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#1 deadflowers

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Posted 08 June 2020 - 04:22 AM

paying homage
to lightweight porous bone,
slick hot blood
pumping
furious
matted hair and wild eyes
you complete a religious rite.

because, eons
ago, when men first
crawled through mud
and sharpened rough wood
to killing machines

they were
fucking
starving

and in flight were they
(precious survival)
no food tonight nor
for morning light
(still we have to run run run
gotta live)

you are paying homage
to your origin,
your beginnings.

the way of struggle
lost in technology
and factory farms and billboard fancies
you reject this
you embrace manic light and energy

the driving force, into action
driven by a spirit
an instinct

you've tapped into
human
your stomach, empty
rumbles up an angel's chorus
(breathing, breathing)

you are truly
purely
beautiful skinny animal

..........................

sorry idk where the fuck this came from
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#2 Winterfae

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Posted 14 June 2020 - 09:27 PM

paying homage
to lightweight porous bone,
slick hot blood
pumping
furious
matted hair and wild eyes
you complete a religious rite.

because, eons
ago, when men first
crawled through mud
and sharpened rough wood
to killing machines

they were
fucking
starving

and in flight were they
(precious survival)
no food tonight nor
for morning light
(still we have to run run run
gotta live)

you are paying homage
to your origin,
your beginnings.

the way of struggle
lost in technology
and factory farms and billboard fancies
you reject this
you embrace manic light and energy

the driving force, into action
driven by a spirit
an instinct

you've tapped into
human
your stomach, empty
rumbles up an angel's chorus
(breathing, breathing)

you are truly
purely
beautiful skinny animal

..........................

sorry idk where the fuck this came from

 

 

Wow, yes. All of this, yes. 

 

Idk where any of my poetry comes from either but yours is a gift. This makes so much sense to me but I can't properly form words to compliment you. In short; I agree. 


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#3 Anorexic Fairyboy

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Posted 21 June 2020 - 11:32 PM

this is gorgeous oh my lord

Height: 5'4.5"
HW: 122

LW: 102
CW: 104.8
GW 1: 105
GW 2: 95
UGW: 80

 

Goals:

-Collarbones

-thigh gap of an inch

-ribs when stretching 

-ribs in general

-hipbones prominent 

-hipbones visible

-hand around wrist

-bony wrists

-hand around upper arm

-no more "flab"/minimal

-cheekbones

-spine

-shoulder blades when tensed

-shoulder blades

"If I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn't know how to be alive/I should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die"

 

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#4 deadflowers

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Posted 22 June 2020 - 11:04 AM

Awwwhhh thanks guys if I get inspired again I'll post in this thread C:
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