Are you told you're gorgeous?
Posted 13 April 2020 - 01:33 PM
I get told it more when I feel gorgeous myself rather than insecure, idk why
cw: 105 lbs (bmi: 17.0)
Posted 14 April 2020 - 05:07 AM
Sometimes someone will say “oh I like that dress” I spoke.
I feel so ugly.
Posted 15 April 2020 - 06:57 PM
on tinder yea...
on other platforms not really lately. lol.
Posted 16 April 2020 - 02:33 AM
Only by creepy guys/
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Posted 20 April 2020 - 02:55 PM
No 'cause I'm not. I look a bit mean and have a weird face overall. I also wear plain, "boring" clothes because I do not care.
end of february gw: 51kg/112lbs (bmi 19.4) ✓
end of march gw: 49kg/108lbs (bmi 18.9) ✓
end of april gw: 47kg/103lbs (bmi 18.1) ✓
end of may gw: 45kg/99lbs (bmi 17.3) ✓
end of june gw: 43kg/94lbs (bmi 16.5) ✓
end of july gw: 41kg/90lbs (bmi 15.8) ✓
end of august gw: 40kg/88lbs (bmi 15.4) ✓
lw: 37kg/82lbs (bmi 14.4)
hw: 54kg/120lbs (bmi 21)
Posted 20 April 2020 - 03:02 PM
Not at all, but I did get some attention when I was abroad and weirdly enough I didn't enjoy it at all. Either im just not into it or I'm so
used to feeling bad about myself that a big part of me doesn't believe compliments anymore. Maybe a mix of both.
Then again I almost put no effort in dressing up, makeup etc. only basic hygiene and stuff that makes ME feel nice but I will still wear plain clothes that
aren't generally attractive and flattering.
LW: - 52kg/115lbs
CW: - 56kg/125lbs
Age - 22
Height - 170cm/5'6ft
UGW - 45kg/99lbs when I feel comfortable enough
Posted 21 April 2020 - 04:45 AM
Story # 1, "BREAKUP": I broke up
Story #2, "Memory": I remembered.
Story #3, "The Comeback": I came back.
And so on...
"...And the fact that I was breaking up? That I remembered? That I was on my way back?
Who hasn't heard it all before! A label is enough: an abbreviation, a title, any old crap
and all at once, it all comes back."
HW: 198 <3 CW: 135 <3 GW: 110 <3 UGW: 100 <3
Nausea and hunger pains? You'd feel worse if they without them
Stomach growling? progress
Food looks/smells good? Nothing but meaningless temptation <3
Posted 22 April 2020 - 07:13 PM
Posted 23 April 2020 - 04:24 AM
I am told often, but the good feeling lasts for around 30 seconds. Like my aunt tells me my thighs look thick in those jeans, I'll beat myself up for days, the hottest guy at the party tells me I'm beautiful and I'll forget about that in minutes. Something's definitely off in this brain.
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Posted 24 April 2020 - 06:49 AM
LW: 40kg/ 90lbs As a teen lol.
HW: 61kg/ 134.6lbs Probably More than that.
Posted 25 April 2020 - 01:30 AM
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Posted 25 April 2020 - 01:38 AM
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Posted 25 April 2020 - 06:56 AM
I am told constantly that I'm gorgeous. I get looks from guys all the time. Seriously,a famous guy from another country private mesages me and tells me I'm pretty But I don't see it. Heck, I'm 5'6" and 161lbs. I hear anorexics have a really low view of themselves. But I don't understand why I do. I just can't see that I'm pretty. Does anyone else deal with this? I feel like I should love all the compliments so much that I should never think about my weight really.
i feel this 100%. tbh i’ve never been called ugly in my life (at least not to my face). i receive compliments a lot, get stared at, hit on etc. the same with being skinny. when i complained to a friend that everyone complimented his weight loss but not mine he said that it was because i was already skinny to start with.
i feel like my main problem is i dont believe it because i’ve never been in a relationship. trust me i know how shallow that sounds. to me it doesn’t make sense though, i’m friends with most of the guys who are sexually attracted to me/i’ve slept with. the two i’ve wanted to pursue a relationship with in the past have said no, but even when i told them that i wasn’t going to sleep with them then, they were happy to stay friends and i have been friends with them
for years. so in my head i kinda think “oh i’m pretty but i’m not pretty enough to date” (sorry for the ramble) i guess my point is it that maybe you’re in the same boat as me, there might be something that will make you feel pretty and validated that you haven’t received yet?
Posted 25 April 2020 - 08:46 AM
Sometimes, but only by girls (not that I'm complaining lol no way).
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I felt my ego die as she brushed my lips slowly. She traced me with silk drawn lines.
Want me to change but I think your soul's a noose and then I catch myself into a steady sway. Sacrificed on the altar, dissipate in the water.
Pass over my soul, blood on the door post but I'm drawn to your blackest plague.
Silk hands hold me down. My body is unclean and now I marry the scythe.
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Posted 25 April 2020 - 02:16 PM
I used to, and I think I'm actually cuter now but I'm told it less. Sometimes it depends on the ppl you hangout with.
I've been called ugly plenty of times... I'm outspoken and a feminist so it tends to happen and I'm probably legit ugly to some ppl.
edit. wtf i posted here before, lol! :\
Posted 25 April 2020 - 09:39 PM
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