
☆ APRIL ACCOUNTABILITY ☆
#41
Posted 05 April 2020 - 10:32 AM
Weight yesterday was 125.2 but I think it might be up today. I dont feel like I’m in a deficit (no portion control over here). Not sure what my plan is today. I have a kobocha squash that needs to get eaten or go in the freezer. Hmmmm.
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Current weight: 123-126
Height: 5'6"
Ortho athlete
40+
Goal: nutritious eating without purging + to get back to my lean weight of 115 lbs
#42
Posted 05 April 2020 - 09:03 PM
Hello All,
I have been ill with fever and bad fatigue since Thursday night, hence the absence.
I am feeling a bit better now, but to be honest, I was not tracking. I don't think I really ate enough to track much anyway.
Sunday Weigh In - 113.0
I am going to credit that to sweating my ass off when my fever finally broke.
Yeah, it was not good times.
Hope everyone else is able to remain healthy and in good spirits.
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5'5
HW - 257
CW - 103.2
1st GW - 125 (2/21/20)
2nd GW - 120 (03/07/20)
3rd goal - 115 (04/01/20)
4th goal - 110 (04/25/20)
5th goal - 105 (01/12/21)
UGW - 100
To have control is the motto for having a perfect body and an ideal soul.
#43
Posted 05 April 2020 - 09:12 PM
Hello All,
I have been ill with fever and bad fatigue since Thursday night, hence the absence.
I am feeling a bit better now, but to be honest, I was not tracking. I don't think I really ate enough to track much anyway.
Sunday Weigh In - 113.0
I am going to credit that to sweating my ass off when my fever finally broke.
Yeah, it was not good times.
Hope everyone else is able to remain healthy and in good spirits.
- Leanan_Sidhe likes this
Current weight: 123-126
Height: 5'6"
Ortho athlete
40+
Goal: nutritious eating without purging + to get back to my lean weight of 115 lbs
#44
Posted 05 April 2020 - 11:41 PM
Otherwise ate hard boil eggs, sausages, nuts for lunch, ran about nine miles, ate two wok’s worth of veggie stir fry (delicious) plus two fried eggs with sesame seeds. The ‘snack’ was a pill of salted in shell peanuts, which are like crack. Super full now.
Bright spot: haven’t purged yet this month.
- thesekidsdrivememad, tarinna, Burnthesebridges and 1 other like this
Current weight: 123-126
Height: 5'6"
Ortho athlete
40+
Goal: nutritious eating without purging + to get back to my lean weight of 115 lbs
#45
Posted 06 April 2020 - 12:28 AM
Height 5'1
sw: 102.6 lbs (BMI: 19.4)
TDEE: 1300-1500 (no workout)
Goal:
Get into 98-99 by May 1st (BMI 18.5)
My plan to achieve my goal is to high restrict 700-1000 (maybe a bit of leniency for the weekends since my s/o is home). I use my average TDEE to count which is 1,400. I created two plans for that:
(+ means eat; - means deficit)
Plan A
M +750
T +800
W +850
T +900
F +850
S +1,000
S +1,150
Total 6,400 - 9,800 = 3,500
Plan B
M +750
T +750
W +1,000
T +750
F +750
S +1,000
S +1,4000
Total 6,400 - 9,800 = 3,500
Wish me luck!
And Good luck everybody!!!!
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My problem:
I don't want to eat, but kinda do.
When I do eat though, I hate myself a little more.
#46
Posted 06 April 2020 - 01:57 AM
Hello All,
I have been ill with fever and bad fatigue since Thursday night, hence the absence.
I am feeling a bit better now, but to be honest, I was not tracking. I don't think I really ate enough to track much anyway.
Sunday Weigh In - 113.0
I am going to credit that to sweating my ass off when my fever finally broke.
Yeah, it was not good times.
Hope everyone else is able to remain healthy and in good spirits.
I hope you continue to feel better! Get as much rest as you can, can't be too careful these days.
- Leanan_Sidhe likes this
A: 39, H: 5'3", HW: 237 (age 28), LW: 80s (age 15), RLW: 101.2 (age 36), RHW: 151.4 (age 39), ed lifer, 🏳️🌈, rockhound, traveler, camper, wife, adoptive mom, cat lover, animist/atheist, hater of psychiatrists, loather of divisive politics, pokemon go player... not necessarily in that order😛
Feb 2020:
♡ Lost in Feb: 💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚
March 2020:
MARCH IS CANCELLED (Ended up Gaining 3.4) ❌❌❌
April 2020:
♡ Lost in April:
🏡/🏃🏻♀️Days with Some form of Exercise or Physical Labor on Home Remodel:🏃🏻♀️❌🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️
🐝Days of FitBit Output > Intake:🐝🐝🐝❌🐝
🐷Binges:🐷
#47
Posted 06 April 2020 - 01:59 AM
So post binge weight was 137.4 this morning. No surprise there.
