain. it was pretty good, but nowhere near as good as the OG.

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almond croissant

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twix white

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buttery, flaky bun thing with butter/strawberry jam and butter/nutella. i gotta tell you, soft salted butter and nutella is a heavenly combo.

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Posted 04 February 2020 - 06:56 PM

Lets not even pretend we’re surprised I’m back again 0c98b8306170219f078a31a5c9eb8b08.jpgee46ab07297dbd6f444514dcb35ad199.jpg bread so good it needs 4 pictures to show how fluffy it was omg good gosh. 840e263406db6656e0e953d4851b5686.jpga90ad6ca212d56b6c3c8bcd49887b3f8.jpgf354da60b4f6cceda6d1d4aba24728da.jpg9f1c3f6b17a3323a2fb808f2dfa53a4b.jpg Bannoffee pie & other assorted breads b2b04c8f1594b183a6ac14bd6ca37841.jpg26b03a5b203fb530be9d2afdc335c1a0.jpg krispy kreme donut! f971245ef773aef194aecd53ac6070b6.jpg waffle w butter & sugar! b8a979d39798c32a20d4d14296f8bc90.jpg
it’s literally so stupid it’s 12.30am and I should just go to sleep & I had q a good purge so I feel another binge coming on so I can ..practise purging & level up my purging skills..? wtf. I’m also gaining weight so this is ridiculous and makes no sense
rip I missed 2 lectures to BP for the whole day today what is life.
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Posted 04 February 2020 - 08:58 PM

might fuck around and actually contribute to the thread this time instead of just lurking

 

your username is my exact reaction LMAO


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Posted 04 February 2020 - 09:26 PM

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Cheeseburger mac

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Posted 04 February 2020 - 09:53 PM

Maybe I should play a game of “how long can boo stay off this fckin thread because I’ve literally been eating and puking nonstop for the last 14 hours and I hate myself” ca7cd1d7aa4041477e525b3697a67763.jpg9e055e8e3ac358aa5ddb2a5e11cfbb98.jpgeec1117432347ab7606ce8a02299fd81.jpg322991b01c0cce83048616d085f2674c.jpgd61a7a17bbdab57b40106ba4f22081c1.jpg3336b63b183756bba74864ee7326339a.jpg

lmao just for kicks I tallied today’s binges on MFP 4d4b000dd5418d4dc20f0984dc82e748.jpg ..and I wonder why I’m getting fatter..
If I kept everything down that’s literally a 1.65kg surplus. Oof. If I kept 25% down it’s ~0.4-0.5kg of actual weight gain which is still an oof I need to stop fckin bingeing.
Also I hoNESTLY think I could do the 10,000 calorie challenge bc today’s intake also included high volume foods like a kilo of mushrooms and nearly a kilo of tomatoes and also prawns & seafood.
Who’s up for a 10,000kcal challenge (& casually ignoring the puking after)?
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Posted 05 February 2020 - 12:26 AM

Maybe I should play a game of “how long can boo stay off this fckin thread because I’ve literally been eating and puking nonstop for the last 14 hours and I hate myself”

Also I hoNESTLY think I could do the 10,000 calorie challenge bc today’s intake also included high volume foods like a kilo of mushrooms and nearly a kilo of tomatoes and also prawns & seafood.
Who’s up for a 10,000kcal challenge (& casually ignoring the puking after)?

That sounds like an awfully horrible time. I really hope things start to get better for you soon. Please try to take good care of yourself.

Also, yes im totally interested in any kind of food challenge with anyone who wants! I dont know if i can fit 10,000 calories in me all at once without emptying my stomach in the middle but i will be strategic and figure it out if i must. :D

Anyway here are some pictures of my not-very-interesting food from today. That blueberry clumble stuff was supposed to be a pancake but i couldnt be bothered to flip it properly because binge mode okay. And dont ask me where that piece of pineapple on the vegi burger came from, i dont even remember eating it. And it looks like theres a peice of pasta on my pbj toast. It must have come from the knife. I dont know. Im so dissociated when i b/p if you cant tell, mhmm.

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Posted 05 February 2020 - 01:28 AM

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Nachos Supreme
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Pizza Rolls
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Gordita Crunch Taco supreme
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Buffalo Chicken Fries Burrito
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Five layer burrito
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Buffalo chicken Loaded Fries
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Birthday Cake Cheesecake
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Cream Cheese Brownies

I have been binging and purging all day and I’m over it. The food was good so that was the only upside.




