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#21 Die~hate~cry


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Posted 03 May 2020 - 11:42 AM

It's Live Love Laugh but in reverse
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 11:50 AM

My username is absolute_trash because I am a trash queen, ruler of the garbage, first of her name.

My display name is psycho megan bc megan is the name I would like to have and a pseudonym I always use bc I like anonymity. And psycho bc I have weird af tendencies and traits so. Yeah.

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 11:53 AM

one of my favorite songs by my favorite artist.

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 11:57 AM

i love coke zero. although i may have to change it to monster zero ultra
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#25 𝐒𝐤𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐲


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Posted 03 May 2020 - 11:57 AM

It's the title of a Pixies song that's based on the 1920s film "Un Chien Andalou"

I like the Pixies, and I like surrealism and art films.
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female    ★     5'4"    ★     hw 155 (bmi 26.6)    ★    lw 84 (bmi 14.4)    ★    gw 70 (bmi 12.0)


ENTP-T    ★    enneagram 7w8 or 8w7    ★    diagnosed AN-bp in 2017    ★    I've had an ED since 2015


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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:04 PM

“an encounter” is the title of an instrumental song from the 1975’s self-titled album. i listened to the album a lot when my ed first got bad around 2015 and i still love the song and album, though it’s hard to listen to them now without thinking of my ed
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:08 PM

One of my goal weight rewards is to legally change my name. I like the name Quinn, so this is a way to test it out before.


The word nix means "nothing" and that's what I want to weigh lol


So Quinn + Nix = Quinnix

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:09 PM

..... I think that explains it
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:11 PM

Mine is what has basically become my catch phrase when I get a little snappy from restricting. Sorry, I'm just hangry 😅
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:16 PM

I am boring, lol. Mine is just my name.

I love your name name though. I saw it and smiled. Thanks for that!

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:17 PM

I am hungry and I am gorl

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:19 PM

I starve/fast to lose weight... But I always end up failing by eating too much...
Everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner…

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:27 PM

I was struggling to think up a username but then was admiring the cute dents in my shoulders so just kinda went with that..
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:40 PM

Lyrics in Melanie Martinez's song "Nurses Office". Also, I didn't really have a safe space at the time, so I was always longing for someone to take me to my non existent "home".
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:43 PM

Uh, Happiny is just a super cute pokemon... My favourite pokemon is Chansey but for some odd reason I decided to go for its pre-evolved form as my username.

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:54 PM

well mines very self explanatory, idk if I do suffer by eds or not but I don’t want to check cause my family would go crazy :/

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:58 PM

My name ends in 'ly' and at the time I just needed to stop it lol.

(stop being rediculous, cut it out, chill, etc)...
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 01:10 PM

M’y Ed’s favourite Disney princess is Alice. Idk if Alice is even a Disney princess anyway. He is the one who made me drop to my Lw, made me feel like shit all the time. He is not a dougebag, he is just too stupid to have a filter. Maybe people without a filter are also douge because they don’t bother thinking abt the impact of their words on other people, they just don’t care about other people’s feeling, they are too self centered.

He told me many triggering things. Once we were abt to have sex, he said he always liked skinny girls better but girls like me who have meat on their bones can be sexy too. I felt like l am not his first preference but rather like a second choice. Like if he said « you are not my type, but l can do with you ». Such as a kid who wanted a giant Easter Chocolate received a bag of small chocolate. That kid is just ok with the second choice, that kid would be happier with his first choice, but a second choice is not disappointing.

I don’t want to be just ok, l want to be exceptional to his eyes. Because he just told me what l wanted for myself all the long. I prefer myself skinny than average too. So I went on a full cycle of ABC, then repeat and repeat until l got so skinny he says l am a stick, then we broke up over food. He says he likes someone who likes to eat ´, or shall l say « likes someone who likes to eat the greasy food he made and compliment him on how good that taste. » not me. I can’t satisfy his ego. It is not something l can fake, such as telling him how well he plays guitar even it sounds terrible. I am a music major, in piano performance, and l cannot diss how bad he is at guitar and singing. How deaf tone he is and how awful he sounds. I can fake it and tell him he is wonderful, a compliment from a professional musician will blow up his ego.


At the end, l was to skinny and l cannot satisfy his ego anymore. He first cheated with me for a month I TIL he broke it off and got together with a girl who likes his food, a girl who can also compliment him, a girl who is not very good in English so she cannot get the full extend of his blunt non filtered words, a girl who score lower than average in uni, à girls whose GPA is worst than his, BUT ALSO A GORL WHO LOOKS AVERAGE. This is why he never told me and still slept with me after we broke up. (PS, that girl is conventionally skinny but less skinny than me)

I was fine with it because sleeping with him makes me est so little can be as thin as possible. It motivates me to restrict better. Of course he is awful in bed but l can be even thinner so why not.

I kept my BMI 15 for a year now. It has been more than a year that we broke up. Idk if they are still together but l am a friend of that girl. I never told her he cheated on we while with her and we still sleep together. I never told her because she never asked me. If l were to tell her, it would hurt her. However, if she asks me, l will tell her the truth. I don’t care abt the friendship,

This username will remind me of how l got to a new level of skinny. Maybe l will change it if something else made me even thinner

My name is Bo


I am a happy monster


I will be rich one day


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Posted 03 May 2020 - 01:10 PM

i love sunsets and wine :)

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Posted 03 May 2020 - 01:10 PM

I’m a redhead and the lbs is fairly self explanatory

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