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Posted 14 September 2020 - 02:36 PM

you got this love!!!! also, i'm trying to avoid pot.... stay strong. b/c once you get back on it it seems like it takes days to get back off... idk at least for me. when you do it you eat too much and then it's totally not even worth it. it will only make you feel worse the next day. stay strong


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Thank you! I haven’t smoked in awhile now. I hated how groggy I always felt the day after smoking. Good luck to you as well, take care (:
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Posted 25 September 2020 - 11:50 AM

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Posted 25 September 2020 - 11:50 AM

I’ve been going over my cal limit and then I get mad cause I’m not losing weight like (???) UGH

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Posted 28 September 2020 - 08:35 AM

LMAO

I bought a food scale yesterday. Last night, fiancé dished up ice cream. It was the normal amount he usually puts in the bowl, which is a lot. I went and weighed it... FOUR TIMES A NORMAL SERVING. No wonder why I’m not losing we eat ice cream almost daily ffs AHHH FUCK

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Posted 06 October 2020 - 08:44 AM

Well had to take a drug test for work. They were supposed to tell me last Thursday but they forgot until yesterday. Had I known that, I wouldn’t have smoked on Saturday

Looks like I’m about to lose my job guys

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Posted 14 October 2020 - 08:36 AM

On the phone cancelling my appointments as I plot out how much weight I need to lose LOLOL FUCK

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Posted 19 October 2020 - 12:50 PM

Makes me laugh that many bad foods start with c. Chips, cookies, crackers, candy....

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Posted 20 October 2020 - 02:42 PM

Laying in bed yesterday morning and he grabs the inside of my thigh at the fattest part and JIGGLES. So I slapped his hand away and he did it two more times nothing like a little self esteem boost LOL. I haven’t weighed myself because I’m really nervous. I know I’ve gained, I can see it in my body checks. And my face just looks fat. I’m pissed with myself for not meeting my goal weight and instead of losing at all, just gaining weight. I get so nauseous daily and get into a frenzy of trying to eat so it goes away. Before I know it I’ve went over my limit. I’ll be getting my wisdom teeth out soon so I’m hoping that forces me to stop.

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Posted 11 November 2020 - 06:20 PM

Today I decided I died the day I was born. Lol

Idk my weight couldn’t tell ya pretty sure it was 120.4 last I checked. Anyway I hate my life but what’s new. Sicker than a dog today but whatever

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Posted 24 November 2020 - 09:38 AM

120.8 yesterday. I decided to come back to this thread it doesn’t make sense to have 2 idk what I was thinking.

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Posted 25 November 2020 - 09:44 AM

120.6 last night. Rescheduled my appt to get my wisdom teeth out thank god

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Posted 27 November 2020 - 10:59 AM

119

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Posted 28 November 2020 - 01:42 PM

119.6

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Posted 15 December 2020 - 09:37 AM

119.2 last night.

Won’t be on here much for awhile, not like I have been anyway. Family member has cancer. See ya

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Posted 15 December 2020 - 10:33 AM

Best of luck.


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Height: 5'6" CW: 119.4 lbs (5/28/21) SW: 148 lbs LW: 106.8 lbs GW: 85 lbs


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Posted 17 December 2020 - 06:04 PM

Best of luck.


Thank you

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Posted 17 December 2020 - 06:05 PM

118.2 gonna hop on the scale when I get home but I’m drinking a Diet Coke rn sooo

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Posted 23 December 2020 - 07:33 PM

117.0

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Posted 09 February 2021 - 04:55 AM

Slowly making my return here....120.4 yesterday.

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Posted 18 February 2021 - 09:43 AM

118 yesterday


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