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Holy shit that cheesecake
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Posted 05 February 2020 - 02:46 AM

Had an interview with a Monte Nido representative today. It went alright, but it was kinda awkward casually talking about my ed to a complete stranger. I'm also stressed about seeing my GP tomorrow, so here's tonight's 2am binge lol
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Posted 05 February 2020 - 04:52 AM

so yeah here is the thing

i'm gonna start taking wellbutrin (bupropion) in a few weeks while i'm visiting my fam in sweden, so i won't be able to do the whole b/p thing because it could potentially kill me and my fear of death is greater than my love for food... sooo might as well binge while i can, right?

rösti (kinda like hash browns) with gravy
IMG-7579.jpg

rosemary crisps, very tasty
IMG-7581.jpg

zuckerkuche aka a sugary, buttery cake made from a yeasted dough. came from this bakery chain. it was pretty good, but nowhere near as good as the OG.
IMG-7582.jpg

almond croissant
IMG-7583.jpg

twix white
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buttery, flaky bun thing with butter/strawberry jam and butter/nutella. i gotta tell you, soft salted butter and nutella is a heavenly combo.
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I had these chips yesterday and omg those are so good! I like the pesto and the parmesan ones of the same brand even better

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Posted 05 February 2020 - 05:12 AM

I need to stop wasting so much money and I'm also gaining weight fml 36c53ef0393b1507f2afee764459e90c.jpgb773902f15cd399265c53a2db81f905f.jpg5984cc78f7faf2743e68dae01aebb76c.jpge6909d1d030a6a52523a1ae51b9c209d.jpga897bf2530b598df1a0e7157a53b63fc.jpg9add54e367bf7c7781b550d346057b17.jpg

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Posted 05 February 2020 - 05:14 AM

Everything tasted sooo good this binge was almost worth it d82ec2ad37c00bf75162a57426385349.jpg13b7121054257e09a8665af400b15b8f.jpg26012c7fca1dbb75858db8af6319b5d4.jpg2afc049087d23ab75aaa74ce7de68202.jpgd55811e4b00dde2d0e6129501229af76.jpg167909ee0de614402cdda27fe518d2fc.jpg

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Posted 05 February 2020 - 06:41 AM

Itsu haul. Prepped with a lucazade sport. Because somehow that will counteract the damage. 🙃🙃🙃

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Posted 05 February 2020 - 12:21 PM

Maybe I should play a game of “how long can boo stay off this fckin thread because I’ve literally been eating and puking nonstop for the last 14 hours and I hate myself” ca7cd1d7aa4041477e525b3697a67763.jpg9e055e8e3ac358aa5ddb2a5e11cfbb98.jpgeec1117432347ab7606ce8a02299fd81.jpg322991b01c0cce83048616d085f2674c.jpgd61a7a17bbdab57b40106ba4f22081c1.jpg3336b63b183756bba74864ee7326339a.jpg

lmao just for kicks I tallied today’s binges on MFP 4d4b000dd5418d4dc20f0984dc82e748.jpg ..and I wonder why I’m getting fatter..
If I kept everything down that’s literally a 1.65kg surplus. Oof. If I kept 25% down it’s ~0.4-0.5kg of actual weight gain which is still an oof I need to stop fckin bingeing.
Also I hoNESTLY think I could do the 10,000 calorie challenge bc today’s intake also included high volume foods like a kilo of mushrooms and nearly a kilo of tomatoes and also prawns & seafood.
Who’s up for a 10,000kcal challenge (& casually ignoring the puking after)?

Woah, okay bring on the challenge honey!!-says me, who purges via fasting, so my sugar tolerance is high as hell and my stomach is basically a black hole at this point...

Also, I've been a very long time lurker and I would just like to say thank you so so so much for getting me through hard times, this thread is such a safe place, I can feel like I'm not the only one struggling with this shit.


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Posted 05 February 2020 - 12:53 PM

I need to stop wasting so much money and I'm also gaining weight fml 36c53ef0393b1507f2afee764459e90c.jpgb773902f15cd399265c53a2db81f905f.jpg5984cc78f7faf2743e68dae01aebb76c.jpge6909d1d030a6a52523a1ae51b9c209d.jpga897bf2530b598df1a0e7157a53b63fc.jpg9add54e367bf7c7781b550d346057b17.jpg

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