Intake 1555
Output 1644
=pathetic
walked the dog
A: 39, H: 5'3", HW: 237 (age 28), LW: 80s (age 15), RLW: 101.2 (age 36), RHW: 151.4 (age 39), ed lifer, 🏳️🌈, rockhound, traveler, camper, wife, adoptive mom, cat lover, animist/atheist, hater of psychiatrists, loather of divisive politics, pokemon go player... not necessarily in that order😛
Feb 2020:
♡ Lost in Feb: 💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚
March 2020:
MARCH IS CANCELLED (Ended up Gaining 3.4) ❌❌❌
April 2020:
♡ Lost in April:
🏡/🏃🏻♀️Days with Some form of Exercise or Physical Labor on Home Remodel:🏃🏻♀️❌🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️
🐝Days of FitBit Output > Intake:🐝🐝🐝❌🐝
🐷Binges:🐷
#48
Posted 06 April 2020 - 02:06 AM
No weight in this morning. I had 1000 calories yesterday.
It was so hard!
It's supposed to be high restriction but it's so difficult for me as chronic overeater.
I am addicted to Trek bars. All I look forward to is my next Trek bar.
I just devoured one soon I woke up,
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#49
Posted 06 April 2020 - 02:45 AM
Yesterday's food
Brunch @ 10am, cheese omelette and thick cut bacon.
Dinner @ 6pm, baked celeriac, roasted cauliflower and chicken thigh
1/2 bottle of red wine
Ate just under 2k out of 2,835 cals but carbs were 30g net, food on target macros but wine shoved it over again.
- WashingtonRain likes this
HW/SW 265lbs BMI 40.3 (17th June 2017)
CW 149.6lb
LW 150lb (as an adult), 133lb (at 16/17)
GW1 199lb (achieved 6th November 2017)
GW2 164lb healthy BMI (achieved 21st March 2020)
GW3 154lb pre babies (achieved 26th May 2020)
GW4 139lb teenage set point
Gw5 132.5 half the I used to be
Latest in a long line of accountabilitys
https://www.myproana...far/?p=72535881
#50
Posted 06 April 2020 - 06:43 AM
Take care of yourself. Get some good rest.
This, Leanan! Feel better soon!
I had such an evening popcorn problem that I had to ban myself from buying it :'( lolToday went well Until the night time snack I just had (about a cup of peanuts). Night time snacking is my Achilles heel.
Wish me luck!
A[color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]nd Good luck everybody!!!![color=#282828][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif]
Welcome!
I'm addicted to Clif bars, they were always my work lunch. I started eating them at home instead when Covid happened but that quickly got out of control! Banned now for me boohoo.No weight in this morning. I had 1000 calories yesterday.
It was so hard!
It's supposed to be high restriction but it's so difficult for me as chronic overeater.
I am addicted to Trek bars. All I look forward to is my next Trek bar.
I just devoured one soon I woke up,
It's prob the wine too keeping the number up. I have no excuse for my not-as-low-as-I-want number today as I had my bm and now see no bloat at all! Ak. Crossing my fingers for tmrw, after another sober night.My weight is still up, 2.5 - 3lb over where I was, I haven't gone over maintenance, most days my deficit is closer to 1000, but at least 500. I know it's just hormones causing bloat, but why does it have to be like this?
Yesterday's food
Brunch @ 10am, cheese omelette and thick cut bacon.
Dinner @ 6pm, baked celeriac, roasted cauliflower and chicken thigh
1/2 bottle of red wine
Ate just under 2k out of 2,835 cals but carbs were 30g net, food on target macros but wine shoved it over again.
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#51
Posted 06 April 2020 - 06:45 AM
(How did my scale ever get to 98.2... It seems like a dream now)
Yesterday
Ate: 1119
Fitbit TDEE: 1942
Nights sober: 1
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#52
Posted 06 April 2020 - 08:24 AM
No weight in this morning. I had 1000 calories yesterday.
It was so hard!
It's supposed to be high restriction but it's so difficult for me as chronic overeater.
I am addicted to Trek bars. All I look forward to is my next Trek bar.
I just devoured one soon I woke up,
- Kalan likes this
Current weight: 123-126
Height: 5'6"
Ortho athlete
40+
Goal: nutritious eating without purging + to get back to my lean weight of 115 lbs
#53
Posted 06 April 2020 - 08:25 AM
My weight is still up, 2.5 - 3lb over where I was, I haven't gone over maintenance, most days my deficit is closer to 1000, but at least 500. I know it's just hormones causing bloat, but why does it have to be like this?
Yesterday's food
Brunch @ 10am, cheese omelette and thick cut bacon.
Dinner @ 6pm, baked celeriac, roasted cauliflower and chicken thigh
1/2 bottle of red wine
Ate just under 2k out of 2,835 cals but carbs were 30g net, food on target macros but wine shoved it over again.
- thesekidsdrivememad likes this
Current weight: 123-126
Height: 5'6"
Ortho athlete
40+
Goal: nutritious eating without purging + to get back to my lean weight of 115 lbs
#54
Posted 06 April 2020 - 05:59 PM
No weight in this morning. I had 1000 calories yesterday.
