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#1 Jody_lynn

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Posted 11 March 2020 - 04:57 PM

Wow, I didn't realize so many people do this. I try so hard not to do it often, but it's so easy and tempting. It's also shameful and embarrassing for me. I'm so scared of getting caught. See, i'm old (31 lol) I have to wait till late at night when my husband is asleep or when he's at work. I would die if he ever saw me doing it.
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#2 ItsBoshyTime

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Posted 17 March 2020 - 02:05 PM

I do it daily and CS massive amounts of food, im talking about entire bags of tortilla chips, cookies, bread etc. Is not as harmful as bulimia but it is still super addicting and hard to quit


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Posted 05 April 2020 - 12:55 PM

During my first 5 years i did it sporadically but now that i'm back at restricting and really focusing on losing weight it's becoming a daily thing... i used to do it directly over the toilet but i don't see it as a viable option during quarantine as it sounds more like bulimia than anything and i don't wanna walk to and from the restroom with a dish in my hands... Do you guys feel fat after doing it? I'm starting to chug some water after i c/s some amount of food to trick my body into thinking i actually swallowed and it works but it makes me feel like a fat cow...


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Posted 24 April 2020 - 06:09 PM

During my first 5 years i did it sporadically but now that i'm back at restricting and really focusing on losing weight it's becoming a daily thing... i used to do it directly over the toilet but i don't see it as a viable option during quarantine as it sounds more like bulimia than anything and i don't wanna walk to and from the restroom with a dish in my hands... Do you guys feel fat after doing it? I'm starting to chug some water after i c/s some amount of food to trick my body into thinking i actually swallowed and it works but it makes me feel like a fat cow...

 

yea i usually drink a lot of water and i usually have a glass of juice or something with it.

 

it does make me feel bloated after but once i pee a few times the feeling usually goes away, maybe you aren't peeing enough? i pee a LOT, like at least once every hour. i just remind myself that it's a lot better than actually b/ping or eating. 


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#5 Foxii_Fighter

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Posted 27 August 2020 - 03:45 PM

I started back up again recently..ugh


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Posted 21 January 2021 - 04:15 AM

Convincing myself to swallow my food is a struggle. Especially since I’ve discovered that bready foods and fruits and veggies are so easy to CS. Also I use too many plastic bags. I need to find a way to dispose of my plastic bags without taking a trash bag out every day (we put our trash in a pile to take to the dump). And I can’t put my CS bags in the family trash can in case they’re discovered


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