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[kky]

maybe its my ed POV that making me normalise my actions but is c/s rly weird irl hahaha. yknow if i tell my normie friends will they be super weirded out. 

 

i think so hahaha its kinda gross, someone chewing their food and spitting it out in a ziplock bag....

 

[drunkinIsla]

if your friends are not capable of understing the larger picture of mental illnes, i mean the perspective, then idk tbh 

stay safe =)

[hummocado]

Everything we do is weird

[ℜ𝔦𝔫𝔞]

For me, it was really gross, but I do not find weird, maybe because I am doing it too.

[charliecain]

they might find it weird just because they don't do it or maybe have never heard of it but if they understand it's part of your ed then they might find it less weird,,, idk tho

[activecheesecake]

from an outsiders perspective, i find csing really weird, but somehow i dont find bulimia weird??? i don't know maybe i find it weird because i like the sensation of food going down into my stomach lmfao

[kingkellin]

from an outsiders perspective, i find csing really weird, but somehow i dont find bulimia weird??? i don't know maybe i find it weird because i like the sensation of food going down into my stomach lmfao

My boyf is the same, I wonder if it’s bc purging is more heard of? Like it’s common to hear in film and media of the “skinny girl throwing up after she eats” but not c/s. 

[activecheesecake]

My boyf is the same, I wonder if it’s bc purging is more heard of? Like it’s common to hear in film and media of the “skinny girl throwing up after she eats” but not c/s.

Yeah that and I think it’s not weird because vomiting is something all humans do at some point in their lives. When we get sick, we tend to lose weight and we lose that weight either by not eating or throwing up our food. So it makes sense why people would think that it’s less weird And make the connection that purging = weight loss. A lot of people don’t cs naturally or even think of it. Personally, I had never heard about it or thought about it till I joined MPA.

[VaporwaveGirl]

i would never tell people about my practices except on here lol. but yeah theyd probably not understand it. i do it sometimes

[Li3los]

yeah i feel like if anyone else knew that I did this they’d be disgusted, but it’s just normal to me i guess

[goodenough]

they will only be weirded out because they've probably never experienced the horror swallowing something bad brings, along with reactive eating/binging.
I don't think wanting to prevent your brain screaming at you is that weird haha

[nervousystem]

i feel this. ive never been squeamish but so much gross stuff doesnt phase me anymore since i began c/s and b/p. it also has to do with the fact that i don't care about myself a lot so i don't really care if i'm doing something midly unsanitary like it just doesn't matter to me anymore.

[MsReeves]

I'm always really confused by how weirded out people get about it. Like it's just so normal to me. And it's better than swallowing and then purging for me. I'd just rather spit it out immediately instead of having to go though the whole purging process.

I don't think it's weird at all but other people react like it's the most messed up thing they've ever heard of. I don't get it...