Sometimes. But that's with make-up.
Are you told you're gorgeous?
Posted 26 April 2020 - 11:11 PM
Posted 26 April 2020 - 11:17 PM
I have a lot of body issues and self worth issues so how I see myself REALLY fluctuates. I have been told many many times that I am gorgeous through in depth and specific compliments (one boy in particular jeez he was way too nice). I am also told that I have an amazing body. Of course, I don't see it. Even the specific compliments I still don't understand or believe. I feel like they are just using me though and that they don't mean anything they say.
CW: ~130 (have not checked in a while)
this dream isn't feeling sweet
Posted 27 April 2020 - 05:59 AM
Posted 27 April 2020 - 07:09 AM
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Posted 27 April 2020 - 06:25 PM
i get told 'youre not ugly' with an awkward smile
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"I have a long way to go but why am I running in place?
I scream out of frustration but the empty air echoes
I hope tomorrow will be different from today
I’m just wishing"
Posted 27 April 2020 - 11:52 PM
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(next) GW: 100
Posted 29 April 2020 - 05:32 AM
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Posted 01 May 2020 - 12:30 PM
No lmao never, and I hate being in conversations about how someone else is "so pretty" or "wow so beautiful" even if those people are my friends. I have to refrain from telling people to just fuck off already with that.
Probably sounds stupid coming from someone who has been on this site, but being beautiful by pop aesthetics standards is like the most unfair advantage because people are just born with that structure. I don't think people can do much without plastic surgery. Weightloss helps but it doesn't change your proportions or facial features. Sorry ranting.
As a woman you can be intelligent, quick witted, SKINNY even, well dressed, and people will still place you in a stupid tier because your teeth look messed up or your eyes are crooked. Ugh. I've been third-wheeled so many times with my beautiful friends.
*Edit to say most old men are horrible and those are the only people to compliment me. The most I get from my boyfriend is "you look good today" LOL
Posted 05 May 2020 - 11:40 AM
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Posted 06 May 2020 - 06:55 AM
No, not even my family or relatives tell me that i'm pretty/attractive etc. I'm short, not skinny. My face is plain looking and i have acne. My hair is also has this unhealthy look and it is very frizzy. If i had to rate myself i would say 3 or 4 out of 10.
Posted 06 May 2020 - 11:27 PM
i did post a story online a week ago, when i got my new glasses, and a fb friend messaged me this sweet thing 💗 and it made me so happy. because at most, sometimes i can feel sorta cute and she said the ultimate compliment that i could still accept about myself.
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🌷GW1 ~ 125 lbs bmi 21.5 ✅
🌷GW2 ~ 115 lbs bmi 19.7
🌷UGW ~ 108 lbs bmi 18.5
Posted 15 May 2020 - 01:51 AM
i used to get such comments, both at my lw and when i was in my worst yo-yo dieting days actualy
HW: 77.9 kg (27.6)
CW: 69.2 kg (24.5)
GW1: 75 kg (26.6) GW2: 70 kg (24.8)
GW3: 65 kg (23.0)
GW4: 60 kg (21.3)
GW5: 55 kg (19.5)
UGW: 49 kg (17.4)
Posted 15 May 2020 - 10:01 PM
-Orthorexic Former Ana
25.0 - 24.5 - 24.0 - 23.5 - 23.0 - 22.5 - 22.0 - 21.5 - 21.0 - 20.5 - 20.0 - 19.5 - 19.0
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Posted 16 May 2020 - 01:26 PM
My husband constantly calls me beautiful. But he’s suppose to do that lol
CW: 152 pounds
GW1: 140 pounds (New Workout Clothes)
GW2: 130 pounds (New Shoes)
UGW: 120 pounds (New Clothes)
My Life Is A Freak Show
Posted 19 May 2020 - 11:57 PM
And I guess my gf. That's......... idk how I ended up with someone that beautiful. Fluke, I guess.
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