It was so hard!
It's supposed to be high restriction but it's so difficult for me as chronic overeater.
I am addicted to Trek bars. All I look forward to is my next Trek bar.
I just devoured one soon I woke up,
Mine was Atkins bars. I'd get to where I didnt want anything else ever, and I'd walk in circles until I'd burnt enough cals to have "just one more"... I've quit and don't miss them at all... but I'm still terrified of what would happen if I did eat one.
Today and tomorrow are just going to be a caloric mess do to life dramas... better I accept it now. I'll be back day after tomorrow. Hope you ladies have a good couple days❤️
- Kalan likes this
A: 39, H: 5'3", HW: 237 (age 28), LW: 80s (age 15), RLW: 101.2 (age 36), RHW: 151.4 (age 39), ed lifer, 🏳️🌈, rockhound, traveler, camper, wife, adoptive mom, cat lover, animist/atheist, hater of psychiatrists, loather of divisive politics, pokemon go player... not necessarily in that order😛
Feb 2020:
♡ Lost in Feb: 💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚
March 2020:
MARCH IS CANCELLED (Ended up Gaining 3.4) ❌❌❌
April 2020:
♡ Lost in April:
🏡/🏃🏻♀️Days with Some form of Exercise or Physical Labor on Home Remodel:🏃🏻♀️❌🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️
🐝Days of FitBit Output > Intake:🐝🐝🐝❌🐝
🐷Binges:🐷
#55
Posted 06 April 2020 - 06:00 PM
Closed the day at 1230...
#56
Posted 06 April 2020 - 07:51 PM
Ate a big salad with almonds and goat cheese for lunch at 1:30. Dinner was four chicken drummies off the grill with said onion and lemon, with Greek yogurt dip, and Chinese broccoli side. YUM.
I feel like I have major pms even though I take continuous birth control pills. Could be. Weight up three lbs today. Fun stuff ☺️
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Current weight: 123-126
Height: 5'6"
Ortho athlete
40+
Goal: nutritious eating without purging + to get back to my lean weight of 115 lbs
#57
Posted 06 April 2020 - 08:07 PM
I've decided to set a calorie limit that does *not* include my coffee (because it's so heavy that seeing the number discourages me, and then I give up. Brilliant, I know.)
So, I need to not go over 800 calories (again, that's not including my coffee, so this is hiiiiigh restriction; but I figure I have to start somewhere.) Maybe starting this high will at least get me back to being accountable to a number; I function best with rules.
Today, I've had about 500. I'm pretty proud of that, and I feel good. Now, if I can just do that forever. :/
Oh, and I did an hour of working out - Jillian's 30-Day Shred and then 40 minutes on the treadmill.
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#58
Posted 06 April 2020 - 10:25 PM
OMG i feel like a failure
almost closed the day with 700ish cals ystd. then i ate a tbsp of ice cream. and then i proceeded to eat half a pack of ramen + 3pcs of toppokki
ended up with 1.115
today's weight 103
My problem:
I don't want to eat, but kinda do.
When I do eat though, I hate myself a little more.
#59
Posted 07 April 2020 - 02:37 AM
Think I've an idea on what's going on, it's my naughty cheats, nibbles and spoon licks. Yesterday my carbs logged came in at 10g Yay! But this morning I did a mental inventory of the things I knicked and nibbled on whilst cleaning my kids rooms. Squares of chocolate caramel, bites of millionaires shortbread, and a few crisps. Cals wise probably only around 150 but carbs were talking nearly 50g omg.
It's the water weight from the carbs, I had a high carb weekend as well, so my cells are storing all that water with extra carbs. Think if I remember rightly it's 37g of water to every gram of stored glycogen.
Need to make a concerted effort not to nibble on any extras from now on. And drink more water.
Yesterday's food (the logged version)
Lunch @ 12:30 smoked mackerel, cream cheese and lettuce
Dinner @ 7pm steak, cheese stuffed mushrooms and asparagus in bacon with goats cheese.
Ate about 1500 out of 2,500, with 10g net carbs
But then added about 150 with 50g of net carbs
CICO can do one, I'm well under but still gaining
- Burnthesebridges likes this
HW/SW 265lbs BMI 40.3 (17th June 2017)
CW 149.6lb
LW 150lb (as an adult), 133lb (at 16/17)
GW1 199lb (achieved 6th November 2017)
GW2 164lb healthy BMI (achieved 21st March 2020)
GW3 154lb pre babies (achieved 26th May 2020)
GW4 139lb teenage set point
Gw5 132.5 half the I used to be
Latest in a long line of accountabilitys
https://www.myproana...far/?p=72535881
#60
Posted 07 April 2020 - 06:48 AM
Yesterday
Ate: 1303
Fitbit TDEE: 1902
Nights sober: 2
Losing all hope.
Edited to say instead: going to do a high protein/low-ish carb day. (It is really hard for me to not eat any fruit, even though I know they are so high carb.)
Will cut off cals before 1000. Need to get back into the 98s before pms kicks in!
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