stressed, depressed, and obsessed
Posted 04 August 2020 - 08:39 AM
I HAVE to get back on track and lose.
My goal is still 110 by October. It’s gonna be so hard but I have to do it. I can’t stand it. I finally broke my plateau but now I gained up to around 118 and I can’t take this shit I CANT BE FAT ANYMORE. Gonna shoot for 1400 a day and 1-2 hours a week on my bike.
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Posted 16 August 2020 - 03:55 PM
I was officially diagnosed with Anorexia on Friday. It’s so strange, it feels like validation in a stupid way. I can’t help but be a tiny bit pleased with myself...
Anyway, I have a referral to an ED Center through my hospital. It’s nearly 3 hours away and they’ll be calling back with an appointment date sometime this week. I’m excited to finally have my foot in the door and hopefully I’ll be able to take control and change some things. If it’s meant to be, it’ll be...
Posted 19 August 2020 - 08:38 AM
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Posted 20 August 2020 - 08:32 AM
Man I’m so sick of being ignored and talked over like it’s driving me up the wall and my anxiety just eats at me.
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Posted 14 September 2020 - 12:29 PM
you got this love!!!! also, i'm trying to avoid pot.... stay strong. b/c once you get back on it it seems like it takes days to get back off... idk at least for me. when you do it you eat too much and then it's totally not even worth it. it will only make you feel worse the next day. stay strong
I got my bike. Starting a new plan TODAY. I won’t be on this thread everyday, but I will try to update weekly.
1 hour of cycling 5 days a week (minimum 5hrs)
Eating hours between 5pm-9pm
No more bingeing on junk during weekend
1 day to have a “free day” (Saturday or Sunday)
Chart weight on mfp every Wednesday
Measurements every 6 weeks
Hope I can see some results...
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