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Posted 01 August 2020 - 10:48 AM

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Posted 01 August 2020 - 10:48 AM

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Posted 03 August 2020 - 08:43 AM

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Binged yesterday and didn’t put the calories in.

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Posted 04 August 2020 - 08:39 AM

Treatment fucked me up man I went from eating 1 meal a day to eating 3 huge meals plus 2 snacks and if I didn’t eat enough it was counted against me because ya know. And I wanted to get out of there so bad so I would eat a good portion of it and it was disgusting plus I had to drink 6 2% milks EVERY DAY. It was only for like 10 days but that 10 days fucked me up so I’ve been so much hungrier and it’s been harder to restrict especially going back to work cause when I get home I’m so hungry and the acid coming up from my stomach is so bad so of course I break and eat. Plus I’ve been eating breakfast which fucks me up. Need to stop eating breakfast and stop snacking so much when I get home.

I HAVE to get back on track and lose.

My goal is still 110 by October. It’s gonna be so hard but I have to do it. I can’t stand it. I finally broke my plateau but now I gained up to around 118 and I can’t take this shit I CANT BE FAT ANYMORE. Gonna shoot for 1400 a day and 1-2 hours a week on my bike.

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Posted Today, 11:25 AM

Really wish my scale didn’t quit working. Hard to know if I’m making progress or not :(


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