Explain your username!
Posted 03 May 2020 - 11:50 AM
My display name is psycho megan bc megan is the name I would like to have and a pseudonym I always use bc I like anonymity. And psycho bc I have weird af tendencies and traits so. Yeah.
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 11:57 AM
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 11:57 AM
I like the Pixies, and I like surrealism and art films.
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female ★ 5'4" ★ hw 155 (bmi 26.6) ★ lw 84 (bmi 14.4) ★ gw 70 (bmi 12.0)
ENTP-T ★ enneagram 7w8 or 8w7 ★ diagnosed AN-bp in 2017 ★ I've had an ED since 2015
𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖌𝖎𝖋𝖘 𝖎𝖓 𝖘𝖕𝖔𝖎𝖑𝖊𝖗
Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:04 PM
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:08 PM
One of my goal weight rewards is to legally change my name. I like the name Quinn, so this is a way to test it out before.
The word nix means "nothing" and that's what I want to weigh lol
So Quinn + Nix = Quinnix
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:11 PM
Moving to EDC
Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:16 PM
I love your name name though. I saw it and smiled. Thanks for that!
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:43 PM
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 12:58 PM
(stop being rediculous, cut it out, chill, etc)...
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14 years with ED. Just another relapse.
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Posted 03 May 2020 - 01:10 PM
He told me many triggering things. Once we were abt to have sex, he said he always liked skinny girls better but girls like me who have meat on their bones can be sexy too. I felt like l am not his first preference but rather like a second choice. Like if he said « you are not my type, but l can do with you ». Such as a kid who wanted a giant Easter Chocolate received a bag of small chocolate. That kid is just ok with the second choice, that kid would be happier with his first choice, but a second choice is not disappointing.
I don’t want to be just ok, l want to be exceptional to his eyes. Because he just told me what l wanted for myself all the long. I prefer myself skinny than average too. So I went on a full cycle of ABC, then repeat and repeat until l got so skinny he says l am a stick, then we broke up over food. He says he likes someone who likes to eat ´, or shall l say « likes someone who likes to eat the greasy food he made and compliment him on how good that taste. » not me. I can’t satisfy his ego. It is not something l can fake, such as telling him how well he plays guitar even it sounds terrible. I am a music major, in piano performance, and l cannot diss how bad he is at guitar and singing. How deaf tone he is and how awful he sounds. I can fake it and tell him he is wonderful, a compliment from a professional musician will blow up his ego.
BUT I CANNOT DO THE SAME FOR HIS FOOD.
At the end, l was to skinny and l cannot satisfy his ego anymore. He first cheated with me for a month I TIL he broke it off and got together with a girl who likes his food, a girl who can also compliment him, a girl who is not very good in English so she cannot get the full extend of his blunt non filtered words, a girl who score lower than average in uni, à girls whose GPA is worst than his, BUT ALSO A GORL WHO LOOKS AVERAGE. This is why he never told me and still slept with me after we broke up. (PS, that girl is conventionally skinny but less skinny than me)
I was fine with it because sleeping with him makes me est so little can be as thin as possible. It motivates me to restrict better. Of course he is awful in bed but l can be even thinner so why not.
I kept my BMI 15 for a year now. It has been more than a year that we broke up. Idk if they are still together but l am a friend of that girl. I never told her he cheated on we while with her and we still sleep together. I never told her because she never asked me. If l were to tell her, it would hurt her. However, if she asks me, l will tell her the truth. I don’t care abt the friendship,
This username will remind me of how l got to a new level of skinny. Maybe l will change it if something else made me even thinner
My name is Bo
I am a happy monster
I will be rich one day
My acccountability 🖤🖤🖤
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