What did you eat at your lowest weight?
Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:20 PM
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:23 PM
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Restored weight 145ish
CW: 135.2 (2/15/20)
GW1 118 GW2 99 UGW 82
Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:25 PM
Dried fruit like dates and pineapple. Once a day I would buy junk food and then purge it all immediately :/
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:36 PM
Powerade Zero. A lot of it.
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:39 PM
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:39 PM
EVERYTHING. I just unate it all afterwards.
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:46 PM
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:50 PM
500 kcal, usually OMAD, of whatever was in the cupboards. I challenged myself to not go shopping until it was gone. It was the most random shit - a tbsp of honey with 62 almonds; one prepackaged soup mix, 5 apples.
Would've been effective had I not gone out and binged / b/ped for weeks afterward.
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:52 PM
100 calorie popcorn, 100 calorie oatmeal, boca burgers, frozen veggies, salad, 35 calorie bread, egg whites, baked potatoes
Posted 15 February 2020 - 06:58 PM
4oz shirataki noodles for dinner, either with 1/4 cup fat free marinara sauce or PAM spray and garlic salt. 3tbsp egg beaters heated up in a microwave in a ramekin to avoid grease/extra calories, and that was 25 calories. hat was breakfast possibly or lunch if I didn't skip lunch.
for breakfast I USUALLY had a sugar free popsicle (15cals) or 1/2 cup arctic zero ice cream (35 cals)
I fainted a lot and my heart rate dropped to the 30s when sleeping, 40s when resting awake. I was low on almost every vitamin and mineral and delusional, I got so mad at my mom once because she wouldn't let me exercise so I scratched my legs to blisters and ripped out chunks of my hair. Lots of screaming too. Threw a glass to the floor and it shattered.
0/10 would not recommend. Not only does this amount of calories hurt you physically but it makes you f*cking psychotic.
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 07:07 PM
Mostly, I never finished what I ate and never left the house so didn't have to deal with social meals.
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 08:00 PM
Weirdly enough I still ate most things and 3 'meals' a day, it was just around 1000kcal and I can't believe I got to my lowest weight like that. When I skip meals/fast or b/p I can't seem to lose weight..
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CW: 49,8 kg / 109,7 lbs
Height: 1m62 / 5'3
HW: 56,5 kg / 124,5 lbs
LW: 43,7 kg / 96,3 lbs
Lowest BMI: 16,7
GW 1: 48,5 kg
GW: 44 kg / 97 lbs
UGW: 43 kg / 94,7 lbs
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 08:01 PM
I've been at and close to my LW a few times. I've been through different phases. most common ones have been small amounts (like 15g tops) plain quick cook oats, 35cal bread with SF jam and sometimes powdered pb, bran flakes/cheerios with unsweetened cashew milk, tomato soup or chicken noodle cupasoups in various amounts (never more than one cup at a time, often less), home made 50cal french toast, plain nonfat greek yogurt. Yeah I eat mostly carbs. I've tried high protein and my body didnt react well and I rapidly gained weight. for me my body does best on high complex carbs and sugar free stuff.
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Posted 15 February 2020 - 08:56 PM
I am at my LW and I basically eat everything but did cut down on snacking and did not have any soft drink or liquid calories (except coffee or milk tea). I eat three relatively healthy, balanced meals (rice, vegetable curry, meat, salad), afternoon tea snack (& occasionally dessert) and fruits which add up to about 1400-1500cal daily (average). I don't eat any low fat food/milk, but I do love those 90cal FiberOne bars for a snack sometimes.
My main reason for high restriction is that even if I restrict to 1000cal, I get digestive problems (constipation, bloating) and for some reason being constipated causes me to binge which worsens the problem and it absolutely sucks and I feel so fat and disgusting. This amount of calories may be high (& not cause super fast weight loss) but I am having consistent BMs and have more than enough energy to study and work.
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170cm (5’7) • 20F
SW: 54.4 / 120
CW: 50 / 110
GW1: 50 / 110
GW2: 49 / 108
GW3: 48 / 106
GW3: 47 / 104
Posted 15 February 2020 - 09:03 PM
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Posted 16 February 2020 - 03:55 AM
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height - 163cm
hw - 81kg
lw - 40kg
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Posted 16 February 2020 - 05:11 AM
ramen, oreos, and donuts. occasionally i would have fast food if my mom got it for us.
i was on adderall, which is basically the only reason i was able to get to and maintain such a low weight eating like that.
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Posted 16 February 2020 - 06:00 AM
Posted 16 February 2020 - 06:18 AM
Just drank Diet Soda during the day and water at night.
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Lowest Weight so far:104
Weight Before Period: 120 (Not my best weigh in but for now it will have to do, and with my period starting any day now, I am just going to try to restrict till it startst)
GW:100 (Or be able to fit in size 0 jeans, like before)
UGW:95 pounds or lower but not any lower then 